Ok,heres the deal.I stopped meditating and doing rituals almost 2 months ago.It just wasnt working out for me so I just completely withdrew myself from satanism completely.All the energy and time I put into meditating and trying too make Satan happy was a complete waste of time in my book,If anybody is unhappy now its me.I just wasnt getting anywhere no matter how much time I put into this stuff.Now I have too fight the enemy on my own,which isnt nothing new,because Ive been alone all this time anyway.I dont need Satans help too fight these parasite angels and kikes,I can fight them on my own because I dont beleive in unity this day in time.Its pretty obvious that Satan hated me all this time and I cant do nothing about it,because it was never meant too be too find him anyway.Why is it everybody on here has been advancing at a rapid speed in thier power meditations and I still havent gotten anywhere with mine.I could lock myself in a room and meditate 24 hours a day and still not get anywhere so go figure.Im still angry,miserable and depressed and cant do nothing about it.Ever since I stopped meditating the enemy has left me alone.I no longer have nightmares or panic attacks so maybe it is a good thing I stopped.Do you people actually think Satan really cares that I gave up.FUCK no!HE HAS NEW SOULS MORE ADVANCED THAN ME DEDICATING THEMSELVES TO HIM very day,why should he care if I turn my back on him?Im never going too change no matter what.Im going to go back too that mean dirty son of a bitch Ive always been.
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You need to work on dealing with the psychological issues that are causing you to develop a self defeating mentality. This has nothing to do with Satan or your unrealistic expectations about what constitutes progress in meditation. The enemy does not have to do anything. That your own self-hatred has not already done. Digging yourself into a hole with excuses for quitting are just away to validate such unconscious self-hatred. From: Mike <mleskela@...
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Sent: Thursday, January 10, 2013 2:58:18 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] giving up.
Ok,heres the deal.I stopped meditating and doing rituals almost 2 months ago.It just wasnt working out for me so I just completely withdrew myself from satanism completely.All the energy and time I put into meditating and trying too make Satan happy was a complete waste of time in my book,If anybody is unhappy now its me.I just wasnt getting anywhere no matter how much time I put into this stuff.Now I have too fight the enemy on my own,which isnt nothing new,because Ive been alone all this time anyway.I dont need Satans help too fight these parasite angels and kikes,I can fight them on my own because I dont beleive in unity this day in time.Its pretty obvious that Satan hated me all this time and I cant do nothing about it,because it was never meant too be too find him anyway.Why is it everybody on here has been advancing at a rapid speed in thier power meditations and I still havent gotten anywhere with mine.I could lock myself in a room and meditate 24 hours a day and still not get anywhere so go figure.Im still angry,miserable and depressed and cant do nothing about it.Ever since I stopped meditating the enemy has left me alone.I no longer have nightmares or panic attacks so maybe it is a good thing I stopped.Do you people actually think Satan really cares that I gave up.FUCK no!HE HAS NEW SOULS MORE ADVANCED THAN ME DEDICATING THEMSELVES TO HIM very day,why should he care if I turn my back on him?Im never going too change no matter what.Im going to go back too that mean dirty son of a bitch Ive always been.
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, January 10, 2013 2:58:18 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] giving up.
Ok,heres the deal.I stopped meditating and doing rituals almost 2 months ago.It just wasnt working out for me so I just completely withdrew myself from satanism completely.All the energy and time I put into meditating and trying too make Satan happy was a complete waste of time in my book,If anybody is unhappy now its me.I just wasnt getting anywhere no matter how much time I put into this stuff.Now I have too fight the enemy on my own,which isnt nothing new,because Ive been alone all this time anyway.I dont need Satans help too fight these parasite angels and kikes,I can fight them on my own because I dont beleive in unity this day in time.Its pretty obvious that Satan hated me all this time and I cant do nothing about it,because it was never meant too be too find him anyway.Why is it everybody on here has been advancing at a rapid speed in thier power meditations and I still havent gotten anywhere with mine.I could lock myself in a room and meditate 24 hours a day and still not get anywhere so go figure.Im still angry,miserable and depressed and cant do nothing about it.Ever since I stopped meditating the enemy has left me alone.I no longer have nightmares or panic attacks so maybe it is a good thing I stopped.Do you people actually think Satan really cares that I gave up.FUCK no!HE HAS NEW SOULS MORE ADVANCED THAN ME DEDICATING THEMSELVES TO HIM very day,why should he care if I turn my back on him?Im never going too change no matter what.Im going to go back too that mean dirty son of a bitch Ive always been.
siguarddraconis
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Also Mike, this can be a xian hang-up, imposed by centuries of brainwashing our Slavic blood...
'please god with all your heart and do everything for him and not for yourself' - WRONG.
Abandonment is what the enemy WANTS us to feel - this, however, is a fiction. No, the enemy has actually got into your ass because he forced you to stop meditating - and you succumbed to this.
Siguard Draconis.
Sastanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!
'please god with all your heart and do everything for him and not for yourself' - WRONG.
Abandonment is what the enemy WANTS us to feel - this, however, is a fiction. No, the enemy has actually got into your ass because he forced you to stop meditating - and you succumbed to this.
Siguard Draconis.
Sastanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!
tanya.azazel
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You shouldn't give up. How long have you been meditating because everyone developes at different rates. The reason why some here have seen results (quickly) because they either been doing this in their past life/lives and also if one has of now been doing this for years. I been meditating for over 5 years. That's why I see alot of results, past life also I found out. But I still have a ways to go and to learn. Patients is the key and don't let the enemy distract you or get you down. Keep it up. Also work on your self-esteem and xian hang-ups. They shall go away with time and your self-esteem shall get a boost. Also you probably have improved but your so lock-up in anger you can't see it.
Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Zeus! Hail the Gods of Duat!
Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Zeus! Hail the Gods of Duat!
Father and the Demons do NOT hate you I too am having hard times but that is life. My grandmother told me a long time ago anything worth having is worth working for. I had to learn to vibrate the runes not just say them and learn to breath properly. I can see a small improvement and to me that is a big deal.
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Sadie Terry
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Dont give up! Thats what the enemy wants! They try to scare you, or make you believe your worthless and that Satan doesnt love you, because they want you away from him!Satan has said that the only people that ever find SS, or the truth, is through him. He led you to this, he knew you were ready to start your journey! Also, if you believe that its not working and doubting yourself like that, of course you wouldnt seem to advance at all. The whole time you were meditating you were telling yourself its not gonna work. Satan does love you, as well as all our brothers and sisters! But you have to let Satan love you. He will love you either way, because you are a part of him, all of us are from him. He is inside all of us! We are his gentile children. No enemy of Satan can just walk in here and become a SS, he knows their true intentions, it just doesnt happen. But if you were of Satan you would be here. Where you are now. Do you see this? He may seem distant, but if you try, believe, and let him love you, you will realize he was with you. I have been with Satan in past lives, as i am now. If Satan didnt want you, you wouldve never even found true Satanism. I have realized of past times in this life where he was with me, as well as the demons, years before i ever knew anything like SS existed. But the night i dedicated, i could feel them all so strongly. From the moment you dedicate Satan starts to take you seriously.
Satan is strong on honesty. He knows you more than you do, he will know if you lie. Making a dedication to him is permanent, as he takes your word that you will stick through this with him, as well as all our brothers and sisters! We stick together and we will help you.
You must understand SATANISM IS VERY HARD, and can be very lonely. They want you to learn by yourself.For new SS, Satan and the Gods treat us like a baby bird. They will build a nest (the core structure, the knowledge, and truth), they will feed you (energy through meditations, rituals), and even spoil you a little (help you in certain situations when you ask them politley and offer something in return), and after you get so far.... Well.... They leave the nest for awhile, to watch you. (THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE) its a big step! They leave you on your own, to see if you will be able to fly!
they will come back to help you for some things, (to catch you when you fall from the nest, and put you back in the nest) but they want you to be strong! If they baby you the whole time, you will be too dependent and will not grow as an individual (WHICH SATAN AND THE DEMONS VALUE INDIVIDUALITY VERY MUCH, especially since the enemy kikes and xians are all weak sheep, because they never learn for themselves)
I can tell you right now, you are in the nest alone, with all the other bully birds making fun of you and trying to hurt you (the enemy kikes, xians, angels). Father Satan wants to see how strong you are! This is your chance to show him you are worthy, strong, and that nothing can pull you away from Satan! by giving up that EXACTLY what the enemy wants! They stopped attacking you, because you gave up! Theres nothing left for them to do! Withstanding the attacks, fighting them off as a warrior of Satan, that shows your strong! When the bully birds start pecking, you peck back with all your might! You have been given the knowledge to protect yourself and fight back, so Satan was waiting and expecting you to use that and be strong! Outstretch your wings! Stand tall. The enemy is SUPER WEAK, and they know this, thats why they hide, and sneek, and try to make it sound like all those depressing, self-loathing thoughts are your voice coming from you! But they arent!
Father Satan likes to test us, to make sure we are strong. Because we must be strong, because all the shit we go through in this corrupted world.
I have heard many times Satan usually doesnt give the SS who had left him or betrayed him a second chance. And i have seen from experience many people who pray for him to come back to them, sometimes their whole lives, but he doesnt.
We are all here to help! You can email me anytime you need to talk, or any of us. Good luck!
<3 Hail Satan! Hail Glasya-Labolas! Hail Astaroth! Hail Haagenti! Hail Azazel! Hail Lillith! Hail Beezlebub! Hail Raum! Hail Amon Ra! Hail Andras! Hail Horus! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat! Ge gemenanza torsvl! <3
<font>"THERE IS NO GOD BUT MYSELF" "KNOWING THIS, WHO DARES WORSHIP THE FALSE GODS OF THE KORAN AND BIBLE?"
-SATAN
FROM THE QU'RET AL-YEZID
Satan is strong on honesty. He knows you more than you do, he will know if you lie. Making a dedication to him is permanent, as he takes your word that you will stick through this with him, as well as all our brothers and sisters! We stick together and we will help you.
You must understand SATANISM IS VERY HARD, and can be very lonely. They want you to learn by yourself.For new SS, Satan and the Gods treat us like a baby bird. They will build a nest (the core structure, the knowledge, and truth), they will feed you (energy through meditations, rituals), and even spoil you a little (help you in certain situations when you ask them politley and offer something in return), and after you get so far.... Well.... They leave the nest for awhile, to watch you. (THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE) its a big step! They leave you on your own, to see if you will be able to fly!
they will come back to help you for some things, (to catch you when you fall from the nest, and put you back in the nest) but they want you to be strong! If they baby you the whole time, you will be too dependent and will not grow as an individual (WHICH SATAN AND THE DEMONS VALUE INDIVIDUALITY VERY MUCH, especially since the enemy kikes and xians are all weak sheep, because they never learn for themselves)I can tell you right now, you are in the nest alone, with all the other bully birds making fun of you and trying to hurt you (the enemy kikes, xians, angels). Father Satan wants to see how strong you are! This is your chance to show him you are worthy, strong, and that nothing can pull you away from Satan!
by giving up that EXACTLY what the enemy wants! They stopped attacking you, because you gave up! Theres nothing left for them to do! Withstanding the attacks, fighting them off as a warrior of Satan, that shows your strong! When the bully birds start pecking, you peck back with all your might! You have been given the knowledge to protect yourself and fight back, so Satan was waiting and expecting you to use that and be strong! Outstretch your wings! Stand tall. The enemy is SUPER WEAK, and they know this, thats why they hide, and sneek, and try to make it sound like all those depressing, self-loathing thoughts are your voice coming from you! But they arent! Father Satan likes to test us, to make sure we are strong. Because we must be strong, because all the shit we go through in this corrupted world.
I have heard many times Satan usually doesnt give the SS who had left him or betrayed him a second chance. And i have seen from experience many people who pray for him to come back to them, sometimes their whole lives, but he doesnt.
We are all here to help! You can email me anytime you need to talk, or any of us. Good luck!
<3 Hail Satan! Hail Glasya-Labolas! Hail Astaroth! Hail Haagenti! Hail Azazel! Hail Lillith! Hail Beezlebub! Hail Raum! Hail Amon Ra! Hail Andras! Hail Horus! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat! Ge gemenanza torsvl! <3
<font>"THERE IS NO GOD BUT MYSELF" "KNOWING THIS, WHO DARES WORSHIP THE FALSE GODS OF THE KORAN AND BIBLE?"
-SATAN
FROM THE QU'RET AL-YEZID
siscool397
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I had my 3rd eye blocked and I felt the same way. Have you been exercising on a regular basis? I found that after I lifted weights and doing yoga i could feel my 3rd eye again. I found out I had to exercise to get the result's I wanted. If I didn't nothing would progress. It could also be your diet or just your way of thinking. I find that If I do not eat healthy ALL THE TIME. I quickly get in a bad mood and get headaches etc because my chakras lack the energy. add me on facebook if you still need more help i'll gladly talk to you on there and give you some more information. boomer_397@...
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Don't give up on yourself, it takes time to move on to a new track - path. I suggest you go to HP Vovim Baghie site and read the Sermon: "The Path We Walk" It will help you. You did not get to this point in your life over night and you probably will not get to another instantly, it takes time and Satan will help you. It's a process.
Hail Satan
Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sadie Terry wrote:
Dont give up! Thats what the enemy wants! They try to scare you, or make you believe your worthless and that Satan doesnt love you, because they want you away from him!
Satan has said that the only people that ever find SS, or the truth, is through him. He led you to this, he knew you were ready to start your journey!
Also, if you believe that its not working and doubting yourself like that, of course you wouldnt seem to advance at all. The whole time you were meditating you were telling yourself its not gonna work. Satan does love you, as well as all our brothers and sisters! But you have to let Satan love you. He will love you either way, because you are a part of him, all of us are from him. He is inside all of us! We are his gentile children.
No enemy of Satan can just walk in here and become a SS, he knows their true intentions, it just doesnt happen. But if you were of Satan you would be here. Where you are now. Do you see this? He may seem distant, but if you try, believe, and let him love you, you will realize he was with you.
I have been with Satan in past lives, as i am now. If Satan didnt want you, you wouldve never even found true Satanism. I have realized of past times in this life where he was with me, as well as the demons, years before i ever knew anything like SS existed. But the night i dedicated, i could feel them all so strongly. From the moment you dedicate Satan starts to take you seriously.
Satan is strong on honesty. He knows you more than you do, he will know if you lie. Making a dedication to him is permanent, as he takes your word that you will stick through this with him, as well as all our brothers and sisters! We stick together and we will help you.
You must understand SATANISM IS VERY HARD, and can be very lonely. They want you to learn by yourself.
For new SS, Satan and the Gods treat us like a baby bird. They will build a nest (the core structure, the knowledge, and truth), they will feed you (energy through meditations, rituals), and even spoil you a little (help you in certain situations when you ask them politley and offer something in return), and after you get so far.... Well.... They leave the nest for awhile, to watch you. (THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE) its a big step! They leave you on your own, to see if you will be able to fly!
If they baby you the whole time, you will be too dependent and will not grow as an individual (WHICH SATAN AND THE DEMONS VALUE INDIVIDUALITY VERY MUCH, especially since the enemy kikes and xians are all weak sheep, because they never learn for themselves)
I can tell you right now, you are in the nest alone, with all the other bully birds making fun of you and trying to hurt you (the enemy kikes, xians, angels). Father Satan wants to see how strong you are! This is your chance to show him you are worthy, strong, and that nothing can pull you away from Satan!
Father Satan likes to test us, to make sure we are strong. Because we must be strong, because all the shit we go through in this corrupted world.
I have heard many times Satan usually doesnt give the SS who had left him or betrayed him a second chance. And i have seen from experience many people who pray for him to come back to them, sometimes their whole lives, but he doesnt.
We are all here to help! You can email me anytime you need to talk, or any of us. Good luck!
<3 Hail Satan! Hail Glasya-Labolas! Hail Astaroth! Hail Haagenti! Hail Azazel! Hail Lillith! Hail Beezlebub! Hail Raum! Hail Amon Ra! Hail Andras! Hail Horus! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat! Ge gemenanza torsvl! <3
"THERE IS NO GOD BUT MYSELF" "KNOWING THIS, WHO DARES WORSHIP THE FALSE GODS OF THE KORAN AND BIBLE?"
-SATAN
FROM THE QU'RET AL-YEZID
There's your problem you were doing it for the wrong reasons. Yes meditating makes Satan happy but you are doing it to improve yourself. You aren't alone in taking forever to make progress but the way I look at it is that we have to keep chipping away at it.
When I start getting the nightmares I simply do another exorcism of Jehovah and that normally clears them up, the prayer for protection is also nicely effective.
Naturally they leave you alone when you are defeated.
When I start getting the nightmares I simply do another exorcism of Jehovah and that normally clears them up, the prayer for protection is also nicely effective.
Naturally they leave you alone when you are defeated.
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