I hate life.

You don't want to die, or you would have taken yourself out, and not bothered to post your pain.

I don't know what to say, there are plenty of us here who will tell you to do some4thing that brings you joy, meditate, cleanse, yada yada.....You gotta find something that you feel is gonna keep you on the planet.

We are all gonna die someday. You will get your turn eventually. WHY RUSH DEATH??

--- In , will199313@... wrote:

Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
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Not trying to sound mean here so bear with me. In your post you basically said all you do is sit  around being mad and crying all day. Why not go for a walk? Find a nice tree to sit under (or in depending on the size of the tree), where you won't be disturbed and do your meditations there? Don't give up & most importantly NEVER give in. Hail Satan!

On Dec 3, 2012 6:57 PM, <will199313@... wrote:

Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!

Will. Something tells me you have the answers in your name. You have to have the Will to carry on. Sitting around crying all day won’t do you any good. Doing nothing won’t do any good. YOU have the WILL to change yourself. Look at yourself. YOU can change everything about you. I can’t change anything about you, no one on this group can change anything about you. However YOU can. You have the WILL, Will. Sit down. Think about where in the world you would be now if you wouldn’t have found Satanism. I would probably be depressed and still having bad ass OCD. Now, it’s better. Knowing we all were not made for nothing should give you the Will in yourself to carry on. Don’t kill yourself. Come on, we are better than that. Do you really want to forget who you are and do everything all over again? Who knows if you will find Satanism in another life (if you are not dedicated). Satan does NOT approve suicide.  Depression is a sign of low bioelectricity. So you haven’t been meditating. Stand up. Look at yourself once again and start over. Start a new life how you WANT it to be without depression or suicidal thoughts. Don’t sit around crying in depression, we haven’t been given JOS to do that. Ignore the people you hate and take care of yourself. Meditate. I know you might be thinking this is easy for me to just say, trust me it’s not. I’ve been where you have, still sometimes am, but you HAVE to let go of depression or it will swallow you whole. MEDITATE. Get your ass up, look at JOS, read it and start a meditation program. Ignore your feelings that say that you can’t be bothered to meditate, be bothered and meditate. We are not here for nothing, good luck.
Hail Satan!

Yes, you can do this. Keep strong. You are a warrior, so keep strong. Just do the best you can. Don't think of death, think of life! You CAN meditate, just do it in your bed lying down before you sleep or when you wake up. Just start with 5 minutes and build from there. People will just you're resting or sleeping if your eyes are closed. Memorize some of the meditations you have to do if you cannot have the privacy, and then do them! Keep a journal and write down the positive things that you see Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell helping you with. Whenever you feel down, look to this journal and you will feel better. :) You can start with the aura of protection and also program your aura to attract money to you, it's in the Meditations section, Specific Meditations.

From: Emily Watts <emilywatts87@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 4:17:36 AM
Subject: Re: I hate life.

  Not trying to sound mean here so bear with me. In your post you basically said all you do is sit  around being mad and crying all day. Why not go for a walk? Find a nice tree to sit under (or in depending on the size of the tree), where you won't be disturbed and do your meditations there? Don't give up & most importantly NEVER give in. Hail Satan!

On Dec 3, 2012 6:57 PM, <will199313@... wrote:

Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!

I'm saving this message, thank you so much.. I am dedicated.. Just been having a real hard time lately with everything, and you are right.. Thanks and my name is william (; thanks ay
Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@... Sender: Date: Tue, 4 Dec 2012 03:20:43 -0800 (PST)To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: I hate life.
  Will. Something tells me you have the answers in your name. You have to have the Will to carry on. Sitting around crying all day won’t do you any good. Doing nothing won’t do any good. YOU have the WILL to change yourself. Look at yourself. YOU can change everything about you. I can’t change anything about you, no one on this group can change anything about you. However YOU can. You have the WILL, Will. Sit down. Think about where in the world you would be now if you wouldn’t have found Satanism. I would probably be depressed and still having bad ass OCD. Now, it’s better. Knowing we all were not made for nothing should give you the Will in yourself to carry on. Don’t kill yourself. Come on, we are better than that. Do you really want to forget who you are and do everything all over again? Who knows if you will find Satanism in another life (if you are not dedicated). Satan does NOT approve suicide.  Depression is a sign of low bioelectricity. So you haven’t been meditating. Stand up. Look at yourself once again and start over. Start a new life how you WANT it to be without depression or suicidal thoughts. Don’t sit around crying in depression, we haven’t been given JOS to do that. Ignore the people you hate and take care of yourself. Meditate. I know you might be thinking this is easy for me to just say, trust me it’s not. I’ve been where you have, still sometimes am, but you HAVE to let go of depression or it will swallow you whole. MEDITATE. Get your ass up, look at JOS, read it and start a meditation program. Ignore your feelings that say that you can’t be bothered to meditate, be bothered and meditate. We are not here for nothing, good luck.
Hail Satan!

You guys are awesome! (; thanks so much , really appreciate it. And ill do that.
HAIL SATAN ! ! ! ! !Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... Sender: Date: Tue, 4 Dec 2012 06:33:02 -0800 (PST)To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: I hate life.
  Yes, you can do this. Keep strong. You are a warrior, so keep strong. Just do the best you can. Don't think of death, think of life! You CAN meditate, just do it in your bed lying down before you sleep or when you wake up. Just start with 5 minutes and build from there. People will just you're resting or sleeping if your eyes are closed. Memorize some of the meditations you have to do if you cannot have the privacy, and then do them! Keep a journal and write down the positive things that you see Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell helping you with. Whenever you feel down, look to this journal and you will feel better. :) You can start with the aura of protection and also program your aura to attract money to you, it's in the Meditations section, Specific Meditations.

From: Emily Watts <emilywatts87@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 4:17:36 AM
Subject: Re: I hate life.

  Not trying to sound mean here so bear with me. In your post you basically said all you do is sit  around being mad and crying all day. Why not go for a walk? Find a nice tree to sit under (or in depending on the size of the tree), where you won't be disturbed and do your meditations there? Don't give up & most importantly NEVER give in. Hail Satan!

On Dec 3, 2012 6:57 PM, <will199313@... wrote:

Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!

I usually say that if you are stupid enough to kill yourself then you deserve to die, but you obviously don't want to suicide otherwise you wouldn't have posted it here. I can say this because I've been in the same situation, the agony is huge and I know it. But as they say, Suicide is a long fix for a short problem.After surviving and overcoming struggles I became much more stronger so I can tell you no matter how bad things may be the cold light of morning will bring better news. Stay strong,I don't judge you for wanting to end your life for it is very tempting.

THE ONLY PATH IS FORWARD

AVE SATANI AND OUR TRUE GODS

I think Satanic psalms may help you. Here's the link: http://www.in-satans-honour.com. BUT note that,This website is under construction but if you go through the pages's direct links it will be accessible then. So,Just go on google and type: Satanic psalms. there you will get direct linksHere are few ones i'd saved in cell.
PSALM 6"My children, do not despairFor a time is coming, when you will see my faceDon't give up your strugglesBut fightDon't let them over come youYou have the strengthFind itTake itYou are mineYou came from meWhat you see nowIs not what will beSo come, take holdYou are not aloneFor I am with you"
PSALM 7“Fear not, my chosenFor my strength is under you, over you, within youCourage is your guideI am always with youYou are never aloneUnder my protection you standWalk without fear of thy enemiesPursue your goals, let nothing stand in your wayYou have strength greater than the mightiest volcanoWisdom is yours to obtainKnowledge is in every corner; seek itTake hold of what is yoursIf you fall, stand up, go onNothing is impossibleAchieveThe only one holding you back, is youThe hardest rain cannot keep you downThe deepest hurt can be overcomeRecognize the power withinTake holdFor nothing can defeat youYou are mine, claim your birthrightAnd walk through the flames, Child of mineKnow who you are !PSALM 15"Child, it is time to grow upThe time of rest is overYou know the things you have to doIt is through you that I work my willDon’t let the light blind you from my darknessOr you can never know my waysLight is beneficial at the right timeBut not when you are trying to see meTake heed as it will only hinder youWhat you think is good can only get in your wayKnow my goodnessKnow my darknessAnd then walk the path of an adeptYou must not be an initiate foreverStand up and act, you have the powerYou have the strengthI know, because I have given it to youDo not lose your way any longer                            I have given you a path . . . walk it"
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From: will199313@... <will199313@...;
To: JOS main E-group email address Email main E-group email address ;
Subject: Re: I hate life.
Sent: Tue, Dec 4, 2012 11:38:13 AM

Don't commit suicide. The karmas from doing so follow you into your future lives. I know, because I did it in a past life and I have suffered greatly in this one because of that, in my past. I was always trying to off myself if I felt like a failure or if I was depressed.I never understood why until recently.
From: spencerlfa <igorbedzor@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 1:07:12 PM
Subject: Re: I hate life.

  I usually say that if you are stupid enough to kill yourself then you deserve to die, but you obviously don't want to suicide otherwise you wouldn't have posted it here. I can say this because I've been in the same situation, the agony is huge and I know it. But as they say, Suicide is a long fix for a short problem.After surviving and overcoming struggles I became much more stronger so I can tell you no matter how bad things may be the cold light of morning will bring better news. Stay strong,I don't judge you for wanting to end your life for it is very tempting.

THE ONLY PATH IS FORWARD

AVE SATANI AND OUR TRUE GODS

I really liked reading those psalms
Hail Satan

Sent from my iPhone

On Dec 4, 2012, at 1:09 PM, Inlovewithsatan <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I think Satanic psalms may help you. Here's the link: http://www.in-satans-honour.com. BUT note that,This website is under construction but if you go through the pages's direct links it will be accessible then. So,Just go on google and type: Satanic psalms. there you will get direct linksHere are few ones i'd saved in cell.
PSALM 6"My children, do not despairFor a time is coming, when you will see my faceDon't give up your strugglesBut fightDon't let them over come youYou have the strengthFind itTake itYou are mineYou came from meWhat you see nowIs not what will beSo come, take holdYou are not aloneFor I am with you"
PSALM 7“Fear not, my chosenFor my strength is under you, over you, within youCourage is your guideI am always with youYou are never aloneUnder my protection you standWalk without fear of thy enemiesPursue your goals, let nothing stand in your wayYou have strength greater than the mightiest volcanoWisdom is yours to obtainKnowledge is in every corner; seek itTake hold of what is yoursIf you fall, stand up, go onNothing is impossibleAchieveThe only one holding you back, is youThe hardest rain cannot keep you downThe deepest hurt can be overcomeRecognize the power withinTake holdFor nothing can defeat youYou are mine, claim your birthrightAnd walk through the flames, Child of mineKnow who you are !PSALM 15"Child, it is time to grow upThe time of rest is overYou know the things you have to doIt is through you that I work my willDon’t let the light blind you from my darknessOr you can never know my waysLight is beneficial at the right timeBut not when you are trying to see meTake heed as it will only hinder youWhat you think is good can only get in your wayKnow my goodnessKnow my darknessAnd then walk the path of an adeptYou must not be an initiate foreverStand up and act, you have the powerYou have the strengthI know, because I have given it to youDo not lose your way any longer                            I have given you a path . . . walk it"
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Yeah, we don't need people pretending to be Satan, especially in some xian-new aged nonsense like Pslams or such. Satan, speaks for Himself in the Black Book:http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rines.html  And we don't need people trying to push what amounts such "pious lies" on the groups either.
From: James Makela <amaracer113@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, December 5, 2012 5:30:06 PM
Subject: Re: I hate life.
  I really liked reading those psalms
Hail Satan
Sent from my iPhone On Dec 4, 2012, at 1:09 PM, Inlovewithsatan <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I think Satanic psalms may help you. Here's the link: http://www.in-satans-honour.com/. BUT note that,This website is under construction but if you go through the pages's direct links it will be accessible then. So,Just go on google and type: Satanic psalms. there you will get direct linksHere are few ones i'd saved in cell.
PSALM 6<font>"My children, do not despair<font>For a time is coming, <font>when you will see my faceDon't give up your strugglesBut fightDon't let them over come youYou have the strengthFind itTake itYou are mineYou came from meWhat you see nowIs not what will beSo come, take holdYou are not aloneFor I am with you"
PSALM 7“Fear not, my chosenFor my strength is under you, over you, within youCourage is your guideI am always with youYou are never aloneUnder my protection you standWalk without fear of thy enemiesPursue your goals, let nothing stand in your wayYou have strength greater than the mightiest volcanoWisdom is yours to obtainKnowledge is in every corner; seek itTake hold of what is yoursIf you fall, stand up, go onNothing is impossibleAchieveThe only one holding you back, is youThe hardest rain cannot keep you downThe deepest hurt can be overcomeRecognize the power withinTake holdFor nothing can defeat youYou are mine, claim your birthrightAnd walk through the flames, Child of mineKnow who you are !PSALM 15"Child, it is time to grow upThe time of rest is overYou know the things you have to doIt is through you that I work my willDon’t let the light blind you from my darknessOr you can never know my waysLight is beneficial at the right timeBut not when you are trying to see meTake heed as it will only hinder youWhat you think is good can only get in your wayKnow my goodnessKnow my darknessAnd then walk the path of an adeptYou must not be an initiate foreverStand up and act, you have the powerYou have the strengthI know, because I have given it to youDo not lose your way any longer                            I have given you a path . . . walk it"

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If you can get on a computer in private, you can meditate. You do not have die, you can live forever.

Also, meditation is what brings us joy. As Don said clean your aura and do the aura of protection. Do both of these four times a day. You can do that at any place and any time. This protects you and removes the negative energy. Look here is your solution to the first part.


http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Then you can do void meditation and control your mind. This can be done anywhere.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

Actually to be quite honest though. Something doesnt feel legit about this. This doesnt feel real.

--- In , "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

You don't want to die, or you would have taken yourself out, and not bothered to post your pain.

I don't know what to say, there are plenty of us here who will tell you to do some4thing that brings you joy, meditate, cleanse, yada yada.....You gotta find something that you feel is gonna keep you on the planet.

We are all gonna die someday. You will get your turn eventually. WHY RUSH DEATH??



--- In , will199313@ wrote:

Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
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O I see now this post is old. Sorry I came in late.

Something didnt feel right. Well either way to others Good luck.

--- In , "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


If you can get on a computer in private, you can meditate. You do not have die, you can live forever.

Also, meditation is what brings us joy. As Don said clean your aura and do the aura of protection. Do both of these four times a day. You can do that at any place and any time. This protects you and removes the negative energy. Look here is your solution to the first part.


http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Then you can do void meditation and control your mind. This can be done anywhere.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

Actually to be quite honest though. Something doesnt feel legit about this. This doesnt feel real.



--- In , "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

You don't want to die, or you would have taken yourself out, and not bothered to post your pain.

I don't know what to say, there are plenty of us here who will tell you to do some4thing that brings you joy, meditate, cleanse, yada yada.....You gotta find something that you feel is gonna keep you on the planet.

We are all gonna die someday. You will get your turn eventually. WHY RUSH DEATH??



--- In , will199313@ wrote:

Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
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My mistake for saying what I did below HP Don. It was an honest mistake and I will be more wise next time before making myself sound stupid by supporting stuff like this. My apologies and it won't happen again.

Sent from my iPhone

On Dec 5, 2012, at 3:42 PM, Forums Contributor < wrote:

Yeah, we don't need people pretending to be Satan, especially in some xian-new aged nonsense like Pslams or such. Satan, speaks for Himself in the Black Book:http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rines.html  And we don't need people trying to push what amounts such "pious lies" on the groups either.
From: James Makela <amaracer113@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, December 5, 2012 5:30:06 PM
Subject: Re: I hate life.
  I really liked reading those psalms
Hail Satan
Sent from my iPhone On Dec 4, 2012, at 1:09 PM, Inlovewithsatan <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I think Satanic psalms may help you. Here's the link: http://www.in-satans-honour.com/. BUT note that,This website is under construction but if you go through the pages's direct links it will be accessible then. So,Just go on google and type: Satanic psalms. there you will get direct linksHere are few ones i'd saved in cell.
PSALM 6<font>"My children, do not despair<font>For a time is coming, <font>when you will see my faceDon't give up your strugglesBut fightDon't let them over come youYou have the strengthFind itTake itYou are mineYou came from meWhat you see nowIs not what will beSo come, take holdYou are not aloneFor I am with you"
PSALM 7“Fear not, my chosenFor my strength is under you, over you, within youCourage is your guideI am always with youYou are never aloneUnder my protection you standWalk without fear of thy enemiesPursue your goals, let nothing stand in your wayYou have strength greater than the mightiest volcanoWisdom is yours to obtainKnowledge is in every corner; seek itTake hold of what is yoursIf you fall, stand up, go onNothing is impossibleAchieveThe only one holding you back, is youThe hardest rain cannot keep you downThe deepest hurt can be overcomeRecognize the power withinTake holdFor nothing can defeat youYou are mine, claim your birthrightAnd walk through the flames, Child of mineKnow who you are !PSALM 15"Child, it is time to grow upThe time of rest is overYou know the things you have to doIt is through you that I work my willDon’t let the light blind you from my darknessOr you can never know my waysLight is beneficial at the right timeBut not when you are trying to see meTake heed as it will only hinder youWhat you think is good can only get in your wayKnow my goodnessKnow my darknessAnd then walk the path of an adeptYou must not be an initiate foreverStand up and act, you have the powerYou have the strengthI know, because I have given it to youDo not lose your way any longer                            I have given you a path . . . walk it"

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Sound stupid by supporting what?
Not everyone has a joyful life yet.
Some of us really need the help of just a few words to help a brother to his feet. I won't ask again anyway, sorry. Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: James Makela <amaracer113@... Sender: Date: Wed, 5 Dec 2012 17:00:22 -0800To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: I hate life.
  My mistake for saying what I did below HP Don. It was an honest mistake and I will be more wise next time before making myself sound stupid by supporting stuff like this. My apologies and it won't happen again.

Sent from my iPhone

On Dec 5, 2012, at 3:42 PM, Forums Contributor < wrote:

Yeah, we don't need people pretending to be Satan, especially in some xian-new aged nonsense like Pslams or such. Satan, speaks for Himself in the Black Book:http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rines.html  And we don't need people trying to push what amounts such "pious lies" on the groups either.
From: James Makela <amaracer113@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, December 5, 2012 5:30:06 PM
Subject: Re: I hate life.
  I really liked reading those psalms
Hail Satan
Sent from my iPhone On Dec 4, 2012, at 1:09 PM, Inlovewithsatan <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:

I think Satanic psalms may help you. Here's the link: http://www.in-satans-honour.com/. BUT note that,This website is under construction but if you go through the pages's direct links it will be accessible then. So,Just go on google and type: Satanic psalms. there you will get direct linksHere are few ones i'd saved in cell.
PSALM 6<font>"My children, do not despair<font>For a time is coming, <font>when you will see my faceDon't give up your strugglesBut fightDon't let them over come youYou have the strengthFind itTake itYou are mineYou came from meWhat you see nowIs not what will beSo come, take holdYou are not aloneFor I am with you"
PSALM 7“Fear not, my chosenFor my strength is under you, over you, within youCourage is your guideI am always with youYou are never aloneUnder my protection you standWalk without fear of thy enemiesPursue your goals, let nothing stand in your wayYou have strength greater than the mightiest volcanoWisdom is yours to obtainKnowledge is in every corner; seek itTake hold of what is yoursIf you fall, stand up, go onNothing is impossibleAchieveThe only one holding you back, is youThe hardest rain cannot keep you downThe deepest hurt can be overcomeRecognize the power withinTake holdFor nothing can defeat youYou are mine, claim your birthrightAnd walk through the flames, Child of mineKnow who you are !PSALM 15"Child, it is time to grow upThe time of rest is overYou know the things you have to doIt is through you that I work my willDon’t let the light blind you from my darknessOr you can never know my waysLight is beneficial at the right timeBut not when you are trying to see meTake heed as it will only hinder youWhat you think is good can only get in your wayKnow my goodnessKnow my darknessAnd then walk the path of an adeptYou must not be an initiate foreverStand up and act, you have the powerYou have the strengthI know, because I have given it to youDo not lose your way any longer                            I have given you a path . . . walk it"

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Can you please explain what exactly is Karma?

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In , Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

Don't commit suicide. The karmas from doing so follow you into your future lives. I know, because I did it in a past life and I have suffered greatly in this one because of that, in my past. I was always trying to off myself if I felt like a failure or if I was depressed.I never understood why until recently.


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From: spencerlfa <igorbedzor@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, December 4, 2012 1:07:12 PM
Subject: Re: I hate life.


 
I usually say that if you are stupid enough to kill yourself then you deserve to die, but you obviously don't want to suicide otherwise you wouldn't have posted it here. I can say this because I've been in the same situation, the agony is huge and I know it. But as they say, Suicide is a long fix for a short problem.After surviving and overcoming struggles I became much more stronger so I can tell you no matter how bad things may be the cold light of morning will bring better news. Stay strong,I don't judge you for wanting to end your life for it is very tempting.

THE ONLY PATH IS FORWARD

AVE SATANI AND OUR TRUE GODS

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Dude always remember, after all that shit we're going through, we get stronger!!
I'm also a new dedicated satanist and i'm going through alot of shit but I look at it as an opportunity to grow.
Keep strong brother!! remember to empower yourself!!
We're a strong family!!

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In , will199313@... wrote:

I'm saving this message, thank you so much.. I am dedicated.. Just been having a real hard time lately with everything, and you are right.. Thanks and my name is william (; thanks ay

Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!

-----Original Message-----
From: Anike Anike <anikeanime@...
Sender:
Date: Tue, 4 Dec 2012 03:20:43
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: Re: I hate life.

Will. Something tells me you have
the answers in your name. You have to have the Will to carry on. Sitting around
crying all day won’t do you any good. Doing nothing won’t do any good. YOU have
the WILL to change yourself. Look at yourself. YOU can change everything about
you. I can’t change anything about you, no one on this group can change
anything about you. However YOU can. You have the WILL, Will. Sit down. Think
about where in the world you would be now if you wouldn’t have found Satanism.
I would probably be depressed and still having bad ass OCD. Now, it’s better.
Knowing we all were not made for nothing should give you the Will in yourself
to carry on. Don’t kill yourself. Come on, we are better than that. Do you
really want to forget who you are and do everything all over again? Who knows
if you will find Satanism in another life (if you are not dedicated). Satan
does NOT approve suicide.  Depression is
a sign of low bioelectricity. So you haven’t been meditating. Stand up. Look at
yourself once again and start over. Start a new life how you WANT it to be
without depression or suicidal thoughts. Don’t sit around crying in depression,
we haven’t been given JOS to do that. Ignore the people you hate and take care
of yourself. Meditate. I know you might be thinking this is easy for me to just
say, trust me it’s not. I’ve been where you have, still sometimes am, but you
HAVE to let go of depression or it will swallow you whole. MEDITATE. Get your
ass up, look at JOS, read it and start a meditation program. Ignore your
feelings that say that you can’t be bothered to meditate, be bothered and
meditate. We are not here for nothing, good luck.

Hail Satan!

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Subject: Re: I hate life.
Sent: Thu, Dec 6, 2012 5:03:54 AM