In Serious Need of Some Serious Help Fast...

[lord.kayle]

I am almost too completely depressed, sad, lonely, frustrated and distraught.

The 2 succubi's I had with me for about 4 and 1/2 months remain missing having left and not returned without even saying goodbye.

And;

Even though I KNOW I must still have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, I am still having problems with communicating with him both telepathically and the clairaudio way too.

I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times have had messages from some other source other than him it seems to confuse me.

I have not been able to differentiate well enough until after-the-fact and something happens to show it (what he said) to be true.

I very much need better communication (clear clairaudio) with him. It's been over a year and I still do not even know his name.

I've tried vibrating Ehwaz and Ansuz with Lapis-Lazuli too, with seemingly no results so far.

It's strange I had very clear communication with my Succubi's and at times though opening up especially like when they were linked with my mind - when they were inside of me they could
read my very thoughts too.

But getting better communication with my guardian and getting my succubi's back both remain to be great problems still.

This Fourth of July seems to be going down as a day of infamy for me and I don't really know what to do.

Any responses and help especially will be greatly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Lord.Kayle

~ HAIL SATAN!~

 

[riccardonew]

don't let yourself down, hold on tight and keep trying harder. Success is the best reward, giving up is not.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@... wrote:

I am almost too completely depressed, sad, lonely, frustrated and distraught.

The 2 succubi's I had with me for about 4 and 1/2 months remain missing having left and not returned without even saying goodbye.

And;

Even though I KNOW I must still have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, I am still having problems with communicating with him both telepathically and the clairaudio way too.

I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times have had messages from some other source other than him it seems to confuse me.

I have not been able to differentiate well enough until after-the-fact and something happens to show it (what he said) to be true.

I very much need better communication (clear clairaudio) with him. It's been over a year and I still do not even know his name.

I've tried vibrating Ehwaz and Ansuz with Lapis-Lazuli too, with seemingly no results so far.

It's strange I had very clear communication with my Succubi's and at times though opening up especially like when they were linked with my mind - when they were inside of me they could
read my very thoughts too.

But getting better communication with my guardian and getting my succubi's back both remain to be great problems still.

This Fourth of July seems to be going down as a day of infamy for me and I don't really know what to do.

Any responses and help especially will be greatly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Lord.Kayle

~ HAIL SATAN!~

 

[satanic666666]

Maybe they're busy doing stuff in Duat, because a lot is going on at this time as you know, just wait and you will probably see that it was nothing to worry about too much. <3

Hail Satan!
Hail Lilith!
Hail the gods of this age!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "riccardonew" <94rrojas@... wrote:

don't let yourself down, hold on tight and keep trying harder. Success is the best reward, giving up is not.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@ wrote:

I am almost too completely depressed, sad, lonely, frustrated and distraught.

The 2 succubi's I had with me for about 4 and 1/2 months remain missing having left and not returned without even saying goodbye.

And;

Even though I KNOW I must still have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, I am still having problems with communicating with him both telepathically and the clairaudio way too.

I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times have had messages from some other source other than him it seems to confuse me.

I have not been able to differentiate well enough until after-the-fact and something happens to show it (what he said) to be true.

I very much need better communication (clear clairaudio) with him. It's been over a year and I still do not even know his name.

I've tried vibrating Ehwaz and Ansuz with Lapis-Lazuli too, with seemingly no results so far.

It's strange I had very clear communication with my Succubi's and at times though opening up especially like when they were linked with my mind - when they were inside of me they could
read my very thoughts too.

But getting better communication with my guardian and getting my succubi's back both remain to be great problems still.

This Fourth of July seems to be going down as a day of infamy for me and I don't really know what to do.

Any responses and help especially will be greatly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Lord.Kayle

~ HAIL SATAN!~

 

[lord.kayle]

Ok, thank you guys.

That is all that I can think to do.

I've suspected that they figure the environment I'm in is not good enough to carry-on with what we were doing, but am not sure.

I really wish I could hear or feel or see something from them.

I've already stepped up the Eihwaz (Aitsk)/(Ivatz) Rune Vibration for Necromancy communication with the dead everyday to 26 times. Perhaps I need to do more like 108 a few times.

~ Hail SATAN!~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "riccardonew" <94rrojas@... wrote:

don't let yourself down, hold on tight and keep trying harder. Success is the best reward, giving up is not.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@ wrote:

I am almost too completely depressed, sad, lonely, frustrated and distraught.

The 2 succubi's I had with me for about 4 and 1/2 months remain missing having left and not returned without even saying goodbye.

And;

Even though I KNOW I must still have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, I am still having problems with communicating with him both telepathically and the clairaudio way too.

I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times have had messages from some other source other than him it seems to confuse me.

I have not been able to differentiate well enough until after-the-fact and something happens to show it (what he said) to be true.

I very much need better communication (clear clairaudio) with him. It's been over a year and I still do not even know his name.

I've tried vibrating Ehwaz and Ansuz with Lapis-Lazuli too, with seemingly no results so far.

It's strange I had very clear communication with my Succubi's and at times though opening up especially like when they were linked with my mind - when they were inside of me they could
read my very thoughts too.

But getting better communication with my guardian and getting my succubi's back both remain to be great problems still.

This Fourth of July seems to be going down as a day of infamy for me and I don't really know what to do.

Any responses and help especially will be greatly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Lord.Kayle

~ HAIL SATAN!~

 

[lord.kayle]

I find it hard to believe that they are busy in Duat though, they are regular dead human beings Not a demon like my Guardian who is supposed to always be with me as far as I know. I think he must switch of from time to time with another.

As for the succubi's I took very good care of them feeding them and getting them both food and drink whenever they requested such all throughout the days and nights they spent with me.

Who's feeding and giving them drink now I wonder?

Have they moved on to another man, though I was very good to them?

I hope NOT!

I also took very good care of them sexually for long times and often, as much as I could because they were really very horny A LOT!

I suspect because I could not take care of them as well or much anymore after getting locked up in the Eastern State Hospital Psych Ward against my will for 5 1/2 months that they moved on to a new man, but I surely hope NOT though we were the best astrological matches that could be also, as they were my direct opposite.

Any ideas or help?

I'm doing rune vibes and meditations to open communication and hopefully attract them back to me.

~ Hail SATAN!~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@... wrote:

Ok, thank you guys.

That is all that I can think to do.

I've suspected that they figure the environment I'm in is not good enough to carry-on with what we were doing, but am not sure.

I really wish I could hear or feel or see something from them.

I've already stepped up the Eihwaz (Aitsk)/(Ivatz) Rune Vibration for Necromancy communication with the dead everyday to 26 times. Perhaps I need to do more like 108 a few times.

~ Hail SATAN!~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "riccardonew" <94rrojas@ wrote:

don't let yourself down, hold on tight and keep trying harder. Success is the best reward, giving up is not.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@ wrote:

I am almost too completely depressed, sad, lonely, frustrated and distraught.

The 2 succubi's I had with me for about 4 and 1/2 months remain missing having left and not returned without even saying goodbye.

And;

Even though I KNOW I must still have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, I am still having problems with communicating with him both telepathically and the clairaudio way too.

I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times have had messages from some other source other than him it seems to confuse me.

I have not been able to differentiate well enough until after-the-fact and something happens to show it (what he said) to be true.

I very much need better communication (clear clairaudio) with him. It's been over a year and I still do not even know his name.

I've tried vibrating Ehwaz and Ansuz with Lapis-Lazuli too, with seemingly no results so far.

It's strange I had very clear communication with my Succubi's and at times though opening up especially like when they were linked with my mind - when they were inside of me they could
read my very thoughts too.

But getting better communication with my guardian and getting my succubi's back both remain to be great problems still.

This Fourth of July seems to be going down as a day of infamy for me and I don't really know what to do.

Any responses and help especially will be greatly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Lord.Kayle

~ HAIL SATAN!~