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I live in the bible damn belt.  I have been a teacher on an off for years (for adults, Physics and mathematics) and a computer programmer for 20 years.  I figured I'd attempt using my public speaking to be an on-air radio personality.  holy fuck...  it was all xian shit and was horrible.  I had people calling making requests for birthdays and saying I was a nice young man and doing well.  But mess up the damn obituaries and that's your ass.  I got a call stating "that's tacky reading old obituaries."  How was I to know?  it was in my file to read!!  look things are hard on a MAJOR radio station, and the creep of the bad vibe and trying to hide whom I AM dedicated to...The last month has been a struggle and I don't know who won.  I know longer work there, and the preacher that works there "allegedly" molested his own daughter.  I WILL NOT mention names.  
but the aura of that place was at battle with me and it was something I seriously wanted to do, but I cannot sustain doing 2 days of 8 hours of continuous desk banging, hellfire and brimstone preaching, and them actually coming in to drop off the tapes. want hear some of it? trust me.  bunch of hypocrites and fools and scoundrels in my opinion...  I should've just played a few "choice" things when I knew it was over.  maybe the amazing atheist "jesus was an asshole?" What would it have even hurt?   
How do I meditate and cleanse now?  I just was following a dream of mine...  :-(  no one likes to fail
 
All you need to know is on the JoS website.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Fri, 12/12/14, jefftoe@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Important damn xian group question that sort of resolved itself... interesting
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, December 12, 2014, 4:48 PM


 









I live in the bible damn belt.  I
have been a teacher on an off for years (for adults, Physics
and mathematics) and a computer programmer for 20 years.  I
figured I'd attempt using my public speaking to be an
on-air radio personality.  holy fuck...  it was all xian
shit and was horrible.  I had people calling making
requests for birthdays and saying I was a nice young man and
doing well.  But mess up the damn obituaries and that's
your ass.  I got a call stating "that's tacky
reading old obituaries."  How was I to know?  it was
in my file to read!!  look things are hard on a MAJOR radio
station, and the creep of the bad vibe and trying to hide
whom I AM dedicated to...The last month has been a struggle
and I don't know who won.  I know longer work there,
and the preacher that works there "allegedly"
molested his own daughter.  I WILL NOT mention names.
 
but the aura of that place
was at battle with me and it was something I seriously
wanted to do, but I cannot sustain doing 2 days of 8 hours
of continuous desk banging, hellfire and brimstone
preaching, and them actually coming in to drop off the
tapes. want hear some of it? trust me.  bunch of hypocrites
and fools and scoundrels in my opinion...  I should've
just played a few "choice" things when I knew it
was over.  maybe the amazing atheist "jesus was an

asshole?" What would it have even hurt?
  
How do I meditate and
cleanse now?  I just was following a dream of mine...  :-(
 no one likes to fail









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Sometimes we fail. This is life, you know? Do not feel devastated because you didn't manage to "fit in" in this radio station.Do you do your daily meditations? Clean your aura, chakras, empower them etc etc etc? Have you done the dedication ritual to Satan?www.joyofSatan.com
Don't give up because of what happened. Seriously, if that place was so damn xtian awful, why would you want to work there? I believe, if you keep up with your meditations and move ahead, you'll eventually find the PERFECT place to be in. :) Whether it's radio, or teacher, whatever you choose... It's just a matter of time and personal spiritual growth. Believe me, I talk from experience. :) Do your meditations and have your head high. Do not tell people about your religious beliefs... not yet anyway. In the future, it will be the christians who will try to hide, not us. ;) Be patient and offer a hand to make this world a reality. To enter into the new Era that will be like the Golden Era. :)

Στις 6:31 π.μ. Κυριακή, 14 Δεκεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "Sims Motal simsmotal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  All you need to know is on the JoS website.
Hail Father Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Fri, 12/12/14, jefftoe@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Important damn xian group question that sort of resolved itself... interesting
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, December 12, 2014, 4:48 PM


 









I live in the bible damn belt.  I
have been a teacher on an off for years (for adults, Physics
and mathematics) and a computer programmer for 20 years.  I
figured I'd attempt using my public speaking to be an
on-air radio personality.  holy fuck...  it was all xian
shit and was horrible.  I had people calling making
requests for birthdays and saying I was a nice young man and
doing well.  But mess up the damn obituaries and that's
your ass.  I got a call stating "that's tacky
reading old obituaries."  How was I to know?  it was
in my file to read!!  look things are hard on a MAJOR radio
station, and the creep of the bad vibe and trying to hide
whom I AM dedicated to...The last month has been a struggle
and I don't know who won.  I know longer work there,
and the preacher that works there "allegedly"
molested his own daughter.  I WILL NOT mention names.
 
but the aura of that place
was at battle with me and it was something I seriously
wanted to do, but I cannot sustain doing 2 days of 8 hours
of continuous desk banging, hellfire and brimstone
preaching, and them actually coming in to drop off the
tapes. want hear some of it? trust me.  bunch of hypocrites
and fools and scoundrels in my opinion...  I should've
just played a few "choice" things when I knew it
was over.  maybe the amazing atheist "jesus was an

asshole?" What would it have even hurt?
  
How do I meditate and
cleanse now?  I just was following a dream of mine...  :-(
 no one likes to fail









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