Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

[Indigo Nation]

I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Brian Gibbons]

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!
Hail SatanBrian

From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Indigo Nation]

His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Indigo Nation]

One thing i forgot to mention that really concerns me is that he seemed to be trying to set me up with what he called "Satanic" connections very often when he was telling me to go to places and meet "Approved people" so I think he wanted to initiate me into something. He said if I did the right thing and found some people I could become extremely ritch and be a sucessful singer and listened to world wide.
So when I said Isolate me from society im saying regular people and other Satanists he only wanted me around these approved people that these entities described, and he said were familiar. Not sure if they exist or not but if they do THANK FATHER SATAN I was not sucked into something horrible.

--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Thanks for the heads up Indigo,but he sounds like he is one fucked up dude.Anyone can learn to manipulate,and it sounds like he has worked over time on it.My question is,where is all his power coming from,and from who.As I said sounds like a job for someone much more advanced,and with a stronger aura,than I have at this point.But it does not surprise me,I have loved all your video's,and kept up on your web sites.And it seems to me that you are a real threat to the enemy.So that is why he targeted you probably.Hopefully one of our clergy will respond to you soon.Hail SatanBrian

From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:57 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Indigo Nation]

They did not only target me with him these same enemy entities even convinced me that some person was my soulmate through lies shortly after i started talking to him she contacted me out of the blue as well. She had the same kind of ability to manipulate and her "gaurdian demon" as she called it had the same kind of energy as these beings. Basically she just about totally Isolated me from all of Society and wanted control over all aspects of my life and everything i did my money and make me stop talking to my family not even wanting me to leave the house when she moved in with me, and had entities that backed her up making me fear her, and trying to push that this was from "Satan" what scares me is these beings felt very powerful and straight up lied pretending to be the gods by name for instance this being called herself "Bastet". This girl Mariah totally trusted B_Da_Mon as well, who was telling me constantly she was the one for me shes stalking me still online on my website and forum and trying to call my phone send messages to me and do energy "work" on me to make me "normal" and try to get me to love this bitch. B_Da_mon btw switched his story when i finally stood up to her and pretended to help but seemed to be trying to hook me up with someone else. Both people used visions and dreams I had in my childhood without me even saying anything about them and acting like they were right there to fool me and before Mariah was living with me she was able to fake being me down to every last detail and tell me my every like and dislike without me saying anything. She just about destroyed my heart chakra I believe, also filling my soul with horrible black and purple death energy, She knew about and brought up these same strange sounding stories that he did. Her name was Mariah Sitton AKA kittygirl14 or more recently Kwaiikitty.
This is really scary. I don't know who these enemy beings are but they seem high level. I still havent gotten back the ability to fully feel emotions and haven't had it for months.

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks for the heads up Indigo,but he sounds like he is one fucked up dude.Anyone can learn to manipulate,and it sounds like he has worked over time on it.My question is,where is all his power coming from,and from who.As I said sounds like a job for someone much more advanced,and with a stronger aura,than I have at this point.But it does not surprise me,I have loved all your video's,and kept up on your web sites.And it seems to me that you are a real threat to the enemy.So that is why he targeted you probably.Hopefully one of our clergy will respond to you soon.
Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:57 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these
meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said
were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it
on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I get it Indigo,I was friends with her for awhile,and finally deleted her off my Yahoo IM,because she was saying shit that didn't jive with what I had been taught.To bad she lived close to you.If she would have lived near me,she could have tryed it on me too.Have you considered some kind of banishing spell on both of them?
Hail SatanBrian

From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 6:44 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  They did not only target me with him these same enemy entities even convinced me that some person was my soulmate through lies shortly after i started talking to him she contacted me out of the blue as well. She had the same kind of ability to manipulate and her "gaurdian demon" as she called it had the same kind of energy as these beings. Basically she just about totally Isolated me from all of Society and wanted control over all aspects of my life and everything i did my money and make me stop talking to my family not even wanting me to leave the house when she moved in with me, and had entities that backed her up making me fear her, and trying to push that this was from "Satan" what scares me is these beings felt very powerful and straight up lied pretending to be the gods by name for instance this being called herself "Bastet". This girl Mariah totally trusted B_Da_Mon as well, who was telling me constantly she was the one for me shes stalking me still online on my website and forum and trying to call my phone send messages to me and do energy "work" on me to make me "normal" and try to get me to love this bitch. B_Da_mon btw switched his story when i finally stood up to her and pretended to help but seemed to be trying to hook me up with someone else. Both people used visions and dreams I had in my childhood without me even saying anything about them and acting like they were right there to fool me and before Mariah was living with me she was able to fake being me down to every last detail and tell me my every like and dislike without me saying anything. She just about destroyed my heart chakra I believe, also filling my soul with horrible black and purple death energy, She knew about and brought up these same strange sounding stories that he did. Her name was Mariah Sitton AKA kittygirl14 or more recently Kwaiikitty.
This is really scary. I don't know who these enemy beings are but they seem high level. I still havent gotten back the ability to fully feel emotions and haven't had it for months.

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks for the heads up Indigo,but he sounds like he is one fucked up dude.Anyone can learn to manipulate,and it sounds like he has worked over time on it.My question is,where is all his power coming from,and from who.As I said sounds like a job for someone much more advanced,and with a stronger aura,than I have at this point.But it does not surprise me,I have loved all your video's,and kept up on your web sites.And it seems to me that you are a real threat to the enemy.So that is why he targeted you probably.Hopefully one of our clergy will respond to you soon.
Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:57 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these
meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said
were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it
on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[kenessa dunn]

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From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:36 PM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!
Hail Satan Brian

From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[kenessa dunn]

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From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 6:10 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  One thing i forgot to mention that really concerns me is that he seemed to be trying to set me up with what he called "Satanic" connections very often when he was telling me to go to places and meet "Approved people" so I think he wanted to initiate me into something. He said if I did the right thing and found some people I could become extremely ritch and be a sucessful singer and listened to world wide.
So when I said Isolate me from society im saying regular people and other Satanists he only wanted me around these approved people that these entities described, and he said were familiar. Not sure if they exist or not but if they do THANK FATHER SATAN I was not sucked into something horrible.

--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Hey Indigo,sure enough man,I looked on my ignore list,and both of them were on there.MF tried to get a hold of me too,but I would not talk to him.Must have been Father protecting me.But I have learned to be very careful who I talk to.I always ask who before answering them.Been fucked over by so called friends before,and I am learning the hard way man.
Hail Satan

From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 6:44 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  They did not only target me with him these same enemy entities even convinced me that some person was my soulmate through lies shortly after i started talking to him she contacted me out of the blue as well. She had the same kind of ability to manipulate and her "gaurdian demon" as she called it had the same kind of energy as these beings. Basically she just about totally Isolated me from all of Society and wanted control over all aspects of my life and everything i did my money and make me stop talking to my family not even wanting me to leave the house when she moved in with me, and had entities that backed her up making me fear her, and trying to push that this was from "Satan" what scares me is these beings felt very powerful and straight up lied pretending to be the gods by name for instance this being called herself "Bastet". This girl Mariah totally trusted B_Da_Mon as well, who was telling me constantly she was the one for me shes stalking me still online on my website and forum and trying to call my phone send messages to me and do energy "work" on me to make me "normal" and try to get me to love this bitch. B_Da_mon btw switched his story when i finally stood up to her and pretended to help but seemed to be trying to hook me up with someone else. Both people used visions and dreams I had in my childhood without me even saying anything about them and acting like they were right there to fool me and before Mariah was living with me she was able to fake being me down to every last detail and tell me my every like and dislike without me saying anything. She just about destroyed my heart chakra I believe, also filling my soul with horrible black and purple death energy, She knew about and brought up these same strange sounding stories that he did. Her name was Mariah Sitton AKA kittygirl14 or more recently Kwaiikitty.
This is really scary. I don't know who these enemy beings are but they seem high level. I still havent gotten back the ability to fully feel emotions and haven't had it for months.

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks for the heads up Indigo,but he sounds like he is one fucked up dude.Anyone can learn to manipulate,and it sounds like he has worked over time on it.My question is,where is all his power coming from,and from who.As I said sounds like a job for someone much more advanced,and with a stronger aura,than I have at this point.But it does not surprise me,I have loved all your video's,and kept up on your web sites.And it seems to me that you are a real threat to the enemy.So that is why he targeted you probably.Hopefully one of our clergy will respond to you soon.
Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:57 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these
meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said
were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it
on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Indigo Nation]

Yes I vibrated several incantations and im not sure what you mean by name. You mean my name or the incantation? I am so glad I got out of this though and finally realized these people were assholes. Good thing Brian that you didn't talk to him, he is very slick telling pretty much truth at first then starting to mix lies in with it, to the point of becoming confused. I finally found one of the things he claimed was a banishing and protecting rune was incantion to invoke the angels and some mystery sigil. Yes I will be a lot more careful now who i talk to and trust.
Hail Satan

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Hey Indigo,sure enough man,I looked on my ignore list,and both of them were on there.MF tried to get a hold of me too,but I would not talk to him.Must have been Father protecting me.But I have learned to be very careful who I talk to.I always ask who before answering them.Been fucked over by so called friends before,and I am learning the hard way man.

Hail Satan


________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 6:44 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
They did not only target me with him these same enemy entities even convinced me that some person was my soulmate through lies shortly after i started talking to him she contacted me out of the blue as well. She had the same kind of ability to manipulate and her "gaurdian demon" as she called it had the same kind of energy as these beings. Basically she just about totally Isolated me from all of Society and wanted control over all aspects of my life and everything i did my money and make me stop talking to my family not even wanting me to leave the house when she moved in with me, and had entities that backed her up making me fear her, and trying to push that this was from "Satan" what scares me is these beings felt very powerful and straight up lied pretending to be the gods by name for instance this being called herself "Bastet". This girl Mariah totally trusted B_Da_Mon as well, who was telling me constantly she was the one for me shes stalking me
still online on my website and forum and trying to call my phone send messages to me and do energy "work" on me to make me "normal" and try to get me to love this bitch. B_Da_mon btw switched his story when i finally stood up to her and pretended to help but seemed to be trying to hook me up with someone else. Both people used visions and dreams I had in my childhood without me even saying anything about them and acting like they were right there to fool me and before Mariah was living with me she was able to fake being me down to every last detail and tell me my every like and dislike without me saying anything. She just about destroyed my heart chakra I believe, also filling my soul with horrible black and purple death energy, She knew about and brought up these same strange sounding stories that he did. Her name was Mariah Sitton AKA kittygirl14 or more recently Kwaiikitty.
This is really scary. I don't know who these enemy beings are but they seem high level. I still havent gotten back the ability to fully feel emotions and haven't had it for months.

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Thanks for the heads up Indigo,but he sounds like he is one fucked up dude.Anyone can learn to manipulate,and it sounds like he has worked over time on it.My question is,where is all his power coming from,and from who.As I said sounds like a job for someone much more advanced,and with a stronger aura,than I have at this point.But it does not surprise me,I have loved all your video's,and kept up on your web sites.And it seems to me that you are a real threat to the enemy.So that is why he targeted you probably.Hopefully one of our clergy will respond to you soon.
Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:57 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these
meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it.
Hail Satan
--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!

Hail Satan
Brian




________________________________
From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are


 
I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I
suspect
not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said
were
on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did
it
on
a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

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From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 6:36:04 PM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!!
Hail Satan Brian

From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[kenessa dunn]

I was wanting to know cuz if u did that mans incantations then it has blocked u and u may need a way to reverse them. I hope.On Thu, Dec 1, 2011 8:02 PM CST Indigo Nation wrote: Yes I vibrated several incantations and im not sure what you mean by name. You mean my name or the incantation? I am so glad I got out of this though and finally realized these people were assholes. Good thing Brian that you didn't talk to him, he is very slick telling pretty much truth at first then starting to mix lies in with it, to the point of becoming confused. I finally found one of the things he claimed was a banishing and protecting rune was incantion to invoke the angels and some mystery sigil. Yes I will be a lot more careful now who i talk to and trust. Hail Satan --- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote: Hey Indigo,sure enough man,I looked on my ignore list,and both of them were on there.MF tried to get a hold of me
too,but I would not talk to him.Must have been Father protecting me.But I have learned to be very careful who I talk to.I always ask who before answering them.Been fucked over by so called friends before,and I am learning the hard way man. Hail Satan ________________________________ From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@... To: Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 6:44 PM Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are   They did not only target me with him these same enemy entities even convinced me that some person was my soulmate through lies shortly after i started talking to him she contacted me out of the blue as well. She had the same kind of ability to manipulate and her "gaurdian demon" as she called it had the same kind of energy as these beings. Basically she just about totally Isolated me from all of Society and wanted control over all
aspects of my life and everything i did my money and make me stop talking to my family not even wanting me to leave the house when she moved in with me, and had entities that backed her up making me fear her, and trying to push that this was from "Satan" what scares me is these beings felt very powerful and straight up lied pretending to be the gods by name for instance this being called herself "Bastet". This girl Mariah totally trusted B_Da_Mon as well, who was telling me constantly she was the one for me shes stalking me still online on my website and forum and trying to call my phone send messages to me and do energy "work" on me to make me "normal" and try to get me to love this bitch. B_Da_mon btw switched his story when i finally stood up to her and pretended to help but seemed to be trying to hook me up with someone else. Both people used visions and dreams I had in my childhood without me even saying anything about them and acting like they
were right there to fool me and before Mariah was living with me she was able to fake being me down to every last detail and tell me my every like and dislike without me saying anything. She just about destroyed my heart chakra I believe, also filling my soul with horrible black and purple death energy, She knew about and brought up these same strange sounding stories that he did. Her name was Mariah Sitton AKA kittygirl14 or more recently Kwaiikitty. This is really scary. I don't know who these enemy beings are but they seem high level. I still havent gotten back the ability to fully feel emotions and haven't had it for months. --- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote: Thanks for the heads up Indigo,but he sounds like he is one fucked up dude.Anyone can learn to manipulate,and it sounds like he has worked over time on it.My question is,where is all his power coming from,and from who.As I said
sounds like a job for someone much more advanced,and with a stronger aura,than I have at this point.But it does not surprise me,I have loved all your video's,and kept up on your web sites.And it seems to me that you are a real threat to the enemy.So that is why he targeted you probably.Hopefully one of our clergy will respond to you soon. Hail Satan Brian ________________________________ From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@ To: Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:57 PM Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are   His account name is b_da_mon his real name is Daniel, Boy King Ra is one of his screen names, Dan Rey Lucifer is another and Yes I seriously need help some of the meditations he gave me and things he did were so powerful I literally felt like I was going to explode, and
started tripping, one time it lasted for a day or more, he told me that what I had done was "removing all enemy energy from the state of Michigan", (seriously I hope I didnt do something to make things worse here) including him doing "energy balls" on me and all sorts of wierd runes. I still feel odd waves of energy on me, this stuff felt more powerful than any of the meditations I had done before or me as a person I literally on somethings had energy overload and thought that I was close to death but again everything was masked as positive, it was masked as positive but I highly doubt it is. There were also wierd incantations, and runes he was never honest i don't think on what these meant or did and I could't find any of them anywhere, and invoking energy that was very strange to say the least. He got all this from somewhere but im unsure how to get myself back to normal. Also he seemed to want me to Isolate myself from all of Society almost
saying once even "I cannot have friends who are Satanic cause I live in an enemy area" (not true there are enemies and people that are good here) this is really scary thinking back on it. Hail Satan --- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote: A name would be nice Indigo,to keep the rest of us from running into this asshole.I will be the first to say that this is way over my head at this point,or I would be happy help you Brother.Sorry! But looking forward to some of our other more advanced members answering this one for you.ANYONE!!!!! Hail Satan Brian ________________________________ From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@ To: Sent: Thursday, December 1, 2011 5:21 PM Subject: [HellsArmy666] Help with the Enemy and Sensing things As They Are

  I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made

up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons,
and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good) Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was
just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff. If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly. Hail Satan

 

[S A]

(Indigo Nation, please disregard the email I sent you earlier, although I still want a complete archive of the logs between you and him)

Whoah, slow down a bit. I know that everyone has jumped on the boat against B_Da_Mon, and I'm kind of torn between both sides. But before I say anything further, when you sensed that the 8 Ball Meditation (the best I could name that meditation you also posted about on the JoS group) was bringing about the wrong kind of energy, did you bring it up to him right away and how did he react (this is the first thing I would've done if I were in your position)? Can you also confirm that the last conversation between you two started on "Tuesday, November 29, 2011 8:33:42 PM", which is the date on last log B_Da_Mon sent me on this? If not, what is the exact datetime of your last conversation with B_Da_mon?

I've also been reading the logs between Mariah and B_Da_Mon and the stuff in there isn't exactly meshing with what you're telling us about you and Mariah. If anyone needs these logs between Mariah and B_Da_Mon, I'll be glad to share what I've been shown.

--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Zildar Raasi78656]

This is just ridiculously pathetic. This idiot needs to put his computer games and comic books away.

It is blatantly obvious that this is a lying, extremely insecure and deluded fool that should be ignored. People like this are desperately seeking attention to compensate for their weak, damaged ego's and giving them attention will only keep them hanging around, like flies hanging around rotten meat. If the rotten meat is not removed, the flies will stick around, and breed. The same with these people, the more attention you give them, the more they will come back and the more BS they will heap on in the hopes that someone will believe them and feed their delusions, and they will also bring more idiots with them. CUT THEM AT THEIR SOURCE-YOUR ATTENTION!

"dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys"? Come on now, that's obviously a lie. This person is taking you for a fool. You are a Dedicated Satanist and should let NO ONE treat you like some sort of an idiot.

I am not attacking you, but this is very serious. The more you attach yourself to these virtual attention-parasites (and this isn't the first time), the more you are going to be dragged down and held back.

As Satanists we strive for Lifes Highest Goal: That of the GodHead. Focus on that. Focus on Advancing yourself, as you will be the one to make real achievements and these wannabe "dark-mage-ancient-avitar" idiots will be left behind and will fade into nothing. They will grow up to be adults and still be taking their computer games way too seriously while you will be on the way to Spiritual Evolution, that is if you are Truly Dedicated and Working for it, as only the strongest will reach GodHead.

Don't let them hold you back any longer. Just shake them off and move on, that's all you need to do. They are not powerful, they are not knowledgeable, they cannot curse or hurt you. Don't make them out to be powerful. No, they do not have any magickal mystical texts or "illuminati mind control". Like I said, stop making them out to be powerful as YOU are giving them power over you.

They have only fooled you, and this was only because you let them. So next time, don't let them. It's as simple as that. Or, better yet, don't even let there be a next time. Only speak to those you know you can trust and those who you know are Dedicated Satanists. The moment someone starts saying anything that triggers your alarm bells, walk away from them.

That goes to everyone here.

Learn to discern the Truth from lies.

Hail Father Satan!!
Hail Baal Zebul!!




-High Priestess Zildar Raasi


http://www.templeofzeus.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan

 

[Indigo Nation]

That's good to know that he has no power, I agree I don't want to bring attention to this person anymore he is an arrogant asshole from what I know about him and he probably enjoyed reading about how he fucked me over, Its good to know that he doesn't have power, though he did cause me to do some things to myself, I did a ritual and brought all of it to the attention of Baal Zebul and Satan, this guy should be taken care of, I will not even let any of these kinds of people in my life anymore AT ALL, I will just stop talking to someone if they say something that doesn't sit right and not talk to people I don't trust are Satanists, I do feel a lot better after a lot of banishing, and thanks everyone for your helpful suggestions and on the positive side, if all/most those things I experienced was my own manifestation I am making a lot of progress.
Hail Satan

--- In HellsArmy666@..., "Zevios Metathronos" <Zevios Metathronos@... wrote:



--- In , "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



This is just ridiculously pathetic. This idiot needs to put his computer games and comic books away.

It is blatantly obvious that this is a lying, extremely insecure and deluded fool that should be ignored. People like this are desperately seeking attention to compensate for their weak, damaged ego's and giving them attention will only keep them hanging around, like flies hanging around rotten meat. If the rotten meat is not removed, the flies will stick around, and breed. The same with these people, the more attention you give them, the more they will come back and the more BS they will heap on in the hopes that someone will believe them and feed their delusions, and they will also bring more idiots with them. CUT THEM AT THEIR SOURCE-YOUR ATTENTION!

"dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys"? Come on now, that's obviously a lie. This person is taking you for a fool. You are a Dedicated Satanist and should let NO ONE treat you like some sort of an idiot.

I am not attacking you, but this is very serious. The more you attach yourself to these virtual attention-parasites (and this isn't the first time), the more you are going to be dragged down and held back.

As Satanists we strive for Lifes Highest Goal: That of the GodHead. Focus on that. Focus on Advancing yourself, as you will be the one to make real achievements and these wannabe "dark-mage-ancient-avitar" idiots will be left behind and will fade into nothing. They will grow up to be adults and still be taking their computer games way too seriously while you will be on the way to Spiritual Evolution, that is if you are Truly Dedicated and Working for it, as only the strongest will reach GodHead.

Don't let them hold you back any longer. Just shake them off and move on, that's all you need to do. They are not powerful, they are not knowledgeable, they cannot curse or hurt you. Don't make them out to be powerful. No, they do not have any magickal mystical texts or "illuminati mind control". Like I said, stop making them out to be powerful as YOU are giving them power over you.

They have only fooled you, and this was only because you let them. So next time, don't let them. It's as simple as that. Or, better yet, don't even let there be a next time. Only speak to those you know you can trust and those who you know are Dedicated Satanists. The moment someone starts saying anything that triggers your alarm bells, walk away from them.

That goes to everyone here.

Learn to discern the Truth from lies.

Hail Father Satan!!
Hail Baal Zebul!!




-High Priestess Zildar Raasi


http://www.templeofzeus.org

Joy of Satan Ministries



--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan


Reminds me of how a dude claimed that for every Satanic brother there is a Xian brother, the bitches going around claiming to be Gods and having Kundalini and doing this and doing that. They never actually felt it. They lie en masse to people and its disgusting. Ask in Satan for their dead end. Satan saved my ass from similiar situations. I remember people claiming to be "Hell's champions" and Super duper incarnated 'gods'. They usually lurk to those who don't understand and try to spread shit to many people at once. Real advancement comes through Satan and only Satan. These people do nothing for Him, no warfare, they don't suffer enemy attacks, they never talk to Him really and they constantly lie and lie and fucking lie. They will betray you down the road and they just keep you from meditating man. They have all these big "Satan forsaken me" stories and all this mercy mercy crap. Satan never ever let me down. For instance, today I was fucked up in school due to lack of sleep. I asked in Satan and within 15 minutes I was feeling extremely nice and fair to go. When I got attacked it could have been horrific but Satan always helped me. Satan wants us to be with true Satanists and don't joke around. Like the incarnated faerie princesses, the 'dark avenger of hell'. Who knows they could be baba yaga too. Cut the attention to them, due to your own power you make things appear. They try to convince you and stuff so that you will create your experiances yourself.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

 

[Songbird]

I thought about it I should have been more clear saying he doesn't have any REAL power not no power at all that came out wrong, he meditated probably a lot less than he claimed and had some power from what I know but NOTHING like what he claimed, he did know how to manipulate people, and about bind runes, but no he cannot hurt or harm me I am of Satan, also most the stuff I did to myself not him doing to me. I do not want to make it look like im underestimating him, just that I know he is weak and I don't fear him at all now like he tried to make me and I wont make that mistake again.
Hail Satan

--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

That's good to know that he has no power, I agree I don't want to bring attention to this person anymore he is an arrogant asshole from what I know about him and he probably enjoyed reading about how he fucked me over, Its good to know that he doesn't have power, though he did cause me to do some things to myself, I did a ritual and brought all of it to the attention of Baal Zebul and Satan, this guy should be taken care of, I will not even let any of these kinds of people in my life anymore AT ALL, I will just stop talking to someone if they say something that doesn't sit right and not talk to people I don't trust are Satanists, I do feel a lot better after a lot of banishing, and thanks everyone for your helpful suggestions and on the positive side, if all/most those things I experienced was my own manifestation I am making a lot of progress.
Hail Satan
--- In HellsArmy666@..., "Zevios Metathronos" <Zevios Metathronos@ wrote:



--- In , "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



This is just ridiculously pathetic. This idiot needs to put his computer games and comic books away.

It is blatantly obvious that this is a lying, extremely insecure and deluded fool that should be ignored. People like this are desperately seeking attention to compensate for their weak, damaged ego's and giving them attention will only keep them hanging around, like flies hanging around rotten meat. If the rotten meat is not removed, the flies will stick around, and breed. The same with these people, the more attention you give them, the more they will come back and the more BS they will heap on in the hopes that someone will believe them and feed their delusions, and they will also bring more idiots with them. CUT THEM AT THEIR SOURCE-YOUR ATTENTION!

"dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys"? Come on now, that's obviously a lie. This person is taking you for a fool. You are a Dedicated Satanist and should let NO ONE treat you like some sort of an idiot.

I am not attacking you, but this is very serious. The more you attach yourself to these virtual attention-parasites (and this isn't the first time), the more you are going to be dragged down and held back.

As Satanists we strive for Lifes Highest Goal: That of the GodHead. Focus on that. Focus on Advancing yourself, as you will be the one to make real achievements and these wannabe "dark-mage-ancient-avitar" idiots will be left behind and will fade into nothing. They will grow up to be adults and still be taking their computer games way too seriously while you will be on the way to Spiritual Evolution, that is if you are Truly Dedicated and Working for it, as only the strongest will reach GodHead.

Don't let them hold you back any longer. Just shake them off and move on, that's all you need to do. They are not powerful, they are not knowledgeable, they cannot curse or hurt you. Don't make them out to be powerful. No, they do not have any magickal mystical texts or "illuminati mind control". Like I said, stop making them out to be powerful as YOU are giving them power over you.

They have only fooled you, and this was only because you let them. So next time, don't let them. It's as simple as that. Or, better yet, don't even let there be a next time. Only speak to those you know you can trust and those who you know are Dedicated Satanists. The moment someone starts saying anything that triggers your alarm bells, walk away from them.

That goes to everyone here.

Learn to discern the Truth from lies.

Hail Father Satan!!
Hail Baal Zebul!!




-High Priestess Zildar Raasi


http://www.templeofzeus.org

Joy of Satan Ministries



--- In , "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

I think im in need or urgent help here. I have been talking to someone who I found out just recently was an infiltrator. He made all sorts of far out claims but thing is he actually somehow made me experience sensing things as different than I believe they really are as well as losing some of my ability to feel emotions, so I would believe his BS. He wasted my time for at least 4 months of talking quite often on Yahoo Messanger. How do I deprogram myself from all of this. I know im not lost forever cause in my heart im with Satan, and in all honesty he convinced me for awhile through some very odd meditations and "runes" that are not anywhere on the internet as I searched (I suspect he got some of it from some book or writing that is not in general circulation possibly some illuminati mind control thing im not sure, due to the way the meditations were written it didn't sound like something he just made up and looked copied from somewhere and I suspect not for the purpose he said it was I truly hope I didnt in any way help the enemy thinking I was doing something for Satan) im not sure what to do now, as my way of sensing the world seems totally messed up, and I doubt like it really is. I really need help here. What can i do. I want to go back to the way it was before I ever talked to this stupid bastard. He used the name of demons and Satan and praised them, he however made claims that were straight out lies. and even powerful experiences that happened in my life to fuck me up, including ecperiences to lead me to waste my time for days and hours on things that didnt exist. Going to some crackhead location and thinking if I wait at the bus stop the girl of my dreams will show up, all sorts of BS at least i never got hurt going to any of these locations im grateful and thank Satan for that. Note all these beings used the names of demons, and/or Satan as well as some other strange beings he said were on our side such as the "Avitar people" "the good Ancients" (now there are I think ancient human gods but thing is I doubt I was talking to the good ones or experiencing anything from anything good)
Also there were some really strange entities that came around me such that he claimed were enemies "the dark wizards, blue greys, purple greys" there was some entity that called himself "Angelos" that claimed to be the king of the universe before Satan became most powerful. Its so confusing he used a lot of stuff from my past lives, knowledge and experiences and twisted it mixing a little truth with a lot of lies while giving me powerful experiences. These beings btw knew almost everything about me and told him stuff in order to fool me there is stuff that he told me that he could not have possibly known about otherwise. I suspect a lot of the negative and positive was just enemy entities playing with me. Please anyone if you can help me I truly am on Satans side and want to fight for him. I believe in everything Satan is for and want to advance myself and achive godhood someday but I need to get myself out of this fucked up sensing. Note he did it on a few other people as well that I was talking to making them experience things to back him up in front of me and knew that I doubted some of the stuff.
If anyone can help me id appreciate it greatly.
Hail Satan


Reminds me of how a dude claimed that for every Satanic brother there is a Xian brother, the bitches going around claiming to be Gods and having Kundalini and doing this and doing that. They never actually felt it. They lie en masse to people and its disgusting. Ask in Satan for their dead end. Satan saved my ass from similiar situations. I remember people claiming to be "Hell's champions" and Super duper incarnated 'gods'. They usually lurk to those who don't understand and try to spread shit to many people at once. Real advancement comes through Satan and only Satan. These people do nothing for Him, no warfare, they don't suffer enemy attacks, they never talk to Him really and they constantly lie and lie and fucking lie. They will betray you down the road and they just keep you from meditating man. They have all these big "Satan forsaken me" stories and all this mercy mercy crap. Satan never ever let me down. For instance, today I was fucked up in school due to lack of sleep. I asked in Satan and within 15 minutes I was feeling extremely nice and fair to go. When I got attacked it could have been horrific but Satan always helped me. Satan wants us to be with true Satanists and don't joke around. Like the incarnated faerie princesses, the 'dark avenger of hell'. Who knows they could be baba yaga too. Cut the attention to them, due to your own power you make things appear. They try to convince you and stuff so that you will create your experiances yourself.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!