Ugh... I didn't read the entire thing (I stopped reading at the moment where you started writing about buying weed).Anyway, it looks like someone probably attached themselves to your chakras and are sucking your energy (hence why you were depressed and needed to say things on facebook and receive the comfort of others -aka their energy).
What you should is http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.htmlWell, you don't have to do a 40 days working. Just visualize/imagine a tube coming out of each of your chakra, and then visualize a knife or saw or scissors (whatever feels best for you), breathe in white-gold energy into it and then cut that tube. Then clean your aura and chakras.In general know that, if you open up to outsiders (especially to christian filth or enemy puppets) they could attach themselves to your chakras and constantly suck your energy.
So, one: do that thing I just said.Two: Cut the enemy links. Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gM6f06xm59U in moment 7.20 it says how to do that.
Uh, what else... Oh, that mala you have... It'd be best if you visualized electric blue Demonic flames in it/around it, and then white-gold energy (as to cleanse whatever dirty energy it might have from other people who might have prayed while holding it etc etc etc).
Στις 11:43 μ.μ. Τετάρτη, 26 Μαρτίου 2014, ο/η William Letterman <camelon.thesorcerer@... έγραψε:
<td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG]Hello. Ive been doing the sun square for the past three days, with my gorgeous mala i got from a temple in india. Rudraksha seeds "tears of shiva" or in other words (posiedan, enki). Anyways. Just in the past three days. The first wasnt really a big deal i started them at 6:58. So that day wasnt so eventful. But yesterday was a horrid day for me. First i i just got a bad vibe all day like almost ur world was turned upside down. Got worse after school. And yes i did clean my aura thats what got me through till noon. Then after school a silly thing that wouldnt make me feel bad made me feel horrible. I literally walked home telling myself a thousand reasons why i should just die. And then crazy insane thoughts like how enki wouldne want me and how my meditating was useless. I literally wanted to die. But idk wat but something still held hope. Hope that maybe if i just kept on going. Id be better. Then when i got home. I felt dead. I layed in bed. Messaging ppl on facebook saying depressing things. I felt like i was a body in a pool of hatred and pity. Then soneone cheered me up some. I had 40 bucks ive been savin to grow weed but i asked the groups if smokin weed was ok and they sed no. And i was just so depressed i needed to get over it with some bud. So i called up someone. They said they didnt have any to sell then later they called back desperate for me to buy from them. I had a bad feelin. When i finally convinced myself to go and get it hopin enki would let me have just one last toke. But instead when i got there they jacked me!!!!! At gun point!!!!! They said really fucked up things..... Dont call the cops please..... Then i went home.... Even worse then before but now with the shakes...... I realized what i needed to do..... I cleaned my aura and did some extra void meditations.... After that i had sooooo much more respect for cleanin and voidin. I realized from experience just how far they can go. I truly beleive that just from that two day burst of sun energy that it amplyfied my accidental negative thoughts..... Now ever since i started monitoring my thoughts. Nothin but good has happened... Soooo much more respect.... I have stopped somokin weed totally.
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