I think I made a boo-boo.

[$ynthetics]

I think I may have Pushed Father Satan away.

Being younger; I'm confused. And I bought and read the Satanic Bible.
And began to doubt a god. And.. Told myself in my mind that Father Satan is not my god; I lied to myself, thanks to said confusion.

Even though I know in my mind and heart; that Satanism is what is right.

And I feel like he has left; things have began slipping.. And, I've been thinking a lot more.. And I realize that I was wrong.

I know that Father doesn't push himself on people; and leaves them accordingly.. But, does he ever return to those who realized they've made a mistake?

Is there anything I can do?

xoxo,
A stressed and confused young soul.

 

[kurenaii60]

I'm gonna tell you Satan hasn't left you, the things happening is your subcoscious punishing yourself because of thingking its wrong. A simillar thing with bad things happening has happened to me and many others as well. I thought what i did was wrong and my aura and subconscious had that too and was allowing those things to happen. You have to just let it go. Or program your aura about that.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "$ynthetics" <toxityofthemind@... wrote:

I think I may have Pushed Father Satan away.

Being younger; I'm confused. And I bought and read the Satanic Bible.
And began to doubt a god. And.. Told myself in my mind that Father Satan is not my god; I lied to myself, thanks to said confusion.

Even though I know in my mind and heart; that Satanism is what is right.

And I feel like he has left; things have began slipping.. And, I've been thinking a lot more.. And I realize that I was wrong.

I know that Father doesn't push himself on people; and leaves them accordingly.. But, does he ever return to those who realized they've made a mistake?

Is there anything I can do?

xoxo,
A stressed and confused young soul.