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ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??
 
ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??
 
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Same here, I dnt really have anything to wake up to, I just dnt want to dissapoint father satan by taking my life, just meditate on u having a better and happier life I guess, that gets me thru my life

"sakuragrl@..." <sakuragrl@... wrote:

ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??
 
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sakuragrl@..." <sakuragrl@... wrote:

ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sakuragrl@..." <sakuragrl@... wrote:
ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??
Maybe you should look into getting mental health services and tell them about the depression, those people at the mental health services are there to help you and will listen to you. If things do not improve after a few sessions then ask for medications.

I too suffer from depression, but I do not know what causes it. It sucks because it makes me feel bad when I should feel great and makes me think life is pointless and unreasonably question everything.
But I asked my closest family member to help me and got some mental health care services, it wasn't really working untill I asked for some medications and now it's just much easier to live life, like there is less resistance to every action I take.

Wish you well, hail Satan!
 
I used to have a similar problem to yours. I strongly suggest to focus your mind on that which makes you happy. Stop watching television, listening to music, or playing video games and just meditate on what you want. You must do this for hours every day, and you'll see the change. Also, I recommend reading the book "Revolutionary Psychology" by Samael Aun weor. You can search it in Scribd.com I hope this helps.

Hail Satan!
 
Depression is a pain in the ass,you might want to close your heart chakra to help dull the emotions and invoke fire for confidence.Imagine golden fire cleansing the sadness and hopelessness feel yourself filled with light.Invision the depression being destroyed by light and replaced with gold energy.Thats what i do,help it helps you too ;) HAIL SATAN! HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!
 
Go to this link and read

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Test4.html

Depression all by itself, is a symptom of too little bio electricity.
I think you should do alternate nostril breathing everyday. I'm talking from experience. When you do it correctly, after some days you will feel a burning sensation in your body. That is the reaction from the body when it is adjusting to increased bio electricity.Do hatha yoga(physical yoga) everyday if you can. If you do hatha yoga and alternate nostril breathing every day, you will get enough bio electricity to keep your self happy in no time. Then you will not be getting out of your bed, but you will jump out of it because you are so happy with the increased energy.

Below is the link to breathing exercise page

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ng666.html

(Hope this helps)

HAIL SATAN!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sakuragrl@..." <sakuragrl@... wrote:

ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??
 
#ygrps-yiv-1524631583 .ygrps-yiv-1524631583hmmessage P { margin:0px;padding:0px;} #ygrps-yiv-1524631583 .ygrps-yiv-1524631583hmmessage { font-size:10pt;font-family:Verdana;} Many of us have been depressed. Their are some people who are wealthy and have things perfect which still fell depressed. Depression essentially is a symptom of too little bioelectricity. You should practice meditations to increase your bioelectricity/chi this will naturally boost your mood and strenghten your aura which protects and acts on our enviroments. I myself suffered from depression. Once i began meditations and practiced daily with dedication and discipline my depression cleared up. Now it seems miles away. Also since you are lacking in bioelectricity the chances of you making any spiritual contact or having any awareness of the spiritual are very small.
 

To: [email protected]
From: sakuragrl@...
Date: Tue, 18 Aug 2009 02:04:03 +0000
Subject: [Teens4Satan] im so depressed i dono what to do

  ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??


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heys!
umm.. about your sitch. id recomend anti depressants (they make special kinds for 1:cool:

and im wondering, why cant you access satan, ive herd that people go there whole life looking for im, im non denomonational cristian

(not catholic, I HATE CATHOLICS,jahovas winesses and all opressive crtistan types,)

and he practically lives with me...
because he wants me to convert to full satanism, becuse i dabble in magick ... and he has proved he is satan by telling me things, that i later find to be true, and he likes to make any car i ride in get scary close to being in car crashes.....
 

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