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beelzebub2114

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Every time I see her I can feel her vile and pungent xian aura try to scrape against me, causing me flurries of anger inside, a hatred that burrows deep within my skin and scratches against the surface.

Everything she says, with her false visage and xian ignorance, permeates her illusion and misguided arrogance that scowls against my ears, like bleating drums that render me repulsed.

Every action that she takes feels like a war against embrace, with ill consideration she disturbs me from my slumber although I have necessary tasks to undertake.

My mom moved out from our house a few months ago, things have been great ever since... and now the cunt is moving back, she's already threatened to kick me out for no reason, she makes up all this fake shit that I do, yet in reality it's her. She's been gone for such a long period ofntime and now she wants to come back like a fucking tyrant like she can tell me what to do and just change shit.

I'm 20 years old and sick of dealing with all her fucking bullshit, everything she does and every time I see her I can just feel her nasty xian faith erode from her and I can't stand it. If she moves back in, when she does, I don't think I'll have the proper and consistent chances to perform rituals and meditation, her room is right next to mine.

She's offered to have me move into the house she's staying at now, problem is I won't have much money to afford it and basically have fun and the freedom to spend my money on what I want... yet I cannot stand living with her.

What do you guys think I should do?

Hail Satan!!
 
Why is she moving in again??

Does she have a drug problem? Did she abandon her family?

Parents reunite? Who do you live with right now?



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "beelzebub2114" <beelzebub2114@... wrote:

Every time I see her I can feel her vile and pungent xian aura try to scrape against me, causing me flurries of anger inside, a hatred that burrows deep within my skin and scratches against the surface.

Everything she says, with her false visage and xian ignorance, permeates her illusion and misguided arrogance that scowls against my ears, like bleating drums that render me repulsed.

Every action that she takes feels like a war against embrace, with ill consideration she disturbs me from my slumber although I have necessary tasks to undertake.

My mom moved out from our house a few months ago, things have been great ever since... and now the cunt is moving back, she's already threatened to kick me out for no reason, she makes up all this fake shit that I do, yet in reality it's her. She's been gone for such a long period ofntime and now she wants to come back like a fucking tyrant like she can tell me what to do and just change shit.

I'm 20 years old and sick of dealing with all her fucking bullshit, everything she does and every time I see her I can just feel her nasty xian faith erode from her and I can't stand it. If she moves back in, when she does, I don't think I'll have the proper and consistent chances to perform rituals and meditation, her room is right next to mine.

She's offered to have me move into the house she's staying at now, problem is I won't have much money to afford it and basically have fun and the freedom to spend my money on what I want... yet I cannot stand living with her.

What do you guys think I should do?

Hail Satan!!
 
I'm not sure exactly why she's moving back in, she just kinda up and left back around February and now she plans on trotting back in outta nowhere. I live with my dad right now, so perhaps it's a reunition.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Why is she moving in again??

Does she have a drug problem? Did she abandon her family?

Parents reunite? Who do you live with right now?



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "beelzebub2114" <beelzebub2114@ wrote:

Every time I see her I can feel her vile and pungent xian aura try to scrape against me, causing me flurries of anger inside, a hatred that burrows deep within my skin and scratches against the surface.

Everything she says, with her false visage and xian ignorance, permeates her illusion and misguided arrogance that scowls against my ears, like bleating drums that render me repulsed.

Every action that she takes feels like a war against embrace, with ill consideration she disturbs me from my slumber although I have necessary tasks to undertake.

My mom moved out from our house a few months ago, things have been great ever since... and now the cunt is moving back, she's already threatened to kick me out for no reason, she makes up all this fake shit that I do, yet in reality it's her. She's been gone for such a long period ofntime and now she wants to come back like a fucking tyrant like she can tell me what to do and just change shit.

I'm 20 years old and sick of dealing with all her fucking bullshit, everything she does and every time I see her I can just feel her nasty xian faith erode from her and I can't stand it. If she moves back in, when she does, I don't think I'll have the proper and consistent chances to perform rituals and meditation, her room is right next to mine.

She's offered to have me move into the house she's staying at now, problem is I won't have much money to afford it and basically have fun and the freedom to spend my money on what I want... yet I cannot stand living with her.

What do you guys think I should do?

Hail Satan!!
 
If I was you I'd do my best to be away from her. It is obvious that her energy is no good for you and that her presence will cause you much conflict. Find a friend to stay with, maybe take this opportunity to find a place for yourself in this world, sometimes the most difficult path leads to the best opportunities. You can always ask for guidance too. Do a ritual and just ask, you will be ,amazed at what you can manifest.good luck.
Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Why is she moving in again??

Does she have a drug problem? Did she abandon her family?

Parents reunite? Who do you live with right now?



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "beelzebub2114" <beelzebub2114@ wrote:

Every time I see her I can feel her vile and pungent xian aura try to scrape against me, causing me flurries of anger inside, a hatred that burrows deep within my skin and scratches against the surface.

Everything she says, with her false visage and xian ignorance, permeates her illusion and misguided arrogance that scowls against my ears, like bleating drums that render me repulsed.

Every action that she takes feels like a war against embrace, with ill consideration she disturbs me from my slumber although I have necessary tasks to undertake.

My mom moved out from our house a few months ago, things have been great ever since... and now the cunt is moving back, she's already threatened to kick me out for no reason, she makes up all this fake shit that I do, yet in reality it's her. She's been gone for such a long period ofntime and now she wants to come back like a fucking tyrant like she can tell me what to do and just change shit.

I'm 20 years old and sick of dealing with all her fucking bullshit, everything she does and every time I see her I can just feel her nasty xian faith erode from her and I can't stand it. If she moves back in, when she does, I don't think I'll have the proper and consistent chances to perform rituals and meditation, her room is right next to mine.

She's offered to have me move into the house she's staying at now, problem is I won't have much money to afford it and basically have fun and the freedom to spend my money on what I want... yet I cannot stand living with her.

What do you guys think I should do?

Hail Satan!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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