yanzki_606
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First of all I'm new to satanism (and pretty much everything here) I just dedicated myself to Satan 3 days ago, well the thing is, sometimes when I meditate and visualize myself inside my astral temple my thoughts would sometimes become pitch black and then a face would appear (female) at first then she reveals herself nude and she has a crown made of leaves, she's just staring at me emotionless, at first I thought it was a demon and I was kind of proud that even as a new member I saw something, then I have read that Aleister Crowley drew a picture of Jehovah a gray entity and it is said that all grays hate humanity, if I'm not mistaken, sometimes she appears when I close my eyes too, how should I deal with this?