Ameixing Lyf
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I can't say am astrally open
Not really. I still have along way with meditation. But i have this thing of picking up peoples emotions. Say when aperson is feeling sad or depressed and am next to him or her i feel very much what he is feeling, not like i first need to know what's making him depressed or any thing, i just feel wat they feel more intensely than a normal person should. I always know when aperson is lying because i do feel it, not like a gut feeling but its usually something intense. I can't help tears in my eyes when am next to someone crying. I feel angry when am close to an angry person. Secondly am very easily influenced by people around me. Pretty much in all ways. I mean even character wise, i spend one or two days with a person then i start acting like them. The way they speak, i make face expressions like the person does and i just start acting or even think like they do.
This all sounds impossible but i do it unintentionally.
My frends hate it and call me a wanabie for acting like them. But they don't hate it more than i do.
I try to fight it but to be honest i don't know my true identity because today i am this person and the next day am someone else. Like totally diffrent. There are only a few things i cling on to feel i am my self but i would hadly call them pasonalities. When ever i ask my self "who are you laira?"
All i can say is am intelligent
Self respecting
Hard worker
Stuff like that... Not things like your hot tempered..or..funny...grumpy..cool to be with...
Caz these xtics in me are determed by my neighour the person am with at a perticular moment. Wat can i do about this..
I really think it sucks!!!
Not really. I still have along way with meditation. But i have this thing of picking up peoples emotions. Say when aperson is feeling sad or depressed and am next to him or her i feel very much what he is feeling, not like i first need to know what's making him depressed or any thing, i just feel wat they feel more intensely than a normal person should. I always know when aperson is lying because i do feel it, not like a gut feeling but its usually something intense. I can't help tears in my eyes when am next to someone crying. I feel angry when am close to an angry person. Secondly am very easily influenced by people around me. Pretty much in all ways. I mean even character wise, i spend one or two days with a person then i start acting like them. The way they speak, i make face expressions like the person does and i just start acting or even think like they do.
This all sounds impossible but i do it unintentionally.
My frends hate it and call me a wanabie for acting like them. But they don't hate it more than i do.
I try to fight it but to be honest i don't know my true identity because today i am this person and the next day am someone else. Like totally diffrent. There are only a few things i cling on to feel i am my self but i would hadly call them pasonalities. When ever i ask my self "who are you laira?"
All i can say is am intelligent
Self respecting
Hard worker
Stuff like that... Not things like your hot tempered..or..funny...grumpy..cool to be with...
Caz these xtics in me are determed by my neighour the person am with at a perticular moment. Wat can i do about this..
I really think it sucks!!!