Hello, I'm new here and would like to had some help step by step

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I'm hard of hearing or you prefer it deaf it didn't matter to me there r other deaf person who r interesting as well as I am.

I read most of it in JOS site, and still unsure how it work for us and some of it r not clearly.
there is a lot of thing I want to ask. but frist how to start to become an satanism? it would be great help if someone can easy to show and clear and guide.

thanks.