You may have done something she strongly disagrees with or perhaps you hurt her, at any rate I don't think it was meant to be man, Let it be... if she doesn't love you enough to stay with you, and to hurt you so much as to leave you and break your heart, then she is not worth it, why would you want her back after her grand betrayal?
when she says she's trying to stay away from you it means she can't be with you, and her saying she wants to kiss and hug you but can't is her way of saying you are a good person and she loves you, but she can't be with you for whatever messed up reason she has... With that said, why would you want her back? She is most likely one who is without and someone who will not see Truth in this lifetime.
she is most likely the type of girl who will take enjoyment in your being miserable, and concerned merely only for herself, My advice is to let it be... plotting revenge and trying to curse her or others out of frustration will only make you feel worse in the long run believe me, I am glad I didn't step over the line with my last girlfriend, I honestly hated her with such a passion that I would probably be in jail today had I given in to my anger. Why did I hate her so much? She was pretty stupid and offered no intellectual stimulation, she was also a weak person in my opinion and was a conformist to lies and society ( point in case is that you can't change people who are to blinded, if you love something, set it free), something I've always been to smart to buy into, my mom calls me a rebel without a cuase, but I knew I was right all along, and now I am seeing the truth and am very grateful to have found the JoS website and friends.
I know how it feels, it sucks to lose something you love, but just because you love something doesn't mean she she is yours and it doesn't mean you guys were meant to be together.
I'm new to Satanism, I've still yet to do the Ritual(just need some candles next payday) , but I'm very experienced in the areas of loss and anger, and women... I hope what I said helps you.
By the way I had a girl do the same thing to me as you describe, I advise you to get as far away from her as possible. Perhaps I'm wrong but, this is what I believe and I think is the best course of action for you, perhaps in the years to come you will remember this and say hey man, thanks for telling me to get away from that chick she was corrupting my mind.
P.S.
Who is she to tell you to get a haircut? fuck that crap is she the next shallow Hal? Women seriously piss me off sometimes, Lust is not love, remember that...
Sincerely,
Big D
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "fbi.com" <nightghost123@... wrote:
P.S : I also need to add the fact that she still cares about me and that she spoke with her best friends and confessed that she is trying to keep away from me and it is very hard for her to not "hug me , kiss me" etc , when she sees me
this must mean something