I'm new to this world, but very excited!

[chrsplante]

Hello everyone,
My name is Chris and I'm new to your group. Raised Catholic, I always felt ashamed and guilty that I didn't feel the church in my hart and that its teachings to me didn't ring true. For most of my adult life I've felt a void, wanting to believe in something greater than myself, but never finding the answers and guidance I thought would be there for me in the Catholic religion. For the past couple of years, I've been curious in regards to Satanism, what draws people to it, trying to separate fact from fiction. A few months ago I started looking into the practice, but was a bit turned off by what I found, there HAD to be more to this than dressing in black, talking about blood all of the time and denouncing Christ. 
I started talking to Satan (or Lucifer) as I sometimes call Him, asking Him to come to me and fill me with warmth and truth... and it felt good, it felt right. However, I found it hard to get past all of the "darker" images and stories to Satanism that I found in my research. So I turned away from Satanism and Lucifer, and I have to admit that bothered me some. But as the past few months went by, I still had the interest; I knew what was really in my hart and I knew Lucifer did too. A few days ago I came across a video that featured Satan and his message to embrace your true self and when it was over I had to say out loud "Praise Him"! I immediately felt a warmth and confidence that made me feel he was by my side, I felt strong and sure and it felt good. 
As a gay man in the Catholic church, I was always afraid and was always being told by the church that I (and all men like me) were unworthy of God's love and a disgrace to the Catholic religion, a mistake... As a Satanist, I feel that I'm an important part of the world, worth celebrating and worthy! I felt the need to share, if you got this far, thanks for reading this! I would love to hear from others, how has Satanism changed your life for the better and what words of advice and wisdom, if any, do you have for me? I would really appreciate hearing from you, again... thanks! Chris      

 

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@chrsplante. Ref hello
Hello, Chris. Gentiles of every race, color and sexual orientation is welcome to dedicate their souls to Satan. Satan will not come after you. He will never scare or intimidate Gentiles searching for the Truth. So let's take a look at some of those *darker* thoughts you mention...Www.exposingchristianity.com
And also read the website created for the advancement of Spiritual Satanism:Www.joyofsatan.org
Also, we have a forum and several general classifications are represented, including gblt:http://josministries.prophpbb.com
You may have to join but it is free.
Then when you are ready, dedicate your soul to Satan. The link is on the cover page of joyofsatan.
Any other questions can be mentioned here. Personal email's and personal info are discouraged for the sake of safety. 
Caution: now you have seen Truth. Take all the time you need to decide. But know that the enemy will come after you. The enemy has been known to push some undedicated Gentiles [considered as cattle] to the point of insanity or death to keep them from Satan. However, Satan Lucifer protects His own! He is a very Loving Father. 
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna
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On Mon, Jun 12, 2017 at 9:07 PM, chrsplante@... [Satanicgaycommunity]<[email protected] wrote:   Hello everyone,
My name is Chris and I'm new to your group. Raised Catholic, I always felt ashamed and guilty that I didn't feel the church in my hart and that its teachings to me didn't ring true. For most of my adult life I've felt a void, wanting to believe in something greater than myself, but never finding the answers and guidance I thought would be there for me in the Catholic religion. For the past couple of years, I've been curious in regards to Satanism, what draws people to it, trying to separate fact from fiction. A few months ago I started looking into the practice, but was a bit turned off by what I found, there HAD to be more to this than dressing in black, talking about blood all of the time and denouncing Christ. 
I started talking to Satan (or Lucifer) as I sometimes call Him, asking Him to come to me and fill me with warmth and truth... and it felt good, it felt right. However, I found it hard to get past all of the "darker" images and stories to Satanism that I found in my research. So I turned away from Satanism and Lucifer, and I have to admit that bothered me some. But as the past few months went by, I still had the interest; I knew what was really in my hart and I knew Lucifer did too. A few days ago I came across a video that featured Satan and his message to embrace your true self and when it was over I had to say out loud "Praise Him"! I immediately felt a warmth and confidence that made me feel he was by my side, I felt strong and sure and it felt good. 
As a gay man in the Catholic church, I was always afraid and was always being told by the church that I (and all men like me) were unworthy of God's love and a disgrace to the Catholic religion, a mistake... As a Satanist, I feel that I'm an important part of the world, worth celebrating and worthy! I felt the need to share, if you got this far, thanks for reading this! I would love to hear from others, how has Satanism changed your life for the better and what words of advice and wisdom, if any, do you have for me? I would really appreciate hearing from you, again... thanks! Chris      

 

[Chris Plante]

Dehna,
Thanks so much for reaching out to me, I deeply appreciate it. I'll take a look at the reference material you suggested. Praise Him
Chris 

On Tuesday, June 13, 2017 1:56 AM, "'denadehna@...' denadehna@... [Satanicgaycommunity]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @chrsplante. Ref hello
Hello, Chris. Gentiles of every race, color and sexual orientation is welcome to dedicate their souls to Satan. Satan will not come after you. He will never scare or intimidate Gentiles searching for the Truth. So let's take a look at some of those *darker* thoughts you mention...Www.exposingchristianity.com
And also read the website created for the advancement of Spiritual Satanism:Www.joyofsatan.org
Also, we have a forum and several general classifications are represented, including gblt:http://josministries.prophpbb.com
You may have to join but it is free.
Then when you are ready, dedicate your soul to Satan. The link is on the cover page of joyofsatan.
Any other questions can be mentioned here. Personal email's and personal info are discouraged for the sake of safety. 
Caution: now you have seen Truth. Take all the time you need to decide. But know that the enemy will come after you. The enemy has been known to push some undedicated Gentiles [considered as cattle] to the point of insanity or death to keep them from Satan. However, Satan Lucifer protects His own! He is a very Loving Father. 
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

  Hello everyone,
My name is Chris and I'm new to your group. Raised Catholic, I always felt ashamed and guilty that I didn't feel the church in my hart and that its teachings to me didn't ring true. For most of my adult life I've felt a void, wanting to believe in something greater than myself, but never finding the answers and guidance I thought would be there for me in the Catholic religion. For the past couple of years, I've been curious in regards to Satanism, what draws people to it, trying to separate fact from fiction. A few months ago I started looking into the practice, but was a bit turned off by what I found, there HAD to be more to this than dressing in black, talking about blood all of the time and denouncing Christ. 
I started talking to Satan (or Lucifer) as I sometimes call Him, asking Him to come to me and fill me with warmth and truth... and it felt good, it felt right. However, I found it hard to get past all of the "darker" images and stories to Satanism that I found in my research. So I turned away from Satanism and Lucifer, and I have to admit that bothered me some. But as the past few months went by, I still had the interest; I knew what was really in my hart and I knew Lucifer did too. A few days ago I came across a video that featured Satan and his message to embrace your true self and when it was over I had to say out loud "Praise Him"! I immediately felt a warmth and confidence that made me feel he was by my side, I felt strong and sure and it felt good. 
As a gay man in the Catholic church, I was always afraid and was always being told by the church that I (and all men like me) were unworthy of God's love and a disgrace to the Catholic religion, a mistake... As a Satanist, I feel that I'm an important part of the world, worth celebrating and worthy! I felt the need to share, if you got this far, thanks for reading this! I would love to hear from others, how has Satanism changed your life for the better and what words of advice and wisdom, if any, do you have for me? I would really appreciate hearing from you, again... thanks! Chris      

 

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It's so good to see that your eyes have been opened. As the others have stated be wary of who you trust as our numbers are many, the trouble is finding another brother is at times hard. We are here for you Chris and May ask anything of us in your search of the Truth about our Father Lucifer. He is the True God. And a very beautiful Man. Lucifer have us gifts that enable us to seek out his Wisdom and Power.
He gives us Free Will. To do as we please in our search for what we seek. FREE Thought. To enable us to think freely without others telling us what we should be doing. But instead we break those bonds of the Religious Beliefs that only want to control you. Free Choice. To go forth on any path we choose to and seek out any thoughts or goals that we desire. As the others have said. Go look through The JOS site and read and think and you'll know in your heart, mind, body and soul when the time is correct for you to do your Dedication Ceremony. Hope to chat with you again. Be safe Hail Lucifer, So Mote It Be.
High Priest Alexis