How do you get over sexual hang-ups?

[unseeliegirl]

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[daitsun88]

I was a xian too, but when I turned away from xianity I viewed it as a natural thing immediately, It came naturally as I contemplated the bad things of xianity. It wasn't such problem for me.

I guess you should sit with a candle lit and contemplate on sexuality for a few moments, and its meaning on life and nature and how it only helps humanity and doesn't cause any bad results. It will really help you get over it if you do this for a week or so. If you still have hang ups, state affirmations every night "I'm comfortable with my body".

--- In , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[High Priestess Zildar Raasi]

Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.templeofzeus.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Syt D]

Work on ur 3 lower chakras. ESPECIALLY ur sacral chakra. This is the chakra of all things sexual(mind, emotions, image, repression, guilt).

This will help u immeasurably.

Furthermore, go to google and just type in the "sacral chakra" to get all the info u need.

Am really glad u are seeking help to rid urself of this xtian "bear trap".

--- In , "daitsun88" <daitsun88@... wrote:

I was a xian too, but when I turned away from xianity I viewed it as a natural thing immediately, It came naturally as I contemplated the bad things of xianity. It wasn't such problem for me.

I guess you should sit with a candle lit and contemplate on sexuality for a few moments, and its meaning on life and nature and how it only helps humanity and doesn't cause any bad results. It will really help you get over it if you do this for a week or so. If you still have hang ups, state affirmations every night "I'm comfortable with my body".


--- In , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Alyssa Murphy]

 

[Reliant]

just work super fucking hard on empowering yourself. work in one area can *easily* advance another. When i was riding 2ish hours a day on a school bus, because i had to go to an alternative school (i didnt like school, didnt, for that matter, attend it), i would work constantly on my hand chakras. the results would amplify my powers, my senses, after a while it even started activating my kundalini, hasnt made it rise yet.
what i do, when my sex drive is down, is use orgasm magick on my sacral chakra. at the moment of climax, i use the vibration breath "nergal" while directing the energy into my sacral chakra.
It's shiny, to say the least.
hs/88!

--- In , "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.templeofzeus.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!