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Guilt? Depression?

AvatarHigh Priest Zevios Metathronos5 min to read

Generally one stupid things modern human beings do is that they have no understanding of their own emotions.

An example: everyone speaks against "depression" and how it's evil and so on. The reality is, depression can sometimes exist to point you out to things you need to fix.

After not fixing things for excessive periods of time, the depression can grow and grow or it can plague someone for so long, that they "forget" about it's origin altogether and blame it as the exclusive factor of every failure. It could be your weight, or that you need a partner in your life, or that you need to fix your income.

It could be other reasons, or even unjustified reasons, but 9.8 out of 10 times it all boils down to something simple and unresolved from this lifetime.

Of course, our world takes the easy way out: pills, videogames, and other forms of coping bullshit. Then, the monster of depression grows in the background.

The above, only reassures the situation gets worse and worse. It takes a flipping of a switch [what I am teaching you] to actually tread in the reverse way where the situation can get better and better.

When these emotions are addressed, faced head on, and you start making a small plan on how to deal with this, and you stick to it, you can succeed.

As a Zevist, you have all the means at your disposal to achieve this. If you have the plan to build the house, the cement, the bricks, all the tools, the idea, the land, everything literally, but you still whine about being homeless, then you must understand this is one's own fault and that you are just stuck in a rut.

On this one must suddenly awaken and understand how many tools we have in our disposal. Make use of them. They are here to be used by all of us for internal healing and progress in all ways.

Christians, idiots, slaves, Muslims and all the blind ones, do not have these, as they believe in lies. Within the context of lies, they pay the price of it.

In our case, we are outside of this.

Guilt, fear, depression, sadness, all the morbid emotions, can be there to alert you to specific useful things. For example, I feel big guilt if I do not help at least 1 Zevist per day. I am very good friends with that guilt, and I love it. It is only there to help me.

In plain words, you might call this discipline and nothing else. The self, needs to be disciplined.

Or your lower self, like a mindless force, will drag you around and destroy you, and turn you into dust. If you listen to this force all the time, it will not allow you to become a higher being. This is a real danger.

When you try to spiritually advance, this command comes from your higher self. How could your higher self want of you for example to sit down and eat all day, until you have become immovable on a chair, or want you to die a short life because of drug abuse?

These are only errors of the lower self who is not obedient to the higher self.

Your higher self, wants you to evolve and to succeed in life, and not to fail and be below your potential. Therefore, because we are emotional beings, oftentimes when you know what it is that you can do to grow yourself and what you should grow, he is trying to push you to do this.

This could be anything from going to the gym, to taking better care of your children, or starting to engage in artwork. Anything.

After you use logic and you verify that yes, this will grow you as a person, it's great to follow this and NOT focus on the bogus emotions of guilt, fear, depression that are trying to keep you back. They will disappear after you start doing what you should.

Lastly, it's very common that Zevists tell me that they do not feel "comfortable" with this. You have to understand something, all of you here.

Comfort, peace and understanding, do not arrive for the lazy and the fools. Spiritual gifts of all, arrive in the hands of those who do what they should and are in accordance to the Gods and the higher levels of the self.

This "blissful ignorance" is a lie. Most people you see in this are really sufferers and already goners. You will never be happy if you take the road of the downfall of the human body, mind and spirit.

Depression will plague you, fear will come, and ignorance will hit you so hard at some point that it will leave nothing but tear everything apart. Saturn is the great reaper for a reason.

We want to make sure we listen to the indication of the higher self so that we avoid the day of the arrival of the reaper. And there is an endless garden of growing miracles for those who will do that.

Your higher self does not like ignorance, and if you see humans who look "fine" into this, they are pigs disconnected from their higher self. That is punishable in this universe and the universe does not enjoy that.

Therefore, embrace all of this in the proper context and become it's master. Start changing your life, so that happiness and power will be in your grasp and on every other turn of your path, compared to living as a ghoul in the abyss of ignorance where the never ending spiral of destruction is the path one walks upon.

-High Priest Zevios Metathronos

#23

Thank you for this post. It is inspiring and I want to do better.

Hail Satan
Hail Eligos

#24
Wildfiresaid:
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
Wildfiresaid:

What is giving me depression and guilt now is that I am ruined for my re-run in college. It has rekindled old emotions and memories that make me want to start a school *** if I have to (I know that there is a better way than doing anything as moronic as that).

I got outcasted again by fucking arrogant pig-dogs, my reputation blasted into scrap again and I am happy teaching all those fuckers a lesson for all that. Wait till they flunk major exams they will all be jobless and they'll know an accelerated law of the universe as a searing lesson in their lives. I hate it when people throw others away just for a simple loss of value. All I wanted is something that will get me to train for higher-paying jobs.

I also hate it when people act smart and meddle around with the "idiot", every school has this bully now it seems and I have had it. They screw him over for screwing up a tad bit with the first grading. Wait till the next grading happens and once it does...

Stand your ground...Also, control this rage. Everyone has went through big failures in life, you are not alone in this. But this must strengthen your resolve to win in the future. What you consider the end of this is definitely not the end.

People are stupid, and they like to pick up on what is oftentimes the best in something and attack them. But you got to have the resolve to make this show. They have likely failed many more times than you but they are not decent to admit this.

Thanks. But you're too late with what I started four days ago, I created a thoughtform from thurisaz, isa and hagalaz repetitions outside of me of course and got it to work to take out anyone who would stop me from becoming a high achiever. I kept it fed, cleaned and kept it rolling. I think I have launched something dangerous and if I remember if it's no longer fed, the thing is going to go berserk at everything to keep itself alive.

I started an entire mess out of thinking I'm all out of options. I may have caused the death of someone already, a girl(hopefully not a fellow student) went missing because of me(someone in where I live was found dead by strangulation and tied up with plastic a day after I begun the assault), then the school suffered wireless connection problems our classes were "consultation periods", a professor went absent too and here's hoping she isn't dead. Am I going crazy, causing nothing or did I make a successful piece of energy crap that can do as programmed?

I understand you like many on the forum, and i completely support your attitudes, there are those who don't learn for the good or the bad, and i remembered some cases and i enjoyed thinking about past cases with me :mrgreen:

if i have seen further, it is by standing on the shoulders of demons.

Saturn's Number ONE Hater.

#25

Hello HP
How do you put the teachings read into practice ?
It seems that my life is telling me that I have to fix almost every aspect .. I'm so confused because there are so many things all together ..

"Don't let anyone stop you. Not even your own self."

#26
This is the targeted message.

Good day brothers and sisters,

I’m typing this message today in desperation for help and not sure on where to turn.
Asking for help is not something I often do and it’s not something I believe in on a personal level.
I prefer or choose to do things on my own as far as possible but I’m not as independent as I wish to be.
My life has had its ups and downs, nowhere close to what other Zevism here have gone through I might add but it’s nothing I would want anyone to experience.

I’m not in the position that I want to be in life and I’m sure that I’m not the only one. I don’t flaunt opportunity’s which would otherwise improve my life, I just wish that I would get or have gotten more.
I have been looking for a job since March 2020 but have not been successful. I have sent my resume to 100’s of companies with 90 percent of them not even letting me know that I wasn’t considered.

My profession in my home country is not one would call a high skilled job and is paid for with peanuts. On top of that one is looked at as a slave who should be whipped. Whereas overseas it is a completely different story and it is sort after being paid for triple times over. Perhaps I chose the wrong profession and now I’m being punished.
My family is on my case about not having a job and they believe I’m not trying hard enough to find a job or even looking at all. Although I’ve told them countless times that I have.

I’m South African but I’ve got European blood and so wish to leave this place. I read up online that it’s possible to apply for an EU passport through ancestry and attempted to obtain information from family but to no avail. I received an email address for the Archives in Germany and followed through on asking for the relevant information but they still have not come back to me after it being over a month ago.

Perhaps they busy and they will still reply I don’t know. Not having a job makes one feel absolutely useless.
I’ve had depression my whole life but did not know until a few years ago. A friend told me at the time and it really blew my mind finding out about it. It just made perfect sense with the way I was acting.
Smoking cannabis for 18 years didn’t help me I finally realized, even thinking that it was helping with my depression it was actually making it worse.

I’ve stopped now for a year since yesterday as well as for coffee and its made a massive difference to my well-being. I did not stray or relapse once and I did not think I could accomplish it but I did and I’m rather proud of that. It was difficult to not give in but I managed. I will never go back not for anything that part of my life is gone forever.
I owe this all to father Satan, the Demons, Demonesses, High Priests and of course all members of The Joy of Satan.

I wish I had written down the date of when I dedicated. It has not been that long since but it’s been the best decision I’ve ever made. I mediate every day and it has changed my life in a way that I can’t even describe. I’ve never been one to get sick and if I did it would always be a mild sore throat maybe two – three times a year. I haven’t been to the doctor in about 15 years, just haven’t had the need to go. But with mediation I can literally have people who are sick get in close proximity and I don’t contract what they have.

Mediation has without a doubt rid me of my depression as well as kept me healthy. I’m wanting to do more but I’m not in the right atmosphere and place to advance the way I want. Breathing exercises, I am able to do but when it comes to mantra it ends there.

This is a long shot but would it be possible if someone could perhaps lead me in the right direction with contact details like email addresses to reputable people in Germany who could help me obtain information such as birth certificates/proof of residence. With this info I could maybe apply for an ancestry EU passport.

Thanks for reading i very much appreciate it.

Hail Zeus and all the Demons and Demonesses of Hell forever!

remember that we all are brothers
all people, beasts, tree and stone and wind
we all descend from the one great being
that was always there
before people lived and named it
before the first seed sprouted

- Heilung -