Greetings,
Unfortunately, I had to distance myself from meditation and spirituality this fall due to some significant changes in my life. However, about a month ago, I was able to reintroduce meditation into my daily routine.
But I’ve been facing an issue that has actually been happening since the summer. I’m only now realizing the extent of the damage it's causing me. Every now and then —especially before I go to sleep, as I’m falling asleep, and when I’m waking up— I experience these intrusive, absurd thoughts. I’m not sure if, in this 'sleepy' state, my aura weakens and makes me more vulnerable to spiritual attacks, but these thoughts sometimes cause me to panic and experience heart palpitations.
What is the best way to address this problem? I oftenly clean my aura and make protection aura daily, and I’ve also started practicing Satanic Hypnosis on myself. Can I resolve this issue by continuing my current routine, or is there something more I should do?
Additionally, I’ve noticed a couple of things about these thoughts. For example, I can experience this state of panic even when thinking about past events that weren’t particularly traumatic or sad. Also, strangely, I’ve started to feel uneasy when thinking about sexuality. I have no issue with sexuality; I’ve long discarded the belief that “sexuality is bad” imposed by Abrahamic religions. I know that the sexuality of two people who love each other is spiritually beneficial. However, when I think about sexuality during these moments —before sleep, as I’m falling asleep, and just before I wake up— I feel terrible, almost as if sexuality is something 'alien' and disturbing.
Could this be related to a curse embedded in my Sacral or Root Chakra?
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