Introduction and new

[brandondean855]

Hello, my name is Brandon. And I am new here, I however am not new to the joy of Satan. I came across the JOS through the internet when I was like 14, now I am 23. Needless to say I dabbled a little bit, was just obsessed and fascinated with Magick, the occult and Satanism. I believe I did some kind of premature dedication to Satan when I was a teenager, as I did not take it very serious. My occult experiences are few and between, as like when I was eight I saw a pair of big red ruby eyes when it was dark out, though I cannot recollect the whole experience. I learned from reading JOS website that what I saw was most likely a lower order of demon, I have been fascinated with the occult and witchcraft since I was like eleven.

I did have one successful summoning of one of the goetic demons when I was sixteen, I was attempting to summmon Lucifuge Rofocale, but what came instead was a small pair of red ruby eyes in my bedroom. Perhaps a lower demon under Lucifuge? I became scared and burned the sigil, which is one of the things I am writing on here for. I learned that burning a sigil is very disrespectful and I was wondering if there was any way for reconciliation with Rofocale, It has been weighing on my heart. Is there any way to apologize and make amends to this goetic demon? As when this happened I was young and fearful. Would there be forgiveness on my behalf? Now I feel terrible about it, And I would like to come to Lucifuge and make a respectable apology. I have came and gone from the JOS as a seeker, and what is weird is every time I forget about it, its knowledge always comes back. Like deep inside there is a knowing that this is truth.

Another thing, How would I go about developing a relationship with father Satan? I am very stressed out and depressed and I lost my sister a year ago in a car crash, she was fifteen. I live in West Virginia which means I am surrounded by morons, If you know what I mean. I am very spiritually degraded, I have no real power and I am dealing with very negative people on a daily basis, girlfriend and family, on top of that I am now a new father.

I am on edge and I am seeking help, I have no ritual tools. And I want father Satan's help.. If it is possible..Since I am not open psychically (However the last couple of days I have been attempting to meditate to no avail I am bombarded constantly by the enemy and by my girlfriend who always interrupts me) Is it possible that someone who is open can tell me where I stand with Father Satan and also where I stand with Lucifuge Rofocale and other demons...You don't have to though.. I am really depressed and need spiritual power..guidance would be nice. Thank you and I am looking forward to being a member to this amazing e-group. Thank you.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]My suggestion is to start a simple meditation program and stick with it daily.Even if others in your household are without you can still just try to find a place where you can be alone and do some daily power meditations.You can always just say you are doing Yoga if you don't want others to find out.That is how you will restore spritual power back into your life.


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From: brandondean855 <brandondean855@...;
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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Introduction and new
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<td val[/IMG]   Hello, my name is Brandon. And I am new here, I however am not new to the joy of Satan. I came across the JOS through the internet when I was like 14, now I am 23. Needless to say I dabbled a little bit, was just obsessed and fascinated with Magick, the occult and Satanism. I believe I did some kind of premature dedication to Satan when I was a teenager, as I did not take it very serious. My occult experiences are few and between, as like when I was eight I saw a pair of big red ruby eyes when it was dark out, though I cannot recollect the whole experience. I learned from reading JOS website that what I saw was most likely a lower order of demon, I have been fascinated with the occult and witchcraft since I was like eleven.

I did have one successful summoning of one of the goetic demons when I was sixteen, I was attempting to summmon Lucifuge Rofocale, but what came instead was a small pair of red ruby eyes in my bedroom. Perhaps a lower demon under Lucifuge? I became scared and burned the sigil, which is one of the things I am writing on here for. I learned that burning a sigil is very disrespectful and I was wondering if there was any way for reconciliation with Rofocale, It has been weighing on my heart. Is there any way to apologize and make amends to this goetic demon? As when this happened I was young and fearful. Would there be forgiveness on my behalf? Now I feel terrible about it, And I would like to come to Lucifuge and make a respectable apology. I have came and gone from the JOS as a seeker, and what is weird is every time I forget about it, its knowledge always comes back. Like deep inside there is a knowing that this is truth.

Another thing, How would I go about developing a relationship with father Satan? I am very stressed out and depressed and I lost my sister a year ago in a car crash, she was fifteen. I live in West Virginia which means I am surrounded by morons, If you know what I mean. I am very spiritually degraded, I have no real power and I am dealing with very negative people on a daily basis, girlfriend and family, on top of that I am now a new father.

I am on edge and I am seeking help, I have no ritual tools. And I want father Satan's help.. If it is possible..Since I am not open psychically (However the last couple of days I have been attempting to meditate to no avail I am bombarded constantly by the enemy and by my girlfriend who always interrupts me) Is it possible that someone who is open can tell me where I stand with Father Satan and also where I stand with Lucifuge Rofocale and other demons...You don't have to though.. I am really depressed and need spiritual power..guidance would be nice. Thank you and I am looking forward to being a member to this amazing e-group. Thank you.

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[Magus Immortalis]

Hi Brandondean855,just talk to Lord Lucifuge Rofocal in your mind or out loud when you won't be disturbed. Tell Him what's on your mind, how you feel. He will hear you. You can do rituals to Lord Satan to draw closer to Him, and pray to Him also. Keep a journal of things that happen; there are no coincidences. That way, you can look back and see how Satan and His Demons are in your life. I read this from the JoS site.
Good luck on your path, and if you need someone to talk to, feel free to message me. -Magus
Hail Satan and the Powers of Hell always!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
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Sent: Friday, September 7, 2012 6:44:51 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Introduction and new

 

<td val[/IMG]My suggestion is to start a simple meditation program and stick with it daily.Even if others in your household are without you can still just try to find a place where you can be alone and do some daily power meditations.You can always just say you are doing Yoga if you don't want others to find out.That is how you will restore spritual power back into your life.


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From: brandondean855 <brandondean855@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Introduction and new
Sent: Thu, Sep 6, 2012 12:12:57 AM

<td val[/IMG]   Hello, my name is Brandon. And I am new here, I however am not new to the joy of Satan. I came across the JOS through the internet when I was like 14, now I am 23. Needless to say I dabbled a little bit, was just obsessed and fascinated with Magick, the occult and Satanism. I believe I did some kind of premature dedication to Satan when I was a teenager, as I did not take it very serious. My occult experiences are few and between, as like when I was eight I saw a pair of big red ruby eyes when it was dark out, though I cannot recollect the whole experience. I learned from reading JOS website that what I saw was most likely a lower order of demon, I have been fascinated with the occult and witchcraft since I was like eleven.

I did have one successful summoning of one of the goetic demons when I was sixteen, I was attempting to summmon Lucifuge Rofocale, but what came instead was a small pair of red ruby eyes in my bedroom. Perhaps a lower demon under Lucifuge? I became scared and burned the sigil, which is one of the things I am writing on here for. I learned that burning a sigil is very disrespectful and I was wondering if there was any way for reconciliation with Rofocale, It has been weighing on my heart. Is there any way to apologize and make amends to this goetic demon? As when this happened I was young and fearful. Would there be forgiveness on my behalf? Now I feel terrible about it, And I would like to come to Lucifuge and make a respectable apology. I have came and gone from the JOS as a seeker, and what is weird is every time I forget about it, its knowledge always comes back. Like deep inside there is a knowing that this is truth.

Another thing, How would I go about developing a relationship with father Satan? I am very stressed out and depressed and I lost my sister a year ago in a car crash, she was fifteen. I live in West Virginia which means I am surrounded by morons, If you know what I mean. I am very spiritually degraded, I have no real power and I am dealing with very negative people on a daily basis, girlfriend and family, on top of that I am now a new father.

I am on edge and I am seeking help, I have no ritual tools. And I want father Satan's help.. If it is possible..Since I am not open psychically (However the last couple of days I have been attempting to meditate to no avail I am bombarded constantly by the enemy and by my girlfriend who always interrupts me) Is it possible that someone who is open can tell me where I stand with Father Satan and also where I stand with Lucifuge Rofocale and other demons...You don't have to though.. I am really depressed and need spiritual power..guidance would be nice. Thank you and I am looking forward to being a member to this amazing e-group. Thank you.

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[brandondean855]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

My suggestion is to start a simple meditation program and stick with it daily.Even if others in your household are without you can still just try to find a place where you can be alone and do some daily power meditations.You can always just say you are doing Yoga if you don't want others to find out.That is how you will restore spritual power back into your life.


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I have felt intuitively that a meditation program would be advisable, I was led to an article on JOS website talking about having a meditation program. Though this is hard due mainly because I have no privacy in athis place, My girlfriend is a very mean and rude person to deal with. She is not an xian or anything of that nature, but she is just a very difficult person.

I am constantly bombarded by her demands, and I have to constantly tend to my newborn daughter. My life is not easy, I really appreciate your reply.