Well Currently I only meditate for my aura cleansing and protection
About a few weeks ago I got a strong urge to read vovim's site about
this the sun/gold chakra
then another strong urge to do the Serpent 2 mediation, after doing it I felt my power rise rapidly but safely as if I was restored , shortly after doing that meditation once I started getting attacked by the grays, I'm fine, but now I have a strong urge/thought that I have to do the Mer Ka BA Mediation and then do Azazael's Chakra empower, what I've read so far is that these two mediations help prepare the user for the Kundalini, thing is I feel I am advancing to fast for it, but I'm thinking it might be that in my past life I was close to ascension I have only been dedicated for 5 months, but I can sometimes visit the astral and walk around for a short while before getting pulled back, could this be my GD guide me? I have not met him/her yet, but I feel a strong connection to Buer, Lucifuge and Bast. I've tried contacting them via the Ouija board and the name I got was RA and shortly after saying the name the entity left with nothling else, and the Ouija won't make a connection now. other then spinning around in small circles.
About a few weeks ago I got a strong urge to read vovim's site about
this the sun/gold chakra
then another strong urge to do the Serpent 2 mediation, after doing it I felt my power rise rapidly but safely as if I was restored , shortly after doing that meditation once I started getting attacked by the grays, I'm fine, but now I have a strong urge/thought that I have to do the Mer Ka BA Mediation and then do Azazael's Chakra empower, what I've read so far is that these two mediations help prepare the user for the Kundalini, thing is I feel I am advancing to fast for it, but I'm thinking it might be that in my past life I was close to ascension I have only been dedicated for 5 months, but I can sometimes visit the astral and walk around for a short while before getting pulled back, could this be my GD guide me? I have not met him/her yet, but I feel a strong connection to Buer, Lucifuge and Bast. I've tried contacting them via the Ouija board and the name I got was RA and shortly after saying the name the entity left with nothling else, and the Ouija won't make a connection now. other then spinning around in small circles.
