I only ask...

[Fox2]

I've been dedicated to Father Satan for the last year and seven months. Since June 7, 2011 year to be exact. I have dedicated a good chunk of time to him and his demons. I am grateful that they had protected me from harm thus far.

But now, I face one of the greatest problems I've ever dealt with. As of January of this year, things came to a stand still with me and my Satanic Practices. And for that I feel a tremendous amount of regret. The reason it all stopped so suddenly, was that I had decided I was going to join the Marine Corps. So I have dedicated my time to training for that instead. May 29th, I was in. And as of August 16, 2012, to this day, I am a full fledged U.S. Marine.

So, with a little side story out of the way, I am curious to as to how the following happened:

On one of ten days I was sent home to take a break after a long three months of training, I was told by my friend to do some power meditation. I was rather surprised from the following result. The next morning when I woke up after that meditation, I felt completely relaxed and full of energy that I've not had since before I started Marine Corps boot camp. Mind you that it was only the second day I was home so there is no way it just happened from me sleeping undisturbed for one night. No normal human is capable of catching up on three months lack of relaxation in one night.

Finally, my question(s):

Even though it is blatantly considered that I ignored Father and his Demons, did any of them help? Or more specifically, was I ever truly not under their care? Was it just me not finally relying on them and growing on my own, and then the one time I do ask for aid they give it?

I don't understand. I've only just unlocked my chakra potential last year before September but have done no further training.

Last question:

That being said, how do I further my training even though I am not sure if I still have my chakra potential unlocked?

Sorry for writing so much, but I just needed to put what I thought were important details out there.

 

[Billy Whatstheirface]

Though I don't have the exact answers to your concerns, I can only say what I assume.

Father and his Demons never truly leave us, not with what is in our hearts. They care for their own and a large part of Satanism is making your own choices, they understand and respect that. I think the rested, energized feeling is a positive thing.

I don't THINK our chakras just close up again, but they will need to be meditated upon to be "woken" up. There are some excellent chakra meditations on the site now. It is never too late to build yourself up again.

Also, and I hope this isn't a bit invasive, but I'd really like to establish a line of communication if at all possible! I myself have been thinking seriously about going into the Marines and could really use a brother/sister who's been through it. Honestly, I thought I'd be the only Spiritual Satanist in the entire U.S Marines. Well, I hope what I said helped. Have an excellent evening!

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Fox" <mmccabe3135@... wrote:

I've been dedicated to Father Satan for the last year and seven months. Since June 7, 2011 year to be exact. I have dedicated a good chunk of time to him and his demons. I am grateful that they had protected me from harm thus far.

But now, I face one of the greatest problems I've ever dealt with. As of January of this year, things came to a stand still with me and my Satanic Practices. And for that I feel a tremendous amount of regret. The reason it all stopped so suddenly, was that I had decided I was going to join the Marine Corps. So I have dedicated my time to training for that instead. May 29th, I was in. And as of August 16, 2012, to this day, I am a full fledged U.S. Marine.

So, with a little side story out of the way, I am curious to as to how the following happened:

On one of ten days I was sent home to take a break after a long three months of training, I was told by my friend to do some power meditation. I was rather surprised from the following result. The next morning when I woke up after that meditation, I felt completely relaxed and full of energy that I've not had since before I started Marine Corps boot camp. Mind you that it was only the second day I was home so there is no way it just happened from me sleeping undisturbed for one night. No normal human is capable of catching up on three months lack of relaxation in one night.

Finally, my question(s):

Even though it is blatantly considered that I ignored Father and his Demons, did any of them help? Or more specifically, was I ever truly not under their care? Was it just me not finally relying on them and growing on my own, and then the one time I do ask for aid they give it?

I don't understand. I've only just unlocked my chakra potential last year before September but have done no further training.

Last question:

That being said, how do I further my training even though I am not sure if I still have my chakra potential unlocked?

Sorry for writing so much, but I just needed to put what I thought were important details out there.

 

[Emily Watts]

Just gonna pop in and give my two cents. HPS Maxine makes a refrence on the site in the third eye section about it closing up if "neglected" (lack of a better term). I would assume this would be the same with the other chakras. Then again, because a person has gone through the opening once, it should be that much easier to reopen/reawaken them. Hope this helps. Hail Satan!

On Dec 16, 2012 7:55 AM, "Billy Whatstheirface" <squeaky.lemon@... wrote:

  Though I don't have the exact answers to your concerns, I can only say what I assume.

Father and his Demons never truly leave us, not with what is in our hearts. They care for their own and a large part of Satanism is making your own choices, they understand and respect that. I think the rested, energized feeling is a positive thing.

I don't THINK our chakras just close up again, but they will need to be meditated upon to be "woken" up. There are some excellent chakra meditations on the site now. It is never too late to build yourself up again.

Also, and I hope this isn't a bit invasive, but I'd really like to establish a line of communication if at all possible! I myself have been thinking seriously about going into the Marines and could really use a brother/sister who's been through it. Honestly, I thought I'd be the only Spiritual Satanist in the entire U.S Marines. Well, I hope what I said helped. Have an excellent evening!

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Fox" <mmccabe3135@... wrote:

I've been dedicated to Father Satan for the last year and seven months. Since June 7, 2011 year to be exact. I have dedicated a good chunk of time to him and his demons. I am grateful that they had protected me from harm thus far.

But now, I face one of the greatest problems I've ever dealt with. As of January of this year, things came to a stand still with me and my Satanic Practices. And for that I feel a tremendous amount of regret. The reason it all stopped so suddenly, was that I had decided I was going to join the Marine Corps. So I have dedicated my time to training for that instead. May 29th, I was in. And as of August 16, 2012, to this day, I am a full fledged U.S. Marine.

So, with a little side story out of the way, I am curious to as to how the following happened:

On one of ten days I was sent home to take a break after a long three months of training, I was told by my friend to do some power meditation. I was rather surprised from the following result. The next morning when I woke up after that meditation, I felt completely relaxed and full of energy that I've not had since before I started Marine Corps boot camp. Mind you that it was only the second day I was home so there is no way it just happened from me sleeping undisturbed for one night. No normal human is capable of catching up on three months lack of relaxation in one night.

Finally, my question(s):

Even though it is blatantly considered that I ignored Father and his Demons, did any of them help? Or more specifically, was I ever truly not under their care? Was it just me not finally relying on them and growing on my own, and then the one time I do ask for aid they give it?

I don't understand. I've only just unlocked my chakra potential last year before September but have done no further training.

Last question:

That being said, how do I further my training even though I am not sure if I still have my chakra potential unlocked?

Sorry for writing so much, but I just needed to put what I thought were important details out there.