I've asked this question before, so if you get irritated by me just ignore me. Anyway, I have wanted a succubus for a while. Um, I did over three rituals for one and she never came/I never sensed her. I get touches on my body, but they aren't enough to initiate intercourse. I think a Goddess is trying to have sex with me, but there are things stopping us. I keep on meditating and working on my clairvoyance and it doesn't seem to help anymore. It seems I have hit a dead end. I seem to have little guidance when it comes to this subject and I feel really lost and hurt. The worst part in my opinion, is I would say I am pretty advanced (that's being modest) I see things even a lot of Spiritual Satanists don't see. And I still don't have a succubus.
I just want to know a few things. #1. I want to know if some people are not meant to have a succubus/s and/or incubus/s, like me for example. Like, am I not suppose to have one? At least if yes, I wasn't suppose to have one and I knew this, I would have a sense of closure, which I desperately need, because it's bothering me. #2. If you think I am worthy and I should, what do I do to get this relationship going? I had a dream that me and a girl were having intercourse and I asked her if she was my succubus and she said "Yes." So that makes me think that I do have one. But how do I achieve this? I am dedicated to Satan and I work relentlessly to serve his purpose. So that makes me think I am worthy of him and I am worthy of my succubus. That makes me feel better and helps my self esteem. I would treasure my succubus dearly, and I make a good boyfriend and that is one reason I was so confused when I couldn't find her. :(
But I feel better. :) I work to make the best of all of this and I know that is a lot of the solution. I won't lose hope. Any suggestions and chit chat about your succubi experiences is appreciated. :D Thank you. :) Have a good day all of my fellow Satanists!
Ave Satanas!

