As a Zevist, you will have wonderful times which will show you the Truth, light and expand your understanding, your confidence, and many other positive things.
Due to many people having errant expectations, stemming from a poor understanding of life. These errant beliefs can be some of the following:
1. That you will live a life without any negativity
2. That nothing will ever happen again that is adverse or bad to you, or anyone you love.
3. That long periods of the absence of the above, mean that all of this is over.
4. That you will somehow be completely immune to lows in life.
The above is based off of false expectations and superstition. Other false expectations are the ones that many have, such as when they learn about spiritual knowledge, they assume everything will be instantly solved. Most of these expectations stem from weakness and denial of reality, which requires in contrast to this, a form of persistent effort to stay "afloat".
In regards to people that we love, we have to be a little sensible here. You might have dedicated and took an upward path, yes. That's a personal decision for a soul to walk through. In fact, as far as you are concerned, you can act as a blessing for others.
Yet what others are doing? Essentially living a life based on pure chance and not doing spiritual work, therefore, being open to all sorts of unseen problems and dangers. Therefore, one has to comprehend this.
Another situation with some Zevists is that you try to bleed your heart too much for those that you "love", especially outsiders. As we know, these people we love them and so on, yet they are reliant and will remain reliant on the laws of ignorance, until they wake up.
Only by doing basic protections and all this on them, I guarantee you, you are lessening huge blows on these people. They are extremely lucky to have anyone to care for them in such a way, because as we can see, humanity is spiritually alone right now.
Yet the blows will arrive for them too, it's part of life, and they are coming for "you" too if you aren't careful, so be aware of this. When I say "You" it's a hypothetical you here, not YOU, YOU.
In fact also, even worse, is that "YOU" are reliant on the laws of ignorance, and YOU should work on yourself, because many people think that since you cut your finger on Dedication you are now completely "saved" and your only job is to try to save "others", while you might for example, poorly meditate yourself or something, or hardly have founded your own beliefs solidly.
Does any of that sound very sensible, or it's just a selfish urge? A friendly question here.
Having commented as "others" as a source of grief, I have to move onward with this topic.
The Gods did not give us meditation to make us deluded or to misplace our beliefs, but as an additional tool that builds upon Nature's laws.
In our world one of the laws is the law of duality. As there are good times and everything, there will be certain bad times, or other times which are essentially stagnant. These can stem from astrology, external factors, wrong choices, or many other sources.
The above can be managed and controlled in life, but it can never be completely "Removed". The mere idea that one would want a life without any of this, means that this life is costing you in wisdom.
I have even seen people who joined the enemy in beliefs that "they will be safer" and "happier" and other bogus worthless nonsense over the years, which shows how retarded one must be to join the enemy, since we are living in a universe that has this polarity in it anyway.
Memory can be lacking so much, that people can also forget all the good things they and others have done to them, simply because through frailty, a bad mindset, and bad habits of thought process. To these people who never seek to solve these, anything given to them, will be useless.
Lastly, it is perfectly acceptable and also part of life [a part of life that we try to improve on, solve, and outgrow] that confusion, tiredness, all sorts of other things can step in. Yes, you will have times in Zevism and maybe some long too periods of stagnation, doubt, and other psychological issues that you will have to solve in order to ascend and become better. Yes, that will take effort.
That is the case with anything truthful in life, and because to grow as a Zevist you will confront with these things, you better be ready, and instead of looking at unattainable standards, one must remember that the initiation is so that we improve from where we are upwards, and not to deceive one's self that one is "automatically upwards" in anything.
Your determination and sense of duty therefore, and what you know, are very important in this journey, moreso than thoughts and emotions in many ways. Personally, I have read and know too much to ever step back - I have experienced even more, everyday. I have a very solid memory. I don't falter. That didn't happen on it's own, it was built.
Emotions on the other hand can come in waves in all human beings, and even the most emotionally stable, there can be days within each of our own's acceptable territory, that we feel certain things. Certain people take certain emotions to justify failure, others take a certain emotion to justify success.
There are people whose depression made them grow and used depression as a motivating factor, to escape, and others who use it everyday as an excuse. People still experience the same fundamental underlying thing, however. Outlook is therefore the key to success, rather than what life will give anyone.
Life gives lemons to all people, and as I stated many times before, whether or not you will use them on your wounds or make lemonade for a neighbourhood, is up to each and everyone's decisions, as we are creatures of sense.
You will laugh, you will cry, you will love, you will have all sorts of things. That is life; it's a teaching for us all.
See it for what it is, and remember that Zevism is about improving and following the high, but also managing the low like a wise human being.
It is all there to be overcome, and for us to improve whilst doing it.
-High Priest Zevios Metathronos