I Extremely Hate My Sister And My Complications

[braedynrutherford]

hi all, ill start with when i dedicated: before i dedicated (2days before it) i told my sister i was going to become a Spiritual Satanist, she was acceptive... the next day she told me i should tell my parents: they said no im not going to (not Xtian but strongly against all religions and say Satanism is a religion) and tried to tell me everything (a typical person) would think about us... during this heated conversation my sister (who was acceptive) completely turned on me and started talking like my parents! so now that i know how they feel i cant be as open and i can only do meditations and stuff like that that require sound (which is pretty much half of it!) when my sister is not home (which means when shes walking the dog or at a friends house which is not often) because her room is across the corridor (my parents are upstairs)... so now that i barely have time to work with i can only pretty much do one thing every 2 weeks sometimes not even that. and another thing that makes me hate her even more is she doesn't listen, yesterday she came in to my room and picked up my World of Warcraft statue (worth alot of money) that i had fixed and it needed to not be exposed to air or it would break (a special type of glue that had to dry in a certain way) and i told her to put it back atleast 5 times and told her what would happen, but she didnt put it down, so now its broken and its even harder to fix and has ruined it all because she was being an idiot and didn't listen, then today she apologized but didnt do anything to make up for it, so im starting to think about what was on the JoS site about turning the other cheek, she said sorry for something bige but didnt even attempt to make up for it, so should i get her back? or just forget about it. and with the above problem can anyone give me any advise on what to do? should i just put up with it and progress slowly? or try to do something? and if so what should i do? i know i Satan wants us to do things for ourselfves but i only dedicated about 3 months ago and i havent improved enough to talk to a demon about it and ive been thinking the whole time on what to do but cant think of anything exept saying im a Satanist now and i signed my name in blood so its said and done, plz help me.

Hail Satan And The True Gods!

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "braedynrutherford" <braedos@... wrote:

hi all, ill start with when i dedicated: before i dedicated (2days before it) i told my sister i was going to become a Spiritual Satanist, she was acceptive... the next day she told me i should tell my parents: they said no im not going to (not Xtian but strongly against all religions and say Satanism is a religion) and tried to tell me everything (a typical person) would think about us... during this heated conversation my sister (who was acceptive) completely turned on me and started talking like my parents! so now that i know how they feel i cant be as open and i can only do meditations and stuff like that that require sound (which is pretty much half of it!) when my sister is not home (which means when shes walking the dog or at a friends house which is not often) because her room is across the corridor (my parents are upstairs)... so now that i barely have time to work with i can only pretty much do one thing every 2 weeks sometimes not even that. and another thing that makes me hate her even more is she doesn't listen, yesterday she came in to my room and picked up my World of Warcraft statue (worth alot of money) that i had fixed and it needed to not be exposed to air or it would break (a special type of glue that had to dry in a certain way) and i told her to put it back atleast 5 times and told her what would happen, but she didnt put it down, so now its broken and its even harder to fix and has ruined it all because she was being an idiot and didn't listen, then today she apologized but didnt do anything to make up for it, so im starting to think about what was on the JoS site about turning the other cheek, she said sorry for something bige but didnt even attempt to make up for it, so should i get her back? or just forget about it. and with the above problem can anyone give me any advise on what to do? should i just put up with it and progress slowly? or try to do something? and if so what should i do? i know i Satan wants us to do things for ourselfves but i only dedicated about 3 months ago and i havent improved enough to talk to a demon about it and ive been thinking the whole time on what to do but cant think of anything exept saying im a Satanist now and i signed my name in blood so its said and done, plz help me.

Hail Satan And The True Gods!

IF SHE IS A THREAT TO YOUR BEING,DESTROY HER.

 

[Jeff Tielke]

Ok the thing with ur sister sounds like the standard case of sibling rivalry. Don't let it get to you and don't be quick to anger. Learn to control ur emotions. I think void meditation would be of great help. As for your parents they either just want the best for u or they want the best for themselves. Either way they will try to turn u away from basically everything they don't belive to be "proper". But they can't stop who you are. Just don't mentin satanism and they will eventually forget about it. Stay strong
Hail Satan!!

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On Apr 7, 2010, at 10:13, "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:

 

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "braedynrutherford" <braedos@... wrote:

hi all, ill start with when i dedicated: before i dedicated (2days before it) i told my sister i was going to become a Spiritual Satanist, she was acceptive... the next day she told me i should tell my parents: they said no im not going to (not Xtian but strongly against all religions and say Satanism is a religion) and tried to tell me everything (a typical person) would think about us... during this heated conversation my sister (who was acceptive) completely turned on me and started talking like my parents! so now that i know how they feel i cant be as open and i can only do meditations and stuff like that that require sound (which is pretty much half of it!) when my sister is not home (which means when shes walking the dog or at a friends house which is not often) because her room is across the corridor (my parents are upstairs)... so now that i barely have time to work with i can only pretty much do one thing every 2 weeks sometimes not even that. and another thing that makes me hate her even more is she doesn't listen, yesterday she came in to my room and picked up my World of Warcraft statue (worth alot of money) that i had fixed and it needed to not be exposed to air or it would break (a special type of glue that had to dry in a certain way) and i told her to put it back atleast 5 times and told her what would happen, but she didnt put it down, so now its broken and its even harder to fix and has ruined it all because she was being an idiot and didn't listen, then today she apologized but didnt do anything to make up for it, so im starting to think about what was on the JoS site about turning the other cheek, she said sorry for something bige but didnt even attempt to make up for it, so should i get her back? or just forget about it. and with the above problem can anyone give me any advise on what to do? should i just put up with it and progress slowly? or try to do something? and if so what should i do? i know i Satan wants us to do things for ourselfves but i only dedicated about 3 months ago and i havent improved enough to talk to a demon about it and ive been thinking the whole time on what to do but cant think of anything exept saying im a Satanist now and i signed my name in blood so its said and done, plz help me.

Hail Satan And The True Gods!


IF SHE IS A THREAT TO YOUR BEING,DESTROY HER.

 

[braedynrutherford]

ok thanks guys, ill do more void meditation, you really helped =)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "braedynrutherford" <braedos@... wrote:

hi all, ill start with when i dedicated: before i dedicated (2days before it) i told my sister i was going to become a Spiritual Satanist, she was acceptive... the next day she told me i should tell my parents: they said no im not going to (not Xtian but strongly against all religions and say Satanism is a religion) and tried to tell me everything (a typical person) would think about us... during this heated conversation my sister (who was acceptive) completely turned on me and started talking like my parents! so now that i know how they feel i cant be as open and i can only do meditations and stuff like that that require sound (which is pretty much half of it!) when my sister is not home (which means when shes walking the dog or at a friends house which is not often) because her room is across the corridor (my parents are upstairs)... so now that i barely have time to work with i can only pretty much do one thing every 2 weeks sometimes not even that. and another thing that makes me hate her even more is she doesn't listen, yesterday she came in to my room and picked up my World of Warcraft statue (worth alot of money) that i had fixed and it needed to not be exposed to air or it would break (a special type of glue that had to dry in a certain way) and i told her to put it back atleast 5 times and told her what would happen, but she didnt put it down, so now its broken and its even harder to fix and has ruined it all because she was being an idiot and didn't listen, then today she apologized but didnt do anything to make up for it, so im starting to think about what was on the JoS site about turning the other cheek, she said sorry for something bige but didnt even attempt to make up for it, so should i get her back? or just forget about it. and with the above problem can anyone give me any advise on what to do? should i just put up with it and progress slowly? or try to do something? and if so what should i do? i know i Satan wants us to do things for ourselfves but i only dedicated about 3 months ago and i havent improved enough to talk to a demon about it and ive been thinking the whole time on what to do but cant think of anything exept saying im a Satanist now and i signed my name in blood so its said and done, plz help me.

Hail Satan And The True Gods!