has anyone else connected to the wind?

[speakgodsmack]

hello joyofsatan community I hope you have all had a good day basking in the greatness of our lord Satan. I've lately been meditate trying to contact some higher beings and have a conversation, or even a quick introduction. I've been very into energies and collecting and the flow of prana since I was a young teenager. I felt the energy in my body and I think I've always had more energy in my body than others. I could naturally meditate and control my pranas and my everyday life always has weird and paranormal situations. When I was 16, on a late evening I was meditating on the wind and was pretty much enveloped by the spirits of the wind and I consciously tried to make a pact with the wind with my life. Ever since then, wind and air has been weird around me and I've started to see all sorts of little wind spirits playing and checking everything out. I thought it was quite weird back then, I can only see the spirits around when there's actually a wind flow or I look up outside. When this all began to happen to me I was honestly overjoyed all the time because I was able to do this. Connection with nature and an element/s / energy and contact with spirits were to me giant milestones in my mind and connection and the chance for knowledge with all that had been open to me were like a dream. I meditated everyday and would just walk around, trying to be in woods as much as possible, looking around and thinking about wind. Sometimes, truths about the wind would suddenly come to me, like a lecture in my mind, only when I genuinely asked the spirits of the wind to allow me to learn their secrets. I lost many friends and it seemed to my parents and family that I had withdrawn and sometimes I thought I had, maybe I had just gone crazy. But those were just thoughts on the side, the enjoyment from this behind access to nature was too good for me to give up. And I couldn't think about trying to explain any of what I had been doing. "I talk and walk around with the wind and experiment with the energies I feel inside me." That, in my mind, would have secured me an insanity certificate. After years of learning about the natures I had actually learned quite a lot, I had learned a lot of secrets about the winds but still didn't know if anyone had ever done anything like this or had any opportunities such as I have. After looking around and finding joyofsatan a few years ago, I've felt like I actually met a community that might understand me. I've finally found the truth I had been looking for for the longest time. I've also actually been absolutely delighted about all the power meditations and witchcraft energy manipulation. It's the things I've tried to do and something I had envisioned for a long time finally showed to me. It's like someone trying to learn martial arts on his own so diligently and finally getting a good teacher. Anyways, I've evolved so much and part of this long message is to thank everyone for the knowledge and how welcome I've felt here. Another reason I'm posting this is simply because I just want to share a small part about me with all of you,  but the main reason was to let you know a little bit of what My life had been like and I would like to ask all of you if anyone else had a childhood such as this or was I the only one who had been given such miraculous/different opportunities? I'm meaning mainly making a connection with nature, whether it be wind or anything at all else. Please share your stories. Whether it be connecting with wind, the earth, water, maybe a spirit or your companionship from a teacher higher being you had/ve been in contact with. Thanks and Hail Lord Satan. May his knowledge and help bring us up above the xian gods and bring us into contact with real ones. Praise Enki!