I'm new here and I need help,,, please respond.

[Power of Justice [SG]]

I would suggest you memorize everything, if you're found with this material in your possession in a Muslim country it can be bad. You'll have to start with the basics whenever you can find the time. Nothing will happen to you in the dark, you are an adult now, you should know better.

You won't be discriminated for your race or background, but if you truly belive this is the place for you, you must renounce your past allegiances and religion and perform the dedication rutial so you are protected.