I have perfect potential but I'm still adapting. Give me some advice but not a spoiler. What should I do?

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I have an unwavering belief in my uniqueness, and this is expressed in such things as the complete impossibility of sex (yes, technically possible, but not in the spiritual sense). I believe that my perfect spiritual balance of yin and yang and the special energy of my soul reject connections that could disrupt this equilibrium, considering them harmful. I also consider myself to possess superpowers, manifesting in all forms of genius, thanks to my 100% independence as an individual. I also have ideal facial features and a physique that corresponds to the golden ratio. I believe I possess the ideal potential to reach a new stage of development that no one else has yet achieved.