Brothers. Sisters. I can't do this anymore. I can't meditate, I don't have a place to meditate, there's always negative energy around me. I can't focus, don't have money to buy food. I hate everyone that is around me. I just wanna be left alone from everyone. I wanna be free, I don't have anything to do .all day everyday I just sit and do nothing. Because there is nothing that I can do. I'm tired of this life, everyday I just have more tears that run down my cheeks. Can't I die? I just wanna leave this misery behind. I want to die and that's all that's on my mind.
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I hate life.
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I think what damnplanetsaturn is saying is why do it in the first place. There is no greater symbolic meaning in the action of pretending to speak through the perspective of Satan and encourage people.
Damnplanetsaturn is encouraging new satanists to have a steady meditation program. He isn't saying he is Satan. Yet he is still helping initiates do Satan's will. He is using his own words, triggered by his own emotions, inspired by his own experiences. Not satans emotions or perspective.
Being a person close to Satan I can see how this is offensive. We don't need to read someone's idea of how Satan feels. All We have to do is ask. I would take damnplanetsaturns advice and apologize and drop it. Nothing good can come out of this arguing.
Hail Satan
--- In , Inlovewithsatan <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:
You guys blindly said that ,we dont need people that pretend to be Satan. BUT Do you even notice a thing that word "SATAN" is not mentioned in those psalms nor do those psalms contain any line like "hey my children,i am Satan,your father and saying: dont give up my children,arise,dont lose hope "!
The fact is what is happening in those psalms is just "A FATHER IS ENCOURAGING HIS CHILDREN " and it depends upon an individual that how he takes the person "that is playing the role of a *Father* in the psalms" A satanist would take it as if Satan is speaking in psalms for him and a normal average "without" person will take it as just his mortal Father encouraging him in psalms just to get inspiration!! Got it???? That's all !
Hail Satan !
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I think what damnplanetsaturn is saying is why do it in the first place. There is no greater symbolic meaning in the action of pretending to speak through the perspective of Satan and encourage people.
Damnplanetsaturn is encouraging new satanists to have a steady meditation program. He isn't saying he is Satan. Yet he is still helping initiates do Satan's will. He is using his own words, triggered by his own emotions, inspired by his own experiences. Not satans emotions or perspective.
Being a person close to Satan I can see how this is offensive. We don't need to read someone's idea of how Satan feels. All We have to do is ask. I would take damnplanetsaturns advice and apologize and drop it. Nothing good can come out of this arguing.
Hail Satan
--- In , Inlovewithsatan <inlovewithsatan@... wrote:
You guys blindly said that ,we dont need people that pretend to be Satan. BUT Do you even notice a thing that word "SATAN" is not mentioned in those psalms nor do those psalms contain any line like "hey my children,i am Satan,your father and saying: dont give up my children,arise,dont lose hope "!
The fact is what is happening in those psalms is just "A FATHER IS ENCOURAGING HIS CHILDREN " and it depends upon an individual that how he takes the person "that is playing the role of a *Father* in the psalms" A satanist would take it as if Satan is speaking in psalms for him and a normal average "without" person will take it as just his mortal Father encouraging him in psalms just to get inspiration!! Got it???? That's all !
Hail Satan !
Well,first off,i have no shame no worry to apologize but if i wasn't wrong then i apologize for what? I was just WONDERING that after i posted those psalms then someone said " we do not need people that pretend to be Satan and others went along with this statement. While there was NO sentence in psalms which mentions about "Satan" The character who is playing the role of a Father isn't saying that he is Satan or anyone else but just a *FATHER* that is encouraging his children. And as i said its upto an individual how he/she takes that character of *Father* by what name,whether Satan or just his/her mortal father's name. I'm being called an infiltrator But you didn't even realize that an infiltrator wont do/wont speak this much to prove that he is not an infiltrator. Just he would create an another account. I had and have no intention to prove others are wrong. I just stood for what was Right.
I do not know why this always happen that,TRUTH always has to show the proof of it itself is a Truth.Anyway, thanks !
Well,first off,i have no shame no worry to apologize but if i wasn't wrong then i apologize for what? I was just WONDERING that after i posted those psalms then someone said " we do not need people that pretend to be Satan and others went along with this statement. While there was NO sentence in psalms which mentions about "Satan" The character who is playing the role of a Father isn't saying that he is Satan or anyone else but just a *FATHER* that is encouraging his children. And as i said its upto an individual how he/she takes that character of *Father* by what name,whether Satan or just his/her mortal father's name. I'm being called an infiltrator But you didn't even realize that an infiltrator wont do/wont speak this much to prove that he is not an infiltrator. Just he would create an another account. I had and have no intention to prove others are wrong. I just stood for what was Right.
I do not know why this always happen that,TRUTH always has to show the proof of it itself is a Truth.Anyway, thanks !
You should read also Vovim Baghies' Sermons "Beginning Struggles with Meditation & Magick" and "This Path We Walk".
You should read also Vovim Baghies' Sermons "Beginning Struggles with Meditation & Magick" and "This Path We Walk".
