I have been a Satanist for about a year now , and although I truly believed that Satan had accepted my dedication .I had doubts .
Now for a while , the enemy had been attacking me . I started happening when i started working on my chakras for clairvoyance .
They first started attacking my mind .
I got depressed , felt lonely , started doubting the JoS and worst of all they tried to bring me back to xtianity .
Even with depression and loneliness' and doubts i rejected it all because i was loyal to Satan .
So after 2 weeks of misery they tried to kill me .
Luckily i survived but when the stabbed my heart chakra i went insane
i became afraid , very afraid , all my beliefs were shattering around me .
Since I couldn't hear Satan I started thinking that he didn't care , that i was rejected , that i was left alone to be damned in the astral forever .
So i wanted to contact Satan but I didn't believe my prayers were doing anything so I thought I needed to contact Satan another way .
There was no way in hell i was going to be able to do the ritual or get a Board
but then i found out the Pendulum method http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... dulum.html
It is so easy to make and do !
All I did was find some floss , a ring , and a jar
copied Satan's sigil to a piece of paper , put it under the Jar tied the string to the ring and ask
(DO NOT MOVE THE STRING THE DEMON IS SUPPOSED TO DO THIS)
I learned today that my guardian demon is Agares and that Satan did accept my dedication
Also
The heart Chackra takes time to heal (i was attacked thursday and mine will be healed by Sunday .
And when attacked fear strikes because the charka that controls bravery and courage and the soul ( very importent if your heart chakra is destroyed so is the soul ) is being destroyed .
Now if only I had used this method much earlier it could have saved me a whole heap of trouble .
Also it took about 3 tries to find out my Guardian
So always repeat
HAIL SATAN
HAIL AGARES
http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.html
Now for a while , the enemy had been attacking me . I started happening when i started working on my chakras for clairvoyance .
They first started attacking my mind .
I got depressed , felt lonely , started doubting the JoS and worst of all they tried to bring me back to xtianity .
Even with depression and loneliness' and doubts i rejected it all because i was loyal to Satan .
So after 2 weeks of misery they tried to kill me .
Luckily i survived but when the stabbed my heart chakra i went insane
i became afraid , very afraid , all my beliefs were shattering around me .
Since I couldn't hear Satan I started thinking that he didn't care , that i was rejected , that i was left alone to be damned in the astral forever .
So i wanted to contact Satan but I didn't believe my prayers were doing anything so I thought I needed to contact Satan another way .
There was no way in hell i was going to be able to do the ritual or get a Board
but then i found out the Pendulum method http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... dulum.html
It is so easy to make and do !
All I did was find some floss , a ring , and a jar
copied Satan's sigil to a piece of paper , put it under the Jar tied the string to the ring and ask
(DO NOT MOVE THE STRING THE DEMON IS SUPPOSED TO DO THIS)
I learned today that my guardian demon is Agares and that Satan did accept my dedication
Also
The heart Chackra takes time to heal (i was attacked thursday and mine will be healed by Sunday .
And when attacked fear strikes because the charka that controls bravery and courage and the soul ( very importent if your heart chakra is destroyed so is the soul ) is being destroyed .
Now if only I had used this method much earlier it could have saved me a whole heap of trouble .
Also it took about 3 tries to find out my Guardian
So always repeat
HAIL SATAN
HAIL AGARES
http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.html
