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Tibi Tobi

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So all in all. I dedicated in 2015 winter.And it was crazy journey. Hard start and etc.But I keep strong mind and was going in good path. Then at the time I still had fake friends. Some xian some atheist . They had bad influance on me. I mean I sayed No to all bad things they offered me. Later on 2017 came. And on autum I slipped . I started drinking smoking again. Then when I realized what I did. I lost daily progress and etc. I was just lite pissed that after 1.5 year how hard work I didint reach what I wanted. I was young as I am now. But more naive. But back in topic. When this happen I started drinking much more. Like never before. Wanted to forget what I did. It helped for very short time. Then came pills.. all of kind. We talking about anti D. Anxiety,sleep,schizofrenia and etc. And it wasnt like one pill a day. It was like 10-15 plus alcohol.. so I was in hospitals, mental house's and etc. Now it is 1 week that I'm back. I know what is my path.. I really want this with my heart and my soul craves this. I know now I'm at 0 level and etc. But it is okey. I learned it hard way. So I hope if one person read this and learn from me that without Satan life is not better. I will be happy forever. Nobody should go through what I did. I know some of you might be pissed or mad. It's okey you can express all opinions. Love you all my brothers and sisters forever.
In Deamons and Satan we trust.Hail Satan!Hail Lilith!Hail Marchosias!
-Todyy666
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I think no one should feel pissed off about what happened to you. You lost your own perception of youself, and the enviroment doesn't help too much, just protect yourself from the sorrounding ideas, of religious idols, of angels crap. Also, there are deep programs that remain that come out in a moment, don't worry, you never left, you were just facing what still remained of entourage and genetic polution. Keep working without guilt but constantly, in peace. Your deep connection with yourself and with demon's wisdom is there, it's just that is a hard of a battle day by day to stay centered, and above all, to heal from all this centuries of deep lies and confusion. More work, less regrets. 
Hail Satan!!!! 

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Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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