How do I find motivation?

[isakvermillion]

I have been a dedicated spiritual satanist since around July 2016, but I have never really tried to get in to meditating and all of that. This is because I lack a lot of self-confidence so when I don't feel anything or when my high expectations doesn't occur, I shut down and feel as if though I am failed and then I just postpone it for another day, and every time I try to start again I shake it off the day after since I am afraid of failing and getting disappointed again. 

So my question to you all is, how do you find motivation to keep going? And how do I increase my self-confidence? 

Thanks brothers and sisters!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[babyb00m]

You need to let go of false expectations and approach meditation without expectations. Meditation is extremely individual and what one person experiences, another may not. People have a Harry Potter mindset regarding meditation and get disappointed when that does not happen. You can use the runes ANSUZ or URUZ or the Sanskrit mantra MUNKA to free yourself from mental hangups, trauma, and other dross holding you back.

How to Obliterate Your Saturn
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic15507.html

 

[Erildas `imkknas]

Hello.
So basiclly everybody is diffrent. But i can tell how i got in meditating and etc. Long story short when i first became SS i wasn't  so much doing working like about 8 months no meditations nothing at all, later I stared doing like 1 rtr a day and aura of protecion and then after working some time i was having again hard time was angry on all world start doing drugs like cigaretts and weed,  because i was feeling like being like simple person. But it didin't make any better because everytime i was doing bad things there was like self voice "don't do it, why, you don't need this" and i was like "shut the fuck up" you know but later i started realize that I NEVER LIKE NEVER could be like all simple people so i quit all shit and sayed myself that i need get my life in hands. So i getting it all back, it took me 1  year and 3 months to start doing meditations and etc. Don't do my mistakes, just sit down and start breathing, do aura of protecion and all things you want start. Good luck man.
Hail Satan!
-Todyy666 



On Monday, March 20, 2017 3:39 AM, "isakvermillion@... [JoyofSatan666]" <JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com wrote:


  I have been a dedicated spiritual satanist since around July 2016, but I have never really tried to get in to meditating and all of that. This is because I lack a lot of self-confidence so when I don't feel anything or when my high expectations doesn't occur, I shut down and feel as if though I am failed and then I just postpone it for another day, and every time I try to start again I shake it off the day after since I am afraid of failing and getting disappointed again. 

So my question to you all is, how do you find motivation to keep going? And how do I increase my self-confidence? 

Thanks brothers and sisters!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[ashleyslade0124]

+isakvermillion Think back to the time when you did feel motivated, what was your thought process like? What was inspiring you to take action emotionally? Do you watch any movies or animes or anything with characters that you find inspiring for their power or whatever? A lot of people here for instance love Dragon Ball Z and find the aspects of it, power, training, warriors etc to be inspiring.

What I do to stay motivated is a kind of let my imagination run wild for a bit, watch some of my favorite stuff and kind of create my little fantasy world, the excitement of it drives me on. But I can't tell you what exactly to watch cause only you know what inspires you, what makes yourself tick. It may sound silly but it actually works. Learn to let your feelings guide you.

I'm not saying you don't have to also use your will power as well to stay motivated, but your willpower alone is like the steering wheel and pedal and your feelings and inspiriation is like the fuel in the tank.

Some people also are inspired by father Enki himself as well as the other Gods, this is how I feel. But you have to begin with whatever works for you.

 

[guven.bekir]

Dude this something I also have been dealing with such a long time and once advice I can give you that will sound like a BS quote that should have been stitched to a pillow but actually that will help you a lot in your WHOLE life journey is that you can only learn by making mistakes. Because if you think about it that is the only way to learn what not to do. Grow a thicker skin(which once again sadly only happens by being okay with the mistakes you made and learning from them) and give it another try with the new things you learned
Think of it like this, if you try and fail you may not have the outcome you want but you still  get the experience. if you dont try  you  get nothing.  Also when you are feeling your laziest that you literally cant find the energy to move whatsoever just close your eyes focus on your Solar Chakra and vibrate SOWILO(Personal experience you may find something else helps more JUST TRY AND SEE IT FOR YOUR SELF). I know this is the last thing you want to hear while you have low motivation but laziness is truly a disgusting  thing in every way which literally led me having to break up a relationship. Dont forget enemy is doing ALOT to keep you unmotivated as well this, trying to keep you down also is a part of the war and not just RTR  once  you truly feel how amazing and sexual you feel with high energy you wont ever want to go back anyway.
One last thing, cursing the 72 name RTR can actually help to lift your mood. Its difficult to explain with words and it defiantly  isn't a feeling you get every time but sometimes  it almost feel like  HUGE load of your back. I try to do it right before  taking a shower so that way I can also clean my aura which gives me  huge confidence boost

 

[ohnoitsmook1]

Begin by learning not to have expectations, as they will result in you feeling discouraged if a situation doesn't go according to how you had wanted it to. Be open to anything, including how effective a meditation feels to you; if something is stated to work for most people but it doesn't work for you individually, then let that be the case and don't think something's personally wrong with you or anything.
And also keep in mind that each day you do not meditate is a day of stagnation towards godhood. So never quit, even when (yes, 'when', and not 'if') the enemy begins attacking you.

 

[thorodinsson]

I am sorry to hear this condition affects a fellow SS. I as well have struggled with this issue in the past.

First, i recommend completely eliminating all use of alcohol and other mind altering substances from your life. They are crutches, and serve no purpose in the temple of a dedicated SS.

Second, I recommend also finding another pursuit other than Spiritual Satanism to enrich your life. By no means am I recommending that you discontinue that practice, but rather, by finding a passion which suits your individual preference, you can give yourself a much needed boost in self confidence. Personally, I enjoy playing and learning the game of poker. But you can do anything. Research a new topic, learn an instrument, practice martial arts, i mean literally anything you enjoy that benefits your growth as an individual.

Lastly, I recommend picking only the most basic meditations to start with. Deep breathing, void meditation, aura of protection, and aura cleansing are the four essential elements of any satanic meditation program, and can be done all day long. Don't let the limits the society of the enemy has imposed on us continue to constrain you. Fight to make Father proud.

Satanama

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Simple. Do a SOWILO rune working. This works with confidence, willpower, and striving. Make sure to start the runic working when the moon is not void. This website will give you accurate information about what the moon is doing in your area if you put your accurate location into it. After you have put your information into it then bookmark the page and then put a false location back into it.

You can try a 40 day or 80 day working do whichever suits you. www.lunarium.co.uk  is the website.

A good affirmation to use would be:

 "The SOWILO rune is permanentely increasing my will and confidence to their maximum in a happy healthy and positive manner for me"

This is easy to do and you will be done in no time at all. Make sure to not skip a day no matter what because that will cancel the entire working completely. Make sure to envision the SOWILO rune in your aura while you are vibrating it. It is also a good idea to make sure you surround yourself with white gold light while envisioning the SOWILO rune during affirmations, and while vibrating the actual rune.

A good method to use while doing runes is this.

State affirmation 9 times
Vibrate rune 108 times
Vibrate AUM
State affirmation 9 more times
Vibrate AUM one more time

Finished.

As for vibrating AUM, you vibrate the A into your solar chakra, the U into your fifth chakra, and the M into your sixth chakra. Here is a chakra picture that will help you to locate the chakras.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Spine.gif

Here is the audio files that also contain the audio for the SOWILO rune in a .zip file look for runic kabbalah .zip:

http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Audio_Mp3s.htm

And here is the web page that contains the picture of the SOWILO rune. It looks like a lightning bolt.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html

Follow all of that and you will get to a stronger more determined you in no time.

Hail Satan.
   

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Mercuryvirgo, and also to the original poster.

Doing those meditations alone will not be enough to muster the will power the person needs. At some point as people continue to meditate the enemy begins to slowly but intensely strike at one's will power. I have had this happen to me many times. The solution and what the person was looking for is the solution I gave.

The enemy is very real, and so are its attacks. So to counter act those attacks we fight back with runes mantras, and chants, and magical squares not counting doing reverse torah rituals. But this is on a more personal level and needs to be resolved before the person has to go through these kinds of attacks and possibly caves in due to the overwhelming force of what these beings can do to them.

I am trying to prevent the person from having to deal with the consequences of lack of action later down the road of their path. Runes are a very good form of protection and fighting back. Aura of protection and cleaning your aura alone is not enough against many of the attacks the enemy can do.

Hail Satan.

 

[denadehna@yahoo.com]

Ref lack of motivation
A lack of motivation, a lack of self esteem and self confidence comes from the jew-christian programming. It gives  their Gentile slaves [goys] a reason to keep coming back for more abuse.
Let me explain
The joo-kiki programmed into each of us from the start that we are not good enough. Our existence is a mistake. We are worthless.  They say to either try it and hope it's okay [and it never is] or give up. That we have to give homage to a joo-on-a-stick who doesn't really like us. They do all this so their goys quit thinking and doing for themselves. So the goys will allow to be used and abused. Giving more goy slaves. To them we are worthless animals.
Father Satan does NOT tell us we aren't good enough!
He wants us to stand up! Proud! With all our faults and screw ups. We are His children!!!  Working toward a free world. Toward godhead.
We are given the tools to become better. Stronger. Eventually Gods! 
But we are Never not-good-enough!
Read [again if you have already]About the lies the Gentiles [goys] are told
http://see_the_truth.webs.com/

And about who a Spiritual Satanist really isSpiritual Satanism [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [TR] [TD] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE]
Make a conscious effort to recognize these destructive thoughts and lies. Put into their place an affirmation like: 
*I am a child of Satan. Father teaches that I deserve pleasure, happiness and a better life. A free, active, responsible life with Him. Therefore, I am able to do/ I can/ I am _____ [choose the opposite of the lies running through your head].* [By the way, this is a paraphrased piece from the Spiritual Satanism link above. No disrespect is intended.]
Don't forget to start the 30-day meditations. Make a commitment to yourself, to Satan and to a better future. Just as you did when you dedicated your soul. Set time aside each morning and night as though you were making an appointment to go to the doctor. 
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna

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On Sun, Mar 19, 2017 at 9:39 PM, isakvermillion@... [JoyofSatan666]<JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com wrote:   I have been a dedicated spiritual satanist since around July 2016, but I have never really tried to get in to meditating and all of that. This is because I lack a lot of self-confidence so when I don't feel anything or when my high expectations doesn't occur, I shut down and feel as if though I am failed and then I just postpone it for another day, and every time I try to start again I shake it off the day after since I am afraid of failing and getting disappointed again. 

So my question to you all is, how do you find motivation to keep going? And how do I increase my self-confidence? 

Thanks brothers and sisters!

HAIL SATAN!