Hi, new here

[poisonedlizard]

First off I'd like to introduce myself. I am usually known as Lizard on the web. I am 16 year old male. My family is christian, and I have just started looking into Satanism. Unfortunately, I have been baptized and confirmed, and have been forced to go to a catholic grammar school. I go to a catholic high school by choice; however, it is only because the high school is recognized by colleges as a step up from the rest.

Now, I have a few questions. First off, where should I start? I am not ready to dedicate myself yet, nor do I have access to a candle for the ritual. I've read most of the site, as well.

Secondly, I only have one person who I truly consider a friend, and due to experiences throughout grammar school, I find it extremely difficult to talk to new people, let alone make new friends. The problem is that he is a devout catholic. Would I be allowed to associate with him?

I would appreciate any help on these matters. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and thanks in advance to any help you are willing to give.

 

[kreckian_lord]

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First off I'd like to introduce myself. I am usually known as Lizard on the web. I am 16 year old male. My family is christian, and I have just started looking into Satanism. Unfortunately, I have been baptized and confirmed, and have been forced to go to a catholic grammar school. I go to a catholic high school by choice; however, it is only because the high school is recognized by colleges as a step up from the rest.

Now, I have a few questions. First off, where should I start? I am not ready to dedicate myself yet, nor do I have access to a candle for the ritual. I've read most of the site, as well.

Secondly, I only have one person who I truly consider a friend, and due to experiences throughout grammar school, I find it extremely difficult to talk to new people, let alone make new friends. The problem is that he is a devout catholic. Would I be allowed to associate with him?

I would appreciate any help on these matters. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and thanks in advance to any help you are willing to give.

You can talk to your friend of course we don't advocate the ending of friendship and you should start doing basic meditations i'd offer some but mine are special and thus not considered standard even if they can be performed by beginners and even new people