Hello Captain; I hope it's okay to call you that-you've worked so hard for the position. Rec your email about the summoning. I hope you recd mine last Thursday explaining the reasons for the duplication of the emails last weekend. As for answering your concerns, even though you performed the summoning in haste with paranoia (as you put it) over privacy, some frustration & weariness, if you were able to get it done with your sincere intentions and burned the prayer (even afterwards), I'd say that your summoning was a success, esp since you performed it in your Astral Temple. Remember you were in a place (with your camping buddies) to where Marquis MARCHOSIAS just couldn't come galloping through the forest on her black Stallion! She had to be quiet as well. I'd say that the clues you recd (the varsity article & pendulum) were legitimate. She will likely come to you in other ways & with different signs when you can be alone in the future. Keep your
awareness up even subtly; for she may send guidance via dreams, telepathy (intuition), signs & experiences like before. I have several decks of Tarot cards, having been a reader for years. Her card is the "Ten of Pentacles," so I always become alert when her card comes up in a reading--esp with my card! Now listen, I know you've had a difficult time as you've mentioned with faith & doubts. You are a Captain of Track & Field; but also for Father Satan, so don't let the enemy (e.t.s) get a foot in the door with their mind games. (They try & distract me while meditating, but I get pissed and just try harder! I'm not going to let anything compromise my Faith--I've come too far in life to lose this!!!) There IS NO going back--only forward! With your distractions, maybe some specific meditation would help (where your weakest link is). Don't forget "Void Meditation." You must be able to tune out--whatever--but some people are weak in voiding as it usually
comes last in meditating. But it's important to be able to tune out the enemy (whether on the astral plane or with other humans). One word about this Tuesday; don't base a win or loss with your prayer, etc. Tuesday could be a test of character. Just go out there & "give it your all," that way it's a win/win for you. Regarding when I summoned Marquis MARCHOSIAS, my eyes were open and/or shut depending on what I was doing. Her appearance is difficult to put into words. First, I felt her bioelectricity. It was so powerful it almost literally knocked me out of my chair. I was at first afraid to move. My hair stood on ends (not from fear but of her presence), and there was tingling all over. I thought I felt my right shoulder being touched. The walls periodically popped & after she came through, there were these swirls of light (dark & bright streaks if that makes sense) that swirled & darted around me & my altar. When I used my pendulum over her Sigil, it
was so energized it would oftentimes strongly swing even before I could finish asking my questions. I always address her as Marquis MARCHOSIAS, Marquis, or my Lady, & try to remember to thank her for every question answered before asking the next. Personally, I don't think you need to resummon. Get somewhere in complete privacy & give the pendulum (or what works for you) another try. If it works and/or you get other clues, you're good. Be aware of all subtleties & as you grow more psychic, she will come through more noticeable, possibly manifesting. But if you are not convinced, I suppose you could repeat the summoning. But if you get any positive results with the pendulum and/or other signs--DON'T repeat summoning. You may find later in life that she chose you before you chose her! Hope all this helps my fellow warrior. Finally, regarding your email to me last Wed (12th), there will be a time when we will be fighting the enemy together side by side &
be able to commune without user or passwords & such. Maybe we already have before we came here. Dark Blessings my true friend. Hang in there for you have found the truth--don't ever let anyone take that from you. Hail Marquis MARCHOSIAS & Hail Father SATAN!!! friend jene.
awareness up even subtly; for she may send guidance via dreams, telepathy (intuition), signs & experiences like before. I have several decks of Tarot cards, having been a reader for years. Her card is the "Ten of Pentacles," so I always become alert when her card comes up in a reading--esp with my card! Now listen, I know you've had a difficult time as you've mentioned with faith & doubts. You are a Captain of Track & Field; but also for Father Satan, so don't let the enemy (e.t.s) get a foot in the door with their mind games. (They try & distract me while meditating, but I get pissed and just try harder! I'm not going to let anything compromise my Faith--I've come too far in life to lose this!!!) There IS NO going back--only forward! With your distractions, maybe some specific meditation would help (where your weakest link is). Don't forget "Void Meditation." You must be able to tune out--whatever--but some people are weak in voiding as it usually
comes last in meditating. But it's important to be able to tune out the enemy (whether on the astral plane or with other humans). One word about this Tuesday; don't base a win or loss with your prayer, etc. Tuesday could be a test of character. Just go out there & "give it your all," that way it's a win/win for you. Regarding when I summoned Marquis MARCHOSIAS, my eyes were open and/or shut depending on what I was doing. Her appearance is difficult to put into words. First, I felt her bioelectricity. It was so powerful it almost literally knocked me out of my chair. I was at first afraid to move. My hair stood on ends (not from fear but of her presence), and there was tingling all over. I thought I felt my right shoulder being touched. The walls periodically popped & after she came through, there were these swirls of light (dark & bright streaks if that makes sense) that swirled & darted around me & my altar. When I used my pendulum over her Sigil, it
was so energized it would oftentimes strongly swing even before I could finish asking my questions. I always address her as Marquis MARCHOSIAS, Marquis, or my Lady, & try to remember to thank her for every question answered before asking the next. Personally, I don't think you need to resummon. Get somewhere in complete privacy & give the pendulum (or what works for you) another try. If it works and/or you get other clues, you're good. Be aware of all subtleties & as you grow more psychic, she will come through more noticeable, possibly manifesting. But if you are not convinced, I suppose you could repeat the summoning. But if you get any positive results with the pendulum and/or other signs--DON'T repeat summoning. You may find later in life that she chose you before you chose her! Hope all this helps my fellow warrior. Finally, regarding your email to me last Wed (12th), there will be a time when we will be fighting the enemy together side by side &
be able to commune without user or passwords & such. Maybe we already have before we came here. Dark Blessings my true friend. Hang in there for you have found the truth--don't ever let anyone take that from you. Hail Marquis MARCHOSIAS & Hail Father SATAN!!! friend jene.
