Guardian Demon Summoning?

[trehailssatan]

Hello. I'm quite new to spiritual satanism.
Ill start off with a little bit about myself; I was raised in a catholic family. Somehow I felt as if "God" was never there for me when I needed him the most. When I got into my early teens (I'm 18 now), I found Pantheism. It made me understand life a lot more, more than catholicism ever did but Pantheism never filled this "void" I had for knowledge, experience, self-empowerment and so forth. When I found my girlfriend cheating on me and then we broke up(a week after New Years), I sort of felt like I was being guided to your website (Joyofsatan.com). I started reading a bit of the website day by day and my goodness did everything start to make sense. Now Ill be completely honest, I usually meditate every day but I haven't in at least a few months. I have massive anger control issues but when I started reading about guardian demons and whatnot I felt baggage being lifted off my shoulders.
I was recently at my buddies house partying with him and having a blast when he started saying things like "lets make a drink to Tre's 'friend'" and "are you possessed?"... my responses to those statements felt like they werent my own...
After that incident, when thinking about Satan and Demons I get this feeling of extreme joy and happiness and it makes me smile uncontrollably. Thank you Satan and the beings of Hell for saving me from myself.

Okay now on to the real questions at hand: I'd like to summon and contact my guardian Demon. How would I go abouts - properly and respectfully- to do this? and also, is it rude to ask the Demon his/her name the first time you've met them?

 

[trehailssatan]

Hello. I'm quite new to spiritual satanism.
Ill start off with a little bit about myself; I was raised in a catholic family. Somehow I felt as if "God" was never there for me when I needed him the most. When I got into my early teens (I'm 18 now), I found Pantheism. It made me understand life a lot more, more than catholicism ever did but Pantheism never filled this "void" I had for knowledge, experience, self-empowerment and so forth. When I found my girlfriend cheating on me and then we broke up(a week after New Years), I sort of felt like I was being guided to your website (Joyofsatan.com). I started reading a bit of the website day by day and my goodness did everything start to make sense. Now Ill be completely honest, I usually meditate every day but I haven't in at least a few months. I have massive anger control issues but when I started reading about guardian demons and whatnot I felt baggage being lifted off my shoulders.
I was recently at my buddies house partying with him and having a blast when he started saying things like "lets make a drink to Tre's 'friend'" and "are you possessed?"... my responses to those statements felt like they werent my own...
After that incident, when thinking about Satan and Demons I get this feeling of extreme joy and happiness and it makes me smile uncontrollably. Thank you Satan and the beings of Hell for saving me from myself.

Okay now on to the real questions at hand: I'd like to summon and contact my guardian Demon. How would I go abouts - properly and respectfully- to do this? and also, is it rude to ask the Demon his/her name the first time you've met them?