So all in all. I dedicated in 2015 winter.And it was crazy journey. Hard start and etc.But I keep strong mind and was going in good path. Then at the time I still had fake friends. Some xian some atheist . They had bad influance on me. I mean I sayed No to all bad things they offered me. Later on 2017 came. And on autum I slipped . I started drinking smoking again. Then when I realized what I did. I lost daily progress and etc. I was just lite pissed that after 1.5 year how hard work I didint reach what I wanted. I was young as I am now. But more naive. But back in topic. When this happen I started drinking much more. Like never before. Wanted to forget what I did. It helped for very short time. Then came pills.. all of kind. We talking about anti D. Anxiety,sleep,schizofrenia and etc. And it wasnt like one pill a day. It was like 10-15 plus alcohol.. so I was in hospitals, mental house's and etc. Now it is 1 week that I'm back. I know what is my path.. I really want this with my heart and my soul craves this. I know now I'm at 0 level and etc. But it is okey. I learned it hard way. So I hope if one person read this and learn from me that without Satan life is not better. I will be happy forever. Nobody should go through what I did. I know some of you might be pissed or mad. It's okey you can express all opinions. Love you all my brothers and sisters forever.
In Deamons and Satan we trust.Hail Satan!Hail Lilith!Hail Marchosias!
-Todyy666
Good to be back.