i think satan is mad at me :(

[pant3r_andy]

so I did the dedication ritual today and I did everything I right I lit red candles bathed before even writing the letter and so on well everything was going good so I burned my letter so I was inside and I had to worry about fire safety so I decided to burn the paper in the candle well after I burned it *took longer than I thought it would* I was trying to meditate but my mind kept going back to the fire so I kept coming in and out of my meditation and the last time I came out the candle I was burning my letter in shattered I immediately ended the ritual with "so it be mote" blew out the candles and did a quick hail satan before rushing to put out the ash. I feel a bit uneasy  and the candle breaking kinda put me on edge. especially it being the dedication one. so any advice im kinda scared to do meditaion before I get any advice. hail satan

 

[Light Yagami]

Don't be scared, and Satan is most certainly NOT mad at you. The enemy will try to mess with your mind; don't let them do that. Do your meditations and advance spiritually and at some point you'll be able to hear and see our Gods. Until then, talk to Satan if you want to. Satanism is not like stupid christianity where you're forced to "pray" or whatever bullshit bullshit bullshit... So, if you want just talk to Satan about things. Visualize His Sigil covering your entire body, visualize electric blue flames cleansing your soul and aura. Relax, and advance at your own pace.
Here's a youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCm38z0 ... 58wEzPDliQ for new people.    Hopefully it will be of help.  

Στις 9:17 π.μ. Πέμπτη, 27 Νοεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "pant3r_andy@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  so I did the dedication ritual today and I did everything I right I lit red candles bathed before even writing the letter and so on well everything was going good so I burned my letter so I was inside and I had to worry about fire safety so I decided to burn the paper in the candle well after I burned it *took longer than I thought it would* I was trying to meditate but my mind kept going back to the fire so I kept coming in and out of my meditation and the last time I came out the candle I was burning my letter in shattered I immediately ended the ritual with "so it be mote" blew out the candles and did a quick hail satan before rushing to put out the ash. I feel a bit uneasy  and the candle breaking kinda put me on edge. especially it being the dedication one. so any advice im kinda scared to do meditaion before I get any advice. hail satan

 

[golddamien666]

Just rexal he not mad, hail satan

 

[Yog Sothoth]

No Satan is not mad to you welcome to the family! my dedication ritual was a lot like that aswell so don't worry about it. Start meditating and advancing.

On Wednesday, November 26, 2014 11:17 PM, "pant3r_andy@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  so I did the dedication ritual today and I did everything I right I lit red candles bathed before even writing the letter and so on well everything was going good so I burned my letter so I was inside and I had to worry about fire safety so I decided to burn the paper in the candle well after I burned it *took longer than I thought it would* I was trying to meditate but my mind kept going back to the fire so I kept coming in and out of my meditation and the last time I came out the candle I was burning my letter in shattered I immediately ended the ritual with "so it be mote" blew out the candles and did a quick hail satan before rushing to put out the ash. I feel a bit uneasy  and the candle breaking kinda put me on edge. especially it being the dedication one. so any advice im kinda scared to do meditaion before I get any advice. hail satan

 

[ihumpwhales]

I am very disappointed with my dedication ritual as well. I had a fire hazard, and often had to move the paper as it was lit to avoid danger. In the end, there was a tiny piece of paper left without being burnt, but I was almost caught, so I had to dispose of it with the other ashes. Also, in my rush to dispose of evidence as to hide from my family my dedication, I forgot to say "So it be mote, Hail Satan!" and I felt so ashamed and disappointed. However, i asked forgiveness and even asked a favor to keep the evidence hidden. My father questioned the smoke coming out of my room, and found out about the candles, but he believed my lie of it being to clear sinuses. I prayed forgiveness for lying to my father, and I have been content with my clumsy ritual in the end. I am sure Satan holds no grudge to his followers as long as they pray forgiveness and are sincere about it.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

There`s no need to pray to Lord Satan for forgiveness. This isn`t Christianity. If you make a mistake in something, learn from it and don`t do it again next time.
Hail Satan!

On Thursday, November 27, 2014 8:22 PM, "ihumpwhales@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I am very disappointed with my dedication ritual as well. I had a fire hazard, and often had to move the paper as it was lit to avoid danger. In the end, there was a tiny piece of paper left without being burnt, but I was almost caught, so I had to dispose of it with the other ashes. Also, in my rush to dispose of evidence as to hide from my family my dedication, I forgot to say "So it be mote, Hail Satan!" and I felt so ashamed and disappointed. However, i asked forgiveness and even asked a favor to keep the evidence hidden. My father questioned the smoke coming out of my room, and found out about the candles, but he believed my lie of it being to clear sinuses. I prayed forgiveness for lying to my father, and I have been content with my clumsy ritual in the end. I am sure Satan holds no grudge to his followers as long as they pray forgiveness and are sincere about it.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Sorry man but this is no good Satan does NOT want people to beg for his forgiveness like the evil xtian God does infact that would be insulting to him. He cares for us and understands and Satan would never EVER be mad at us maybe just disappointed in some things we do (like not meditating or breaking a promise) also its whats in the heart that counts with the dedication ritual people do it in there astral temples (not even in the physical world) and it still works. Sounds like you still have a xtian mindset about Satanism father is the exact OPPOSITE of the kike thought from.   

On Thursday, November 27, 2014 2:14 AM, "ihumpwhales@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I am very disappointed with my dedication ritual as well. I had a fire hazard, and often had to move the paper as it was lit to avoid danger. In the end, there was a tiny piece of paper left without being burnt, but I was almost caught, so I had to dispose of it with the other ashes. Also, in my rush to dispose of evidence as to hide from my family my dedication, I forgot to say "So it be mote, Hail Satan!" and I felt so ashamed and disappointed. However, i asked forgiveness and even asked a favor to keep the evidence hidden. My father questioned the smoke coming out of my room, and found out about the candles, but he believed my lie of it being to clear sinuses. I prayed forgiveness for lying to my father, and I have been content with my clumsy ritual in the end. I am sure Satan holds no grudge to his followers as long as they pray forgiveness and are sincere about it.

 

[magnum.arcanum]

I think you should relax.  And I don't see what you did that was wrong.

 

[Yii Pipur]

<td val[/IMG]We don't repent like xians. If anything father is proud of you for handling the situation that well I'd say. Don't worry it was a white lie and no one was harmed. You dedicated wich proves your strong character. Welcome
He[/IMG] From:"ihumpwhales@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Fri, 28 Nov, 2014 at 3:22
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: i think satan is mad at me

  I am very disappointed with my dedication ritual as well. I had a fire hazard, and often had to move the paper as it was lit to avoid danger. In the end, there was a tiny piece of paper left without being burnt, but I was almost caught, so I had to dispose of it with the other ashes. Also, in my rush to dispose of evidence as to hide from my family my dedication, I forgot to say "So it be mote, Hail Satan!" and I felt so ashamed and disappointed. However, i asked forgiveness and even asked a favor to keep the evidence hidden. My father questioned the smoke coming out of my room, and found out about the candles, but he believed my lie of it being to clear sinuses. I prayed forgiveness for lying to my father, and I have been content with my clumsy ritual in the end. I am sure Satan holds no grudge to his followers as long as they pray forgiveness and are sincere about it. [/TD]

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[Sims Motal]

Okay....You don't quite get it yet. You have done nothing to be forgiven for. You have to hide being a Satanist
for your own protection. Father Satan fully understands this. And if you got blood on the paper and your heart
was sincere, I am sure it was okay. Quit thinking in terms of the way a Xtian thinks, for that is just what
I am seeing here. You are a Satanist now. You don't need to feel guilty about everything.
Study and read the JoS website, and meditate.
And welcome!
Hail Father Satan!
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On Thu, 11/27/14, ihumpwhales@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: i think satan is mad at me
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, November 27, 2014, 2:14 AM


 









I am very disappointed with my dedication ritual as
well. I had a fire hazard, and often had to move the paper
as it was lit to avoid danger. In the end, there was a tiny
piece of paper left without being burnt, but I was almost
caught, so I had to dispose of it with the other ashes.
Also, in my rush to dispose of evidence as to hide from my
family my dedication, I forgot to say "So it be mote,
Hail Satan!" and I felt so ashamed and disappointed.
However, i asked forgiveness and even asked a favor to keep
the evidence hidden. My father questioned the smoke coming
out of my room, and found out about the candles, but he
believed my lie of it being to clear sinuses. I prayed
forgiveness for lying to my father, and I have been content
with my clumsy ritual in the end. I am sure Satan holds no
grudge to his followers as long as they pray forgiveness and
are sincere about it.









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[morenamairdes]

 Father Satan loves and understands you. You should meditate on Him....


Welcome Brother!

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Sims Motal]

Relax. IF your heart was in it, you're okay.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Mon, 11/24/14, pant3r_andy@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] i think satan is mad at me
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, November 24, 2014, 9:34 PM
















 









so I did the dedication ritual
today and I did everything I right I lit red candles bathed
before even writing the letter and so on well everything was
going good so I burned my letter so I was inside and I had
to worry about fire safety so I decided to burn the paper in
the candle well after I burned it *took longer than I
thought it would* I was trying to meditate but my mind kept
going back to the fire so I kept coming in and out of my
meditation and the last time I came out the candle I was
burning my letter in shattered I immediately ended the
ritual with "so it be mote" blew out the
candles and did a quick hail satan before rushing to put out
the ash. I feel a bit uneasy  and the candle breaking
kinda put me on edge. especially it being the dedication
one. so any advice im kinda scared to do meditaion before I
get any advice. hail satan