Whenever i'm meditating, lying down trying to get into a trance, doing some breathing exercises etc, I feel my heartbit, it is very difficult to keep focus because It's really annoying. I'm very frustrated..
Why my heartbeat is so annoying?!!... I have OCD, and a severe ADHD, if it helps.....
HAIL SATAN!!
Heartbit
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From: bestindigo666 <bestindigo666@...;
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Subject: Heartbit
Sent: Wed, Dec 12, 2012 2:53:20 PM
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From: bestindigo666 <bestindigo666@...;
To: ;
Subject: Heartbit
Sent: Wed, Dec 12, 2012 2:53:20 PM
What kind of OCD I have? umm I don't know the kinds of OCD but I will explain it to you..
umm basicly I want everything to be perfect and organized (i'm the element of Earth by the way)
when I write a song in youtube, I will type it with big capital letter..
I will never write : acdc back in black
but : AC/DC - Back In Black
when I'm in the toilet (lol sorry), if I cut the paper, and it is not perfect square, I will cut it again, (to fit it to square), sorry for my English I don't know exactly how to explain it..
I have this desire that everything will be perfect.
No matter what I do, if it's working, doing homework, and basicly EVERYTHING I do no matter how small and stupid it looks, I want it to be PERFECT.. except for writing as English is not my main language LOL.. :)
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:
Hey, I have the same problem, I thought I was the only one with OCD ;) I suggest about the heartbeat, try lying down not straight but on your side, then you can't hear it and when meditating sit cross legged with your back to the wall, then you can't hear it either! Well, hope it helped
May I ask what kind of OCD you've got? (it's perfectly fine if you don't want to answer)
Stay strong,
Hail Satan!
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What kind of OCD I have? umm I don't know the kinds of OCD but I will explain it to you..
umm basicly I want everything to be perfect and organized (i'm the element of Earth by the way)
when I write a song in youtube, I will type it with big capital letter..
I will never write : acdc back in black
but : AC/DC - Back In Black
when I'm in the toilet (lol sorry), if I cut the paper, and it is not perfect square, I will cut it again, (to fit it to square), sorry for my English I don't know exactly how to explain it..
I have this desire that everything will be perfect.
No matter what I do, if it's working, doing homework, and basicly EVERYTHING I do no matter how small and stupid it looks, I want it to be PERFECT.. except for writing as English is not my main language LOL.. :)
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In , Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:
Hey, I have the same problem, I thought I was the only one with OCD ;) I suggest about the heartbeat, try lying down not straight but on your side, then you can't hear it and when meditating sit cross legged with your back to the wall, then you can't hear it either! Well, hope it helped
May I ask what kind of OCD you've got? (it's perfectly fine if you don't want to answer)
Stay strong,
Hail Satan!