Help me.. (something evil?)

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I've been feeling this terribly evil/negative presence/energy
the past few days.. it really scares me...
and the last couple of nights I've had wierd dreams,
especially last night and during a nap I took today.
The one last night was wierd, it had to with me being
in church and something was wrong and no one would help me,
and I don't remember much else, oh I did some kind of drug
that I shot up (I DON'T DO DRUGS) and then I started screaming
at the top of my lungs at people in the streets like I was insane and
it was terrible...
and then during a nap today,
I was half awake/half asleep or something, and I was like,
hugging um, Jesus. I AM a dedicated Satanist so don't think
this was my fault or anything, it was a dream,
I couldn't help it!
I cried and he told me he wasn't going to give up on me or something.
then I was like, sitting on god, sailing on some thing through the sky, and the earth was below, and Satan, or this wierd thing that was actually female but represented Satan was on the flying thing too,
and I was told everyone was dead or gone or something, and the waters of the earth below were blood, and if I thought of someone, their face would appear in the water, which confirmed they were dead, and it worked.
Well I took my shoes off and through them down and basically told Satan to um, nicely, to go away..

This BOTHERS ME. I went to bed, and I had done meditations at dawn and stuff (I stayed up all night) and I felt so good and thanked Father for everything and I asked Orias (my guardian) for dreams with knowledge, or something from him or something,
but then I have those dreams... I don't get it. I want to be a Satanist but these were so realistic I'm like losing my nerve and stuff you know?
Like, where is father?.. I feel like he doesn't want me =/

If you could help me out at all, with this presence/energy (which may be causing the dreams) or with anything else, please let me know asap.

 

[Allison Passino]

My advice is, ignore these dreams! And try to banish this entity, whatever the fuck it is. Sounds like bad news to me. I cannot speak for our Father of course, but I'm certain he still wants you. You are dedicated, so you are part of his family now. Oh, and just a question? I thought Belial was your Guardian? Then you said Osiris was. Or do you have two Guardians? Just wondering.

----- Original Message ----- From: rottingcorpse@... To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Saturday, June 20, 2009 10:32 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help me.. (something evil?)
I've been feeling this terribly evil/negative presence/energy
the past few days.. it really scares me...
and the last couple of nights I've had wierd dreams,
especially last night and during a nap I took today.
The one last night was wierd, it had to with me being
in church and something was wrong and no one would help me,
and I don't remember much else, oh I did some kind of drug
that I shot up (I DON'T DO DRUGS) and then I started screaming
at the top of my lungs at people in the streets like I was insane and
it was terrible...
and then during a nap today,
I was half awake/half asleep or something, and I was like,
hugging um, Jesus. I AM a dedicated Satanist so don't think
this was my fault or anything, it was a dream,
I couldn't help it!
I cried and he told me he wasn't going to give up on me or something.
then I was like, sitting on god, sailing on some thing through the sky, and the earth was below, and Satan, or this wierd thing that was actually female but represented Satan was on the flying thing too,
and I was told everyone was dead or gone or something, and the waters of the earth below were blood, and if I thought of someone, their face would appear in the water, which confirmed they were dead, and it worked.
Well I took my shoes off and through them down and basically told Satan to um, nicely, to go away..

This BOTHERS ME. I went to bed, and I had done meditations at dawn and stuff (I stayed up all night) and I felt so good and thanked Father for everything and I asked Orias (my guardian) for dreams with knowledge, or something from him or something,
but then I have those dreams... I don't get it. I want to be a Satanist but these were so realistic I'm like losing my nerve and stuff you know?
Like, where is father?.. I feel like he doesn't want me =/

If you could help me out at all, with this presence/energy (which may be causing the dreams) or with anything else, please let me know asap.

 

[roxy_falloutgirl]

Yeah that's like a grey or something. Some kinda creepy Jew energy. If your not protecting yourself or just starting out or whatever they get into peoples heads and fuck with em. It's really creepy. Just stay strong, keep a level head and ignore it. Just continue on with meditations.it'll get better. It also depends on how much Jew christain and negative energy any objects are near you and how much you hear or see every day. That kinda stuff probly makes it worse. I had a creepy ass dream like that and I woke up from it and didn't sleep the rest of the night. Whatever you do just don't let it interfere with your life, that's what it wants if it's some kind of entity.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Allison Passino" <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

My advice is, ignore these dreams! And try to banish this entity, whatever the fuck it is. Sounds like bad news to me. I cannot speak for our Father of course, but I'm certain he still wants you. You are dedicated, so you are part of his family now. Oh, and just a question? I thought Belial was your Guardian? Then you said Osiris was. Or do you have two Guardians? Just wondering.
----- Original Message -----
From: rottingcorpse@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, June 20, 2009 10:32 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help me.. (something evil?)





I've been feeling this terribly evil/negative presence/energy
the past few days.. it really scares me...
and the last couple of nights I've had wierd dreams,
especially last night and during a nap I took today.
The one last night was wierd, it had to with me being
in church and something was wrong and no one would help me,
and I don't remember much else, oh I did some kind of drug
that I shot up (I DON'T DO DRUGS) and then I started screaming
at the top of my lungs at people in the streets like I was insane and
it was terrible...
and then during a nap today,
I was half awake/half asleep or something, and I was like,
hugging um, Jesus. I AM a dedicated Satanist so don't think
this was my fault or anything, it was a dream,
I couldn't help it!
I cried and he told me he wasn't going to give up on me or something.
then I was like, sitting on god, sailing on some thing through the sky, and the earth was below, and Satan, or this wierd thing that was actually female but represented Satan was on the flying thing too,
and I was told everyone was dead or gone or something, and the waters of the earth below were blood, and if I thought of someone, their face would appear in the water, which confirmed they were dead, and it worked.
Well I took my shoes off and through them down and basically told Satan to um, nicely, to go away..

This BOTHERS ME. I went to bed, and I had done meditations at dawn and stuff (I stayed up all night) and I felt so good and thanked Father for everything and I asked Orias (my guardian) for dreams with knowledge, or something from him or something,
but then I have those dreams... I don't get it. I want to be a Satanist but these were so realistic I'm like losing my nerve and stuff you know?
Like, where is father?.. I feel like he doesn't want me =/

If you could help me out at all, with this presence/energy (which may be causing the dreams) or with anything else, please let me know asap.