Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
How did you find satanism
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Greetings and Salutations To All Fellow Satanists. I am going to share my first experience with you guys. When I was a Boy I’ve always was drawn to the occult to Demons,Angels, Magick When I was a Small Boy I was very open astrally, Mostly I saw terrorizing entities with my physical eyes open( Seeing an Man With the Color of When I TV cable is out you get the buzzztt and that Greyish continuous moving image right,The Person was covered in such Color going around my house) Seeing Masks what was hung upon the wall to animate themselves and scare me, During the night when car lights reflect on the ceiling they transform to Faces that Laughed at me) I have lost this ability a long time ago when I was growing up. Upon Reaching the Age of 16 I came Across the Joy of Satan Website, I remember Beelzebubs Word written very clearly everyday the Word Light is Darkness turned inside out. I told my Mom She said stay away from it my son,Nothing good comes out of it, Always Brings misfortune blah blah But I Havent really gave up on it,I took my time, Then upon the age of 17 I was at the countryside with relatives and my family, it was an Uninhabited protected Place,Full of Wild life Now that day I was floating in the river then an Lightning Struck inside my head and I grabbed A quick hold of something that was infront of me, There it was an long sharp metal pointed right at my heart,if I was a little slower I would have been impaled and wouldn’t be here today. I looked at it half shocked,half happy I said to myself Im a Lucky Guy. Then I went into the woods with a relative to pick berries and such, On my way I saw an dead snake run down by an car, I thought hmm weird there are snakes here,then when going further and into the woods my relative sat upon an slashed down tree,I had an urge to pull her toward me so I have done so, then a small Snake came and Sat upon that tree, Unmoving Looking into my eyes staring at me without even slurping its tongue,I stared at it for a while and said lets go. I saw a lot of snakes that day. When Coming to my home at UB, I discovered the Snake is an Sacred Animal to Satan. So I have been saved by him even though I was not dedicated he still saved me. So I have decided to do my dedication, had trouble finding the items but I have found it then I did my dedication at my grandmothers house,I place where I can have privacy,Whilst I was reading the Prayers The Name Azazel,Astaroth,Baal Zebul,Satan,mostly Baal Zebul Popped inside my head I felt excitement and exhilarated then when burning the paper it just went swoosh the flame was so quick that I had to drop it on the Carpet, I thought oh Shit im in Deep shit if Grandma Finds this out Burnt Carpet but to my surprise whilst it was burning intensely it did not damage the Carpet at All, Then I went straight to bed relieved that I have found the true path and I shall not be late to the truth,I closed my eyes then I heard physically my voice say Hoe(means in Mongolian Hey) I Froze inside my bed thinking What who said that but too scared to move..But I’ve thought oh well cool then went to sleep. Then After my dedication I felt Emotionless for a week, I was worried that I hath lost my soul and I should undedicated or whatsoever but ive thought hmm oh well ive lost my soul so what it doesn’t feel that bad afterall then I thought naah im gonna be fine, I was Fine, It was my Very First Trial and I have passed it. Also when coming to Satanism,Ive found out that I have an Talent to persuade others,Inspire Others,I have brought 6 souls to our family.I shall Continue to do so.. My Dedication was nice, Hail ENKI!
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Greetings and Salutations To All Fellow Satanists. I am going to share my first experience with you guys. When I was a Boy I’ve always was drawn to the occult to Demons,Angels, Magick When I was a Small Boy I was very open astrally, Mostly I saw terrorizing entities with my physical eyes open( Seeing an Man With the Color of When I TV cable is out you get the buzzztt and that Greyish continuous moving image right,The Person was covered in such Color going around my house) Seeing Masks what was hung upon the wall to animate themselves and scare me, During the night when car lights reflect on the ceiling they transform to Faces that Laughed at me) I have lost this ability a long time ago when I was growing up. Upon Reaching the Age of 16 I came Across the Joy of Satan Website, I remember Beelzebubs Word written very clearly everyday the Word Light is Darkness turned inside out. I told my Mom She said stay away from it my son,Nothing good comes out of it, Always Brings misfortune blah blah But I Havent really gave up on it,I took my time, Then upon the age of 17 I was at the countryside with relatives and my family, it was an Uninhabited protected Place,Full of Wild life Now that day I was floating in the river then an Lightning Struck inside my head and I grabbed A quick hold of something that was infront of me, There it was an long sharp metal pointed right at my heart,if I was a little slower I would have been impaled and wouldn’t be here today. I looked at it half shocked,half happy I said to myself Im a Lucky Guy. Then I went into the woods with a relative to pick berries and such, On my way I saw an dead snake run down by an car, I thought hmm weird there are snakes here,then when going further and into the woods my relative sat upon an slashed down tree,I had an urge to pull her toward me so I have done so, then a small Snake came and Sat upon that tree, Unmoving Looking into my eyes staring at me without even slurping its tongue,I stared at it for a while and said lets go. I saw a lot of snakes that day. When Coming to my home at UB, I discovered the Snake is an Sacred Animal to Satan. So I have been saved by him even though I was not dedicated he still saved me. So I have decided to do my dedication, had trouble finding the items but I have found it then I did my dedication at my grandmothers house,I place where I can have privacy,Whilst I was reading the Prayers The Name Azazel,Astaroth,Baal Zebul,Satan,mostly Baal Zebul Popped inside my head I felt excitement and exhilarated then when burning the paper it just went swoosh the flame was so quick that I had to drop it on the Carpet, I thought oh Shit im in Deep shit if Grandma Finds this out Burnt Carpet but to my surprise whilst it was burning intensely it did not damage the Carpet at All, Then I went straight to bed relieved that I have found the true path and I shall not be late to the truth,I closed my eyes then I heard physically my voice say Hoe(means in Mongolian Hey) I Froze inside my bed thinking What who said that but too scared to move..But I’ve thought oh well cool then went to sleep. Then After my dedication I felt Emotionless for a week, I was worried that I hath lost my soul and I should undedicated or whatsoever but ive thought hmm oh well ive lost my soul so what it doesn’t feel that bad afterall then I thought naah im gonna be fine, I was Fine, It was my Very First Trial and I have passed it. Also when coming to Satanism,Ive found out that I have an Talent to persuade others,Inspire Others,I have brought 6 souls to our family.I shall Continue to do so.. My Dedication was nice, Hail ENKI!
I have always been interested in Demons and a few other things of the so called 'Dark Arts', but I think mostly I like to know the truth of things, but maybe it's just myself? Anyways, a few years ago I stumbled across the site and didn't do anything, it was interesting, but meh' wasn't that into it than after a major person in my life died I sorta changed and here I am.
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
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I have always been interested in Demons and a few other things of the so called 'Dark Arts', but I think mostly I like to know the truth of things, but maybe it's just myself? Anyways, a few years ago I stumbled across the site and didn't do anything, it was interesting, but meh' wasn't that into it than after a major person in my life died I sorta changed and here I am.
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
6 people is impressive brother. Hail Satan
Brian
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, October 31, 2012 8:52 AM
Subject: Re: How did you find satanism
Greetings and Salutations To All Fellow Satanists. I am going to share my first experience with you guys. When I was a Boy I’ve always was drawn to the occult to Demons,Angels, Magick When I was a Small Boy I was very open astrally, Mostly I saw terrorizing entities with my physical eyes open( Seeing an Man With the Color of When I TV cable is out you get the buzzztt and that Greyish continuous moving image right,The Person was covered in such Color going around my house) Seeing Masks what was hung upon the wall to animate themselves and scare me, During the night when car lights reflect on the ceiling they transform to Faces that Laughed at me) I have lost this ability a long time ago when I was growing up. Upon Reaching the Age of 16 I came Across the Joy of Satan Website, I remember Beelzebubs Word written very clearly everyday the Word Light is Darkness turned inside out. I told my Mom She said stay away from it my son,Nothing good comes out of it, Always Brings misfortune blah blah But I Havent really gave up on it,I took my time, Then upon the age of 17 I was at the countryside with relatives and my family, it was an Uninhabited protected Place,Full of Wild life Now that day I was floating in the river then an Lightning Struck inside my head and I grabbed A quick hold of something that was infront of me, There it was an long sharp metal pointed right at my heart,if I was a little slower I would have been impaled and wouldn’t be here today. I looked at it half shocked,half happy I said to myself Im a Lucky Guy. Then I went into the woods with a relative to pick berries and such, On my way I saw an dead snake run down by an car, I thought hmm weird there are snakes here,then when going further and into the woods my relative sat upon an slashed down tree,I had an urge to pull her toward me so I have done so, then a small Snake came and Sat upon that tree, Unmoving Looking into my eyes staring at me without even slurping its tongue,I stared at it for a while and said lets go. I saw a lot of snakes that day. When Coming to my home at UB, I discovered the Snake is an Sacred Animal to Satan. So I have been saved by him even though I was not dedicated he still saved me. So I have decided to do my dedication, had trouble finding the items but I have found it then I did my dedication at my grandmothers house,I place where I can have privacy,Whilst I was reading the Prayers The Name Azazel,Astaroth,Baal Zebul,Satan,mostly Baal Zebul Popped inside my head I felt excitement and exhilarated then when burning the paper it just went swoosh the flame was so quick that I had to drop it on the Carpet, I thought oh Shit im in Deep shit if Grandma Finds this out Burnt Carpet but to my surprise whilst it was burning intensely it did not damage the Carpet at All, Then I went straight to bed relieved that I have found the true path and I shall not be late to the truth,I closed my eyes then I heard physically my voice say Hoe(means in Mongolian Hey) I Froze inside my bed thinking What who said that but too scared to move..But I’ve thought oh well cool then went to sleep. Then After my dedication I felt Emotionless for a week, I was worried that I hath lost my soul and I should undedicated or whatsoever but ive thought hmm oh well ive lost my soul so what it doesn’t feel that bad afterall then I thought naah im gonna be fine, I was Fine, It was my Very First Trial and I have passed it. Also when coming to Satanism,Ive found out that I have an Talent to persuade others,Inspire Others,I have brought 6 souls to our family.I shall Continue to do so.. My Dedication was nice, Hail ENKI!
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6 people is impressive brother. Hail Satan
Brian
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, October 31, 2012 8:52 AM
Subject: Re: How did you find satanism
Greetings and Salutations To All Fellow Satanists. I am going to share my first experience with you guys. When I was a Boy I’ve always was drawn to the occult to Demons,Angels, Magick When I was a Small Boy I was very open astrally, Mostly I saw terrorizing entities with my physical eyes open( Seeing an Man With the Color of When I TV cable is out you get the buzzztt and that Greyish continuous moving image right,The Person was covered in such Color going around my house) Seeing Masks what was hung upon the wall to animate themselves and scare me, During the night when car lights reflect on the ceiling they transform to Faces that Laughed at me) I have lost this ability a long time ago when I was growing up. Upon Reaching the Age of 16 I came Across the Joy of Satan Website, I remember Beelzebubs Word written very clearly everyday the Word Light is Darkness turned inside out. I told my Mom She said stay away from it my son,Nothing good comes out of it, Always Brings misfortune blah blah But I Havent really gave up on it,I took my time, Then upon the age of 17 I was at the countryside with relatives and my family, it was an Uninhabited protected Place,Full of Wild life Now that day I was floating in the river then an Lightning Struck inside my head and I grabbed A quick hold of something that was infront of me, There it was an long sharp metal pointed right at my heart,if I was a little slower I would have been impaled and wouldn’t be here today. I looked at it half shocked,half happy I said to myself Im a Lucky Guy. Then I went into the woods with a relative to pick berries and such, On my way I saw an dead snake run down by an car, I thought hmm weird there are snakes here,then when going further and into the woods my relative sat upon an slashed down tree,I had an urge to pull her toward me so I have done so, then a small Snake came and Sat upon that tree, Unmoving Looking into my eyes staring at me without even slurping its tongue,I stared at it for a while and said lets go. I saw a lot of snakes that day. When Coming to my home at UB, I discovered the Snake is an Sacred Animal to Satan. So I have been saved by him even though I was not dedicated he still saved me. So I have decided to do my dedication, had trouble finding the items but I have found it then I did my dedication at my grandmothers house,I place where I can have privacy,Whilst I was reading the Prayers The Name Azazel,Astaroth,Baal Zebul,Satan,mostly Baal Zebul Popped inside my head I felt excitement and exhilarated then when burning the paper it just went swoosh the flame was so quick that I had to drop it on the Carpet, I thought oh Shit im in Deep shit if Grandma Finds this out Burnt Carpet but to my surprise whilst it was burning intensely it did not damage the Carpet at All, Then I went straight to bed relieved that I have found the true path and I shall not be late to the truth,I closed my eyes then I heard physically my voice say Hoe(means in Mongolian Hey) I Froze inside my bed thinking What who said that but too scared to move..But I’ve thought oh well cool then went to sleep. Then After my dedication I felt Emotionless for a week, I was worried that I hath lost my soul and I should undedicated or whatsoever but ive thought hmm oh well ive lost my soul so what it doesn’t feel that bad afterall then I thought naah im gonna be fine, I was Fine, It was my Very First Trial and I have passed it. Also when coming to Satanism,Ive found out that I have an Talent to persuade others,Inspire Others,I have brought 6 souls to our family.I shall Continue to do so.. My Dedication was nice, Hail ENKI!
I can't say anything interesting happened to me like some other people. I simply felt an urge to know more about Satanism, found JoS, liked what I saw, and converted from Christianity. Since then I have been noticeably happier and feel better in the brief time that I have been a Satanist than all my life of Christianity and I'm not turning back ;).
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
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I can't say anything interesting happened to me like some other people. I simply felt an urge to know more about Satanism, found JoS, liked what I saw, and converted from Christianity. Since then I have been noticeably happier and feel better in the brief time that I have been a Satanist than all my life of Christianity and I'm not turning back ;).
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
I had already left the church and was trying to learn magick bouncing from one thing to the next (voodoo, ceremonial magick, luciferian, etc). In the process I bumped into the JoS twice but never stuck around. The third time I "bumped" into the site I decided to stick around and started reading.
HAIL SATAN!
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
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I had already left the church and was trying to learn magick bouncing from one thing to the next (voodoo, ceremonial magick, luciferian, etc). In the process I bumped into the JoS twice but never stuck around. The third time I "bumped" into the site I decided to stick around and started reading.
HAIL SATAN!
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
I was raised xian but turned anti at age 18. I still sought truth from various sources though--physics, biology, psychology, a study of wild life/animal behavior, business, conspiracy theories, ufo's, the paranormal, hidden history and ancient technologies/stone structures, new age concepts, and of course, meditation and application of certain concepts.
At first, I would post blatant anti-xian statements and questions on Yahoo Answers for a hobby, then I started asking more challenging and subtle questions--which I noticed to be perhaps more effective. Some one left me the JoS.org link and I absorbed most of the contents of the website within 48 hours and dedicated on 03/19/2012 Monday at 3am.
It is my diligent search for Truth that has brought me to Satan via JoS.
Hail Satan.
--Blue Earth
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
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I was raised xian but turned anti at age 18. I still sought truth from various sources though--physics, biology, psychology, a study of wild life/animal behavior, business, conspiracy theories, ufo's, the paranormal, hidden history and ancient technologies/stone structures, new age concepts, and of course, meditation and application of certain concepts.
At first, I would post blatant anti-xian statements and questions on Yahoo Answers for a hobby, then I started asking more challenging and subtle questions--which I noticed to be perhaps more effective. Some one left me the JoS.org link and I absorbed most of the contents of the website within 48 hours and dedicated on 03/19/2012 Monday at 3am.
It is my diligent search for Truth that has brought me to Satan via JoS.
Hail Satan.
--Blue Earth
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
I was raised xian but turned anti at age 18. I still sought truth from various sources though--physics, biology, psychology, a study of wild life/animal behavior, business, conspiracy theories, ufo's, the paranormal, hidden history and ancient technologies/stone structures, new age concepts, and of course, meditation and application of certain concepts.
At first, I would post blatant anti-xian statements and questions on Yahoo Answers for a hobby, then I started asking more challenging and subtle questions--which I noticed to be perhaps more effective. Some one left me the JoS.org link and I absorbed most of the contents of the website within 48 hours and dedicated on 03/19/2012 Monday at 3am.
It is my diligent search for Truth that has brought me to Satan via JoS.
Hail Satan.
--Blue Earth
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
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I was raised xian but turned anti at age 18. I still sought truth from various sources though--physics, biology, psychology, a study of wild life/animal behavior, business, conspiracy theories, ufo's, the paranormal, hidden history and ancient technologies/stone structures, new age concepts, and of course, meditation and application of certain concepts.
At first, I would post blatant anti-xian statements and questions on Yahoo Answers for a hobby, then I started asking more challenging and subtle questions--which I noticed to be perhaps more effective. Some one left me the JoS.org link and I absorbed most of the contents of the website within 48 hours and dedicated on 03/19/2012 Monday at 3am.
It is my diligent search for Truth that has brought me to Satan via JoS.
Hail Satan.
--Blue Earth
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
i had stopped believing in the church less and less for many years. i gkept giving it a chance n tried ti get into cuz ive always had this deep feeling to be very spiritual and be part of something divine. boy did i find out i was barking up the wrong tree, as you would guess i kept finding things fucked up about xianity evry time. every time more and more bs coming up that made me sick. so i stopped believing in the church n blamed evil men who i thought corrupted the original sayings of religions. i was kinda right but way beyond my surprise and imagination. i always felt like the occult and spirits existed even tho i never felt like i expierenced it myself. mostly cuz ive been very fond about science especially the quantum stuff. i saw with an opened mind saw it as very magnificent. lol im happy i found the truth now. now that i know that xianity is originally a fucked up thing i lkook at with great digust but anyways right before i found the JoS website i felt so low in my life. i was drinking and was angry and i was on the internet watching videos. for some reason i started looking up stuff about the illuminati and then i had this urge to find out more about satan so i googled "hail satan", lol, and thhats when i saw the JoS website. from there on i spend 2-3 or more hours reading everythin on the site and the site as well. its crazy cuz alot of things the website said i had thought of way before i came here. i was glad i wasnt the only one who saw things with an open mind but like i said this is more than i ever imagined and sooooo happy i found about FATHER.
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
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i had stopped believing in the church less and less for many years. i gkept giving it a chance n tried ti get into cuz ive always had this deep feeling to be very spiritual and be part of something divine. boy did i find out i was barking up the wrong tree, as you would guess i kept finding things fucked up about xianity evry time. every time more and more bs coming up that made me sick. so i stopped believing in the church n blamed evil men who i thought corrupted the original sayings of religions. i was kinda right but way beyond my surprise and imagination. i always felt like the occult and spirits existed even tho i never felt like i expierenced it myself. mostly cuz ive been very fond about science especially the quantum stuff. i saw with an opened mind saw it as very magnificent. lol im happy i found the truth now. now that i know that xianity is originally a fucked up thing i lkook at with great digust but anyways right before i found the JoS website i felt so low in my life. i was drinking and was angry and i was on the internet watching videos. for some reason i started looking up stuff about the illuminati and then i had this urge to find out more about satan so i googled "hail satan", lol, and thhats when i saw the JoS website. from there on i spend 2-3 or more hours reading everythin on the site and the site as well. its crazy cuz alot of things the website said i had thought of way before i came here. i was glad i wasnt the only one who saw things with an open mind but like i said this is more than i ever imagined and sooooo happy i found about FATHER.
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!
--- In , "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
I found Satanism by researching different religions in college. I went to what had been a xian college but dropped the title as they began growing out of being a private institution, though they still had a requirement of taking either old or new testament as a class. I hadn't believed in xianity since I was a child. The whole our god loves us but will punish us for eternity if we mess up just seemed completely stupid even as a child. My family are all xians and I still recall when I was about 8 or so my mother slapped me for saying I didn't believe in god and church was stupid. That one moment taught me that it was best to just keep what I believe to myself. When I found JoS everything I read as I was skimming though was going along with what I personally believed so I kept coming back and reading more. Seeing how much of what was in the xian book of fairy tales had been stolen from earlier pagan religions inspired me to take a class at the same college that was suppose to be about those religions. Needless to say since it was still basically a xian college even though they no longer called themselves one they didn't cover a single thing that would make one think xianity had stolen anything. Seriously all that was talked about was things like the hero's journey and my final consisted of writing a paper about that concept within Star Wars. Thanks to that college I really got to see first hand that they will do whatever it takes to hide the fact that they have stolen everything in that book, and if you want real knowledge you have to seek it for yourself and wade through all the bs you find along the way.
Hail Satan
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I found Satanism by researching different religions in college. I went to what had been a xian college but dropped the title as they began growing out of being a private institution, though they still had a requirement of taking either old or new testament as a class. I hadn't believed in xianity since I was a child. The whole our god loves us but will punish us for eternity if we mess up just seemed completely stupid even as a child. My family are all xians and I still recall when I was about 8 or so my mother slapped me for saying I didn't believe in god and church was stupid. That one moment taught me that it was best to just keep what I believe to myself. When I found JoS everything I read as I was skimming though was going along with what I personally believed so I kept coming back and reading more. Seeing how much of what was in the xian book of fairy tales had been stolen from earlier pagan religions inspired me to take a class at the same college that was suppose to be about those religions. Needless to say since it was still basically a xian college even though they no longer called themselves one they didn't cover a single thing that would make one think xianity had stolen anything. Seriously all that was talked about was things like the hero's journey and my final consisted of writing a paper about that concept within Star Wars. Thanks to that college I really got to see first hand that they will do whatever it takes to hide the fact that they have stolen everything in that book, and if you want real knowledge you have to seek it for yourself and wade through all the bs you find along the way.
Hail Satan