Goldenwings
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Upon seing the picture that describe King Beelzevul, i love how he still looks the way he wants to look , and still holding his authenticity , same for Lilith.
And here i am not talking about the authenticity of looks only, but we can go deeper , and talk about the authenticity of thoughts/action/opinions.
During all that time the Gods didnt somehow change their stance or betray an initiate just because they somehow changed what they stand for, they stayed in the same side and continued pushing what they believe should be pushed.
During my life i always had this sense of authenticity and of standing on what you should stand for, this in my opinion is one of the most important traits that i loved about the Gods and that i saw rarely in my life, and it was the once that led me here, for example when i was muslim, i truly believed in the teachings and stood for them even if i was mocked by muslims which is weird by the way , it made me remember an example of a moroccan who was a very strict muslim and everyone hated him because he was strict and when he became athiest they hated him for being athiest,Hahahaha.
It may sound as a contradiction, but the easiest way to leave islam is to stand on what islam says, thats why i talked about authenticity being one of the important values, since when you stand on what you believe you clearly see if its working or not , and you see the flaws , etc , its like a car , that if you dont drive , you wont know if it is broken or not.
There is a famous saying in morocco: "the one who studies islam, end up savage or athiest."
When i was trying to study islam and apply, i clearly saw some weird stuff, i kept tweaking and trying to unsee , and tweak the teachings a bit using mind backflips, i got away with it but at some point it just becomes too much, you either should become savage or quit , the worst thing is this sounds like if you are offred a billion dollars and you are asked , you want to take it and become savage or quit?
In islam the question is, do you want to become savage and get nothing? Or become athiest.
This personality trait is what made me quit, the people i know who didnt really practice islam are still muslim.. when i quit islam, for many reasons i started believing the world is fucked up, i dont want to give personal examples i exposed enough of my personal life here.
I started thinking if i should change and be like everybody or stay like i am, i literally got told once these kind of phrases : if they do it why you dont wanna do it, etc , i just felt the one saying it is weird , since i thought if i do it i will be like him, so from now on how can i judge ? I will be lost , the moment i yield to do something because 99% do it, is the moment i will quit the 1% and be like 99% , and the moment i become like the 99% is the moment i will be forced in a non dual point of view in a bad way, how can i say a person did wrong ? Maybe they all doing it so he too just did it.. the same way i saw some people doing stuff and i did the same.. so its chaos , everyone end up doing what everyone is doing, thus individuality is lost.
I believe many sided with the Gods for the powers etc, i am not saying thats bad , but really even if they was less powerful than us i would have sided with them since that authenticity trait i love and value so much, i feel at home being Zevist , not because of i am gaining power, but because i feel for the first time i met beings embodying qualities i valued and qualities i almost lost , i almost felt like a crazy person holding unto those qualities in a society where those qualities are lost or laughed at.
The same way when you stand on islam teachings = you see the truth, if you stand on the way your think you will see the truth, your thoughts may appear to be perfect but put into practice you will understand, thats why i applied this to myself too, and many concepts after i standed on them they just proved to be useless or harmful to me or i discover it was a program injected in me by an ennemy, but when the system is only in your head and not put into work, he seems flawless.
Additionally, i found out the ennemies of authenticity are weak, even if they appear to be strong, they are so weak they cant even live by their thoughts and too ignorant to realise their mistakes, thats why in the long run only the authentic remains ,since the copies lose theirselves in their path, and feel inferior looking at how the authentic ones operate from higher levels.
I truly see authenticity as a Godly trait, and i understand why its stated in ToZ that our religion isnt a "reaction" to abrahamic religions, since the ones who make it seem a reaction, make it seem not authentic , and whats not authentic is not Godly, like the abrahamic religions which are based on copying.
Additionally, in islam they create copies of mohamed , you should walk likke he walk eat like he eat marry like he wants you to marry and so on you become a copy under whats named " Sunah" which means doing what the prophet did, if it was of benefit we would say at least he said that because its beneficial, but its juust copying for sake of coppying, so its against authenticity
Same for the agendas making some belief they can be male and identify female, they just make the person get rid of standing on what they stand for, if he can be convinced to change gender identification he is more ready to change many things he stands for, since gender is more extreme, so he just lose himself which make him not even find a way to discern later on what to stand for..
Another example worst example is the moroccans that deny their amazigh race because of islam, they feel like being arab will make them more of a muslim also they start favouring muslim clothes over amazigh clothes ,since they somehow favoured by allah, so its a whole process of sucking authenticity out of the person
Talking about authenticity made me remember a line from bhagavad gita:
"Its better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebodys elses life with perfection"
I also like the Gods in dedication ritual are called " Original Gods"..
And here i am not talking about the authenticity of looks only, but we can go deeper , and talk about the authenticity of thoughts/action/opinions.
During all that time the Gods didnt somehow change their stance or betray an initiate just because they somehow changed what they stand for, they stayed in the same side and continued pushing what they believe should be pushed.
During my life i always had this sense of authenticity and of standing on what you should stand for, this in my opinion is one of the most important traits that i loved about the Gods and that i saw rarely in my life, and it was the once that led me here, for example when i was muslim, i truly believed in the teachings and stood for them even if i was mocked by muslims which is weird by the way , it made me remember an example of a moroccan who was a very strict muslim and everyone hated him because he was strict and when he became athiest they hated him for being athiest,Hahahaha.
It may sound as a contradiction, but the easiest way to leave islam is to stand on what islam says, thats why i talked about authenticity being one of the important values, since when you stand on what you believe you clearly see if its working or not , and you see the flaws , etc , its like a car , that if you dont drive , you wont know if it is broken or not.
There is a famous saying in morocco: "the one who studies islam, end up savage or athiest."
When i was trying to study islam and apply, i clearly saw some weird stuff, i kept tweaking and trying to unsee , and tweak the teachings a bit using mind backflips, i got away with it but at some point it just becomes too much, you either should become savage or quit , the worst thing is this sounds like if you are offred a billion dollars and you are asked , you want to take it and become savage or quit?
In islam the question is, do you want to become savage and get nothing? Or become athiest.
This personality trait is what made me quit, the people i know who didnt really practice islam are still muslim.. when i quit islam, for many reasons i started believing the world is fucked up, i dont want to give personal examples i exposed enough of my personal life here.
I started thinking if i should change and be like everybody or stay like i am, i literally got told once these kind of phrases : if they do it why you dont wanna do it, etc , i just felt the one saying it is weird , since i thought if i do it i will be like him, so from now on how can i judge ? I will be lost , the moment i yield to do something because 99% do it, is the moment i will quit the 1% and be like 99% , and the moment i become like the 99% is the moment i will be forced in a non dual point of view in a bad way, how can i say a person did wrong ? Maybe they all doing it so he too just did it.. the same way i saw some people doing stuff and i did the same.. so its chaos , everyone end up doing what everyone is doing, thus individuality is lost.
I believe many sided with the Gods for the powers etc, i am not saying thats bad , but really even if they was less powerful than us i would have sided with them since that authenticity trait i love and value so much, i feel at home being Zevist , not because of i am gaining power, but because i feel for the first time i met beings embodying qualities i valued and qualities i almost lost , i almost felt like a crazy person holding unto those qualities in a society where those qualities are lost or laughed at.
The same way when you stand on islam teachings = you see the truth, if you stand on the way your think you will see the truth, your thoughts may appear to be perfect but put into practice you will understand, thats why i applied this to myself too, and many concepts after i standed on them they just proved to be useless or harmful to me or i discover it was a program injected in me by an ennemy, but when the system is only in your head and not put into work, he seems flawless.
Additionally, i found out the ennemies of authenticity are weak, even if they appear to be strong, they are so weak they cant even live by their thoughts and too ignorant to realise their mistakes, thats why in the long run only the authentic remains ,since the copies lose theirselves in their path, and feel inferior looking at how the authentic ones operate from higher levels.
I truly see authenticity as a Godly trait, and i understand why its stated in ToZ that our religion isnt a "reaction" to abrahamic religions, since the ones who make it seem a reaction, make it seem not authentic , and whats not authentic is not Godly, like the abrahamic religions which are based on copying.
Additionally, in islam they create copies of mohamed , you should walk likke he walk eat like he eat marry like he wants you to marry and so on you become a copy under whats named " Sunah" which means doing what the prophet did, if it was of benefit we would say at least he said that because its beneficial, but its juust copying for sake of coppying, so its against authenticity
Same for the agendas making some belief they can be male and identify female, they just make the person get rid of standing on what they stand for, if he can be convinced to change gender identification he is more ready to change many things he stands for, since gender is more extreme, so he just lose himself which make him not even find a way to discern later on what to stand for..
Another example worst example is the moroccans that deny their amazigh race because of islam, they feel like being arab will make them more of a muslim also they start favouring muslim clothes over amazigh clothes ,since they somehow favoured by allah, so its a whole process of sucking authenticity out of the person
Talking about authenticity made me remember a line from bhagavad gita:
"Its better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebodys elses life with perfection"
I also like the Gods in dedication ritual are called " Original Gods"..
