Workings I performed a dedication ritual

Communication is not really something to force if you are just trying to get back into things.

Of course, you should get back on top of your Cleaning, Aura of Protection, Chakra work, as well as Breathwork and Yoga - all of these will set you back on track and raise your energy levels.

But that's easier said than done, when the problem in the first place is inconsistency.

What could genuinely help is to join Vultus Templorum and engage both socially and in the God Rituals. We are currently on a gigantic God Ritual schedule, where basically any Ritual we are currently doing will have massive benefits in your journey, especially if done in a group.

That, and social engagement will help you receive encouragement, advice, and a sense of responsibility as part of your Zevist identity, which is now socially expressed in such a space.

Best of luck, and welcome back on the path.

Passion is a poor reason to doing things, today I was reflecting on the words of HP, and I thought that spiritual work should be approached the same way as going to the gym, remember Saturn's main principle - you reap what you sow. Of course, people can do things based on their passion, but passions are not constant, today they have one passion, but tomorrow it's alredy different, spiritual work bears fruit in the long run. So it's better to develop a habit rather than work just for temporary inspiration.

You need to build discipline and consistency, only then you will see the rewards of these efforts. You have to meditate every single day, this will help with depression too. Make sure to clean your aura and chakras daily and do yoga as it helps raise your energies.