Hello.
Though I am advancing in Satanism, I still feel that my life is hell. When I walk the streets, people turn their faces when they see me for some reason. I can't find a better job. When I get a job, I always get low pay and the bosses kick my ass sometimes. A woman years ago before I joined the JOS, told me that I was cursed before but not anymore. However, I still feel that my life is miserable. Everytime I want to do something I feel like some force is interfering with me and that life is punishing me because it feels that I need to get my act together. I just need a little words of advice.
Though I am advancing in Satanism, I still feel that my life is hell. When I walk the streets, people turn their faces when they see me for some reason. I can't find a better job. When I get a job, I always get low pay and the bosses kick my ass sometimes. A woman years ago before I joined the JOS, told me that I was cursed before but not anymore. However, I still feel that my life is miserable. Everytime I want to do something I feel like some force is interfering with me and that life is punishing me because it feels that I need to get my act together. I just need a little words of advice.