i'm new, would appreciate help

[lazymurfy]

I've made a commitment to satan today I've been into Satanism since about a month ago however its only been 3 days or so that I decided to go for it
Since that time I've been feeling afraid for some reason I cant figure out, I know we are asked to not be afraid of seeing our inner selves and stuff but its a natural feeling and I cant get my mind off of it my room is built above the garage seperate from rest of the house, its been about an year since I experienced the feeling. Any suggestions?

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Excerpt from High Priest Hooded Cobra's 40-Day Meditation Program.In Satanism one must be strong. The Spiritual Elite in Satanism are those who are actively fighting for Satan and those who persist in growing spiritually. Those are the people who reap the rewards. No matter if you once thought you were lazy, unable, and incapable - we are all here to prove you, that you are none of these things. Prove this to yourself as well. Satan and the Gods are very understanding and patient. I have also tried to compose this program to be short in length for those who lack the time. For people who do not have enough time, break the program in 2 or 3 parts and do this on the morning and night. You get the deal here. What’s important is that you follow this daily. You feel like you can’t? You do it. You feel like struggling? You do it. You do not feel anything? Still do it. Have faith in yourself and you will succeed. I repeat and most people here know: Power does not come so fast and to become proficient, like in any other art, you need to persist. Last but not least; do not overstress about the results. Some of you may feel results almost instantly and some might grow overwhelmed. Others of our family may be slower in attaining the results or being open in feeling the meditation’s effects. WHATEVER THE CASE, KEEP GOING! Many of the people who are advanced today did not feel a thing once, or along these lines, as those who have been very spiritual in past lives are not most people. Satanists are not people who quit. Know that Satan and the Gods will blatantly show you the signs you need, the guidance to grow and have total belief in them. They guide you and they help you to grow spiritually. 

 

[Sims Motal]

Intellectually, when I dedicated, I knew that after years of research and study that I was finally
on the right path. Still, the old Xtian upbringing held some of its fear over me. However, stubbornly,
I remained, determined that I was not going back. And each day grew easier. And it wasn't any time

at all that wonderful things began to happen. Some was definitely supernatural, and other things
that I am sure came from that, as well, but appeared more normal -- what we are used to.
Today, I love Father Satan in ways I would have never, ever dreamed of. I love him from the very
depths of my heart! HE is truly the real GOD! There is no reason to fear HIM or the wonderful
DEMONS.


Showing fear to them is actually kind of insulting to them. However, I am sure they understand that
you probably can't help it to a degree. Especially if you were raised in one of the three jewish based
religions...Which teach fear, fear, fear! And Father Satan is a loving, warm, and caring God. HE looks
out for us. HE loves us! In fact, when I was still having some fear, I heard Father Satan's voice very
clear one day. HE said to me, "Set aside fear and walk in the sunlight!" It was an awesome moment.
One I will never forget. I love Father Satan! And I have never regretted dedicating to HIM.


I hope this helps.
Hail Father Satan! Ave Satani!
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On Fri, 12/12/14, lazymurfy@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] i'm new, would appreciate help
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, December 12, 2014, 9:27 AM


 









I've made a commitment to satan today I've
been into Satanism since about a month ago however its only
been 3 days or so that I decided to go for it

Since that time I've been feeling afraid for some reason
I cant figure out, I know we are asked to not be afraid of
seeing our inner selves and stuff but its a natural feeling
and I cant get my mind off of it my room is built above the
garage seperate from rest of the house, its been about an
year since I experienced the feeling. Any suggestions?









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[frizzard56]

Not a moment goes by that I regret it either. As others panic, and see no answers, I know they will come to me in time. Common example, I've recently cut off two very dangerous "medications" if you can call psychicatric poison that. Granted I still take two of the four, but I am working on getting off of the other two in time.

My dad said that you think you're getting better once you start taking the medications, but when you stop things get bad, my response was" Through my own effort, and help from Father Satan, I have gotten rid of two medications that were threatening my life and I aim to get rid of the other two", although for obvious reasons I left out the part about Father Satan. It's sad really, because my parents are xians, and do not know about power meditation, and walking tall.

I will not  be beaten by a kike instigated system, that fucks people up plus greys were primarily responsible for it altough not entirely. It's ridiculous that people don't even realize that all of people's problems stem from jewish poison that imbeds itself into society like a slow cyanide.  Aside from that, my entire attitude has changed, although I still have an anger problem(working on it)

I truly wish that all of this bullshit had never happened(by that I mean to our satanic race)
But nevertheless, it is here, and we will as a family solve it. This may sound unrealistic to most, but there is no problem spirititual satanism, and Father Satan and the other gods/goddesses that cannot be conquered.

Having said that, I still have a long way to go, but sometimes a little adversity will show a little about oneself to oneself. Even a wonded dog can still bite.

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!