I need a little advice...

[plushieluvur]

Ok well baisicly, i'm brought up in a VERY catholic home, forced to go
to church EVERY weekend, catholic school and all that, and I always
found nothing made sense to me, and then I found your site. Everything
just clicked as i was reading! The christianity exposed, and the
description of satan and just everything! Now I really want to dedicate
myself to Satan but im still quite nervous. Being brought up so
catholic as you know baisicly has me programmed to think satan
is 'evil' and will harm me. I really want to get out of this mind set
because as I said everything makes sense but the years of programming
still have me slightly scared. (I'm 15) I was just wondering if there
was anything special I could do to help get rid of that feeling. Also I
am still forced to go to church and attend a catholic school, so I'm
not sure if I could worship satan in these conditions, please help!

 

[Allen Finger]

exposingchristianity.com should relieve you of your fears that they might be right.
From: plushieluvur <gingposhad@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, January 4, 2009 9:31:14 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] I need a little advice...

Ok well baisicly, i'm brought up in a VERY catholic home, forced to go
to church EVERY weekend, catholic school and all that, and I always
found nothing made sense to me, and then I found your site. Everything
just clicked as i was reading! The christianity exposed, and the
description of satan and just everything! Now I really want to dedicate
myself to Satan but im still quite nervous. Being brought up so
catholic as you know baisicly has me programmed to think satan
is 'evil' and will harm me. I really want to get out of this mind set
because as I said everything makes sense but the years of programming
still have me slightly scared. (I'm 15) I was just wondering if there
was anything special I could do to help get rid of that feeling. Also I
am still forced to go to church and attend a catholic school, so I'm
not sure if I could worship satan in these conditions, please help!

 

[high_on_coffee]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "plushieluvur" <gingposhad@...
wrote:

Ok well baisicly, i'm brought up in a VERY catholic home, forced to

go

to church EVERY weekend, catholic school and all that, and I always
found nothing made sense to me, and then I found your site.

Everything

just clicked as i was reading! The christianity exposed, and the
description of satan and just everything! Now I really want to

dedicate

myself to Satan but im still quite nervous. Being brought up so
catholic as you know baisicly has me programmed to think satan
is 'evil' and will harm me. I really want to get out of this mind

set

because as I said everything makes sense but the years of

programming

still have me slightly scared. (I'm 15) I was just wondering if

there

was anything special I could do to help get rid of that feeling.

Also I

am still forced to go to church and attend a catholic school, so

I'm

not sure if I could worship satan in these conditions, please help!

Its okay you can still join, I dont know any way to get rid of
programing exept it just goes away eventualy, I mean I was scarred
when I did my dedication, but Im fine now, but I was more scared
about burning my hand off and the blood hurting. Infact now I am
kinda scarred of crucifixes. as for worshiping try an astral temple.

 

[vanfido]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "plushieluvur" <gingposhad@... wrote:

Ok well baisicly, i'm brought up in a VERY catholic home, forced to go
to church EVERY weekend, catholic school and all that, and I always
found nothing made sense to me, and then I found your site. Everything
just clicked as i was reading! The christianity exposed, and the
description of satan and just everything! Now I really want to dedicate
myself to Satan but im still quite nervous. Being brought up so
catholic as you know baisicly has me programmed to think satan
is 'evil' and will harm me. I really want to get out of this mind set
because as I said everything makes sense but the years of programming
still have me slightly scared. (I'm 15) I was just wondering if there
was anything special I could do to help get rid of that feeling. Also I
am still forced to go to church and attend a catholic school, so I'm
not sure if I could worship satan in these conditions, please help!

well I didn't dedicated myself yet...and I am 17...I fell unsure if it
will be something I'm planing to do the rest of my life...so I decided
to post point it...cos a blood pact isn't like the any christian
sacrament it is for life...now I will dedicate myself eventually but
for now I'll wait...and if you're not sure about it don't rush, get to
know satanisam and get to know yourself cos it is all about knowing
yourself and empowering yourself...I just told you my opinion you
don't have to listen to it...

 

[husseinalbarak]

Create something of your own and keep it independent from the
Catholics. Make yourself proud and realize that it was entirely your
own work and not the church's. As for your lingering fear of Satan,
remember that fear is your biggest oppressor. Courage is not forcing
the fear to go away, but acting anyway despite the fear.

 

[kurtz_alex]

satan would and does understand your position,
he would not be mad if you would still attend to
the church sermon things. he knows your situation
and go to www.joyofsatan.org and click on the
teens and kids link there might be more helpful
information. i hoped this had helped =D

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "plushieluvur" <gingposhad@...
wrote:

Ok well baisicly, i'm brought up in a VERY catholic home, forced to

go

to church EVERY weekend, catholic school and all that, and I always
found nothing made sense to me, and then I found your site.

Everything

just clicked as i was reading! The christianity exposed, and the
description of satan and just everything! Now I really want to

dedicate

myself to Satan but im still quite nervous. Being brought up so
catholic as you know baisicly has me programmed to think satan
is 'evil' and will harm me. I really want to get out of this mind

set

because as I said everything makes sense but the years of

programming

still have me slightly scared. (I'm 15) I was just wondering if

there

was anything special I could do to help get rid of that feeling.

Also I

am still forced to go to church and attend a catholic school, so

I'm

not sure if I could worship satan in these conditions, please help!

 

[fishgoboomitspartofthecycle]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "high_on_coffee"
<high_on_coffee@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "plushieluvur" <gingposhad@
wrote:

Ok well baisicly, i'm brought up in a VERY catholic home, forced to
go
to church EVERY weekend, catholic school and all that, and I always
found nothing made sense to me, and then I found your site.
Everything
just clicked as i was reading! The christianity exposed, and the
description of satan and just everything! Now I really want to
dedicate
myself to Satan but im still quite nervous. Being brought up so
catholic as you know baisicly has me programmed to think satan
is 'evil' and will harm me. I really want to get out of this mind
set
because as I said everything makes sense but the years of
programming
still have me slightly scared. (I'm 15) I was just wondering if
there
was anything special I could do to help get rid of that feeling.
Also I
am still forced to go to church and attend a catholic school, so
I'm
not sure if I could worship satan in these conditions, please help!

Its okay you can still join, I dont know any way to get rid of
programing exept it just goes away eventualy, I mean I was scarred
when I did my dedication, but Im fine now, but I was more scared
about burning my hand off and the blood hurting. Infact now I am
kinda scarred of crucifixes. as for worshiping try an astral temple.

You can't rush the programming going away. It's been instilled in you
for a long time if you're having a lot of trouble. When I was scared,
I just sat down and read the bible. And highlighted everything that I
didn't like. (and skipped the boring parts.) Their god is spiteful and
feared! Why would anyone join this religion?! It was formed as a tool,
and the masses joined out of fear, and stay in for a different kind of
fear but fear nonetheless. A religion based on fear is no religion at
all.
You can use the JOS meditation techniques without dedicating. You can
build an astral temple without dedicating. Put your feet in the water
to get used to the temperature.
As for me, when I have to sit through church, I do breathing exercises
and visit my astral temple (when I can get away with having my eyes
closed). I used to hate having to do communion. It felt like
'blasphemy' to me even before I was satanist. Now, it's easy. It's
crackers and grape juice, yum.
Always stay in your comfort zone!

 

[warrinstar]

Most educated intelligent Catholics don't even believe in Hell, it
just takes centuries for them to get anything done. For instance, it
was in the 90s when they finally apologized to Galileo, and I remember
the mass (I was raised Catholic too.) when the priest told us there
was no more purgatory! Thinking Catholics (which encompasses a lot of
the priest) don't really believe all the crap in the Bible. It would
be ridiculous to do so. It is about as accurate as Greek mythology!
The fire, Hell, damnation part is especially ridiculous to believe!
Did you know that the Jews don't even believe in that part! If you
ever watch Nat. Geo. or History Channel documentaries, they will show
you how those parts evolved. Hell (the Christian version) is
completely a human creation!

Also just take a step back and look at this logically, according to
Christianity God created you to love Him and He will damn you to Hell,
if you don't love Him. Correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't that
sound like a narcissistic possessive rapist? "Love me or I will kill
you." I call entities like that evil. If you want to believe in any
sort of a god, it seems logical to me that your god should embody
purity, not possessive character flaws like that! I mean even if the
Bible was "correct", I would still choose Satan over God because at
least I wouldn't have kiss ass to some narcissist who more evil than
myself. My advice is to look for a god that to you is ideal and a
faith that you feel comfortable with and if Satan is your god and
Spiritual Satanism is your faith, then don't let the bad mouthing of
ignorant people stop you.

 

[kokuyoku17]

Well said warrinstar! Such an inspiration that you have giving someone
of us!

A while back, before the e-group got hacked, I read a post about an
adept Satanist who engulfed him/herself in his/her own aura to prevent
the angels from recognizing him (or something like that). Of course
he/she had excellent use of the third eye and could see the angels
searching for the person who wasn't letting him/herself get drained
from hisher energy. He/she saw them search and search, but he could
only hold the laughter from seeing how ridiculous the angels looked
while searching so frantically.

My question is (and the story is vaguely remembered with missing
details, but I am 100% sure that someone posted it) if this is true,
(the idea or fact that angels dwell in churches to drain the xians
from their energy) anyone who is a beginner or an average Satanist
that is forcefully attending church and not participating with what
the rest of the xians are doing will most likely be spotted, right?
Which might lead to an angel tagging along with you home... see what I
am saying?

If this isn't true, then a person forced to go to church has nothing
to worry about and can just sit there and sleep or something.