I hadn’t planned for this post to be so long. I apologize for that. I had doubts about writing this and then I thought it might be helpful for beginners and/or those who already know who their Guardian Demon is but don’t know what to do from there.
I start talking about my experience in the first few paragraphs. For those who want to get straight to the point, you can start reading from “Basically” (the word is in bold, down below)
What I’m writing comes from my own experience and perspective.
For those who want to find out who their Guardian is, I suggest reading this post here, which is very helpful and contains some great ideas: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=165227#p165227
Now that you know who your GD is, you’re probably wondering “now what?” What happens next? I had the same question and it took me some time to realize the answer is really simple: reconnect with them.
Of course it takes time, but the only way this is going to work is if you start building your relationship with your Guardian. After all, they made the first step by helping you discover their name, so the second step is up to us.
I’m a bit ashamed to admit this, but I neglected to develop my relationship with my GD. I remember asking them questions about a certain matter and receiving accurate answers. And then… blank… nothing. I just stopped talking to them for some reason (although I kept talking to Satan regularly).
Maybe every 3 months or so, I’d start talking to my GD again; and I don’t remember my question at the time, but the answer I received was “meditate.” And I kept getting that message over and over again (Of course it was around that time when I hadn’t focused on cleaning my aura and chakras, so I was surrounded by negative thoughts from the enemy).
Sometimes, when I received guidance, I ignored it (and later I’d realize my mistake). I was so used to be deceived by the enemy that it was a bit hard for me to “trust” (even though I completely knew I could trust my GD but I guess it has to do with how the mind is programmed by the enemy). There was even one time when I thought my GD left me. One night, I was feeling so down, I called their name and felt them instantly by my side and realized they never left.
Once I finally decided to be serious about meditations, I knew what my GD meant. I had to meditate so I could better connect with them.
The enemy gets pissed off when we meditate but we make our Gods proud when we do it.
Basically, I learned how important it is to meditate: our soul has accumulated so much dross over many lifetimes. Add to that the curses we’ve been receiving for centuries, maybe more.
Start by cleaning your aura and chakras and you’ll see things differently. Remove curses from your soul.
You won’t develop a relationship with your Guardian in one day. It takes time. Also, you have to be willing to put in the effort. But the reward you receive is something those that are without will NEVER experience.
If you have your Guardian's sigil, you can focus on it. if you don’t feel anything the first few times you do this, that’s okay. Even if you’re not advanced enough to hear them, that’s okay. Make the time for your GD. Talk to them every day if you want to. They’ll notice.
Other ideas you can try: you can write a poem, a story or a song for them etc. Don’t be afraid to get creative here. As long as it comes from the heart, they’ll see it.
I regret I didn’t take enough time for my GD sooner. I know it’s important to develop a relationship with Father Satan. But it is also important to develop your relationship with your Guardian Demon. Think about it this way: you have a wonderful God by your side, who is there to guide and protect you, and who chose to do so.
Those who are without don’t have that chance. They have no one. Remember what it was like to be without? What did you feel like before you dedicated? I know for me, life sucked. I was unable to attract things to myself because I didn’t know how to. I let “destiny” control my life. I felt so lost. Life was so confusing. The best decision I made in my life so far, was my dedication to Satan.
And once you start meditating, you can't go back to who you were. Once you open that door, the only thing left for you to do is to explore this new world and move forward. But you're never alone.
I was lucky enough to discover who my GD was pretty quickly after my dedication. The name came very naturally to me. I instantly knew. Unfortunately, after that wonderful discovery, I neglected to develop my relationship with them. Don’t make that same mistake. I know if I would have asked for their advice/guidance sooner, the outcome of some of my decisions would’ve turned out to be completely different.
I hope this will be helpful to some of you out there.
If you have some insights, or other ideas, or if you simply want to share your experience, I’d love to read about it.
Take care everyone. And don’t forget to meditate ;)
HAIL ZEUS and the powers of Hell!