Help :'D

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You seriously should do whatever you can to not take any of those drugs. They are almost certain to cause permenent damage if taken for long enough, and make it very difficult to achieve any spiritual advancement.

What this also means is you seriously need to get your shit together, start being responsible, and stop acting bad in school and at home. Control your actions and control your emotions. And when you are able to show your parents, your teachers, and the psychologist that you are acting good and you are not having any problems, they will not have any reason to try to give you drugs that would permanently harm you.

 

[Ashtup ILum Mari]

you should build an aura of protection
and start doing the Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/tspaintableb.html
above all you have to control your life and stop being silly there is no reason to start a fight in school or with your family
i don't know your Psychological condition but if you feel you can handle it then stop talking medicine if you not then continue the treatment
there is a war going on you have to fight and be strong for your self and your beloved ones
stay away from drugs because it can harm you and weaken your soul
good luck brother