Hi.
I am not sure i understand your question, ' how can i get back and meditate ' ? Simply start meditating again. If you do not remember anything from back then, then start from the beginning. If you want you can e-mail me or some more advanced members like Don ( I personally like his answers, he is very intelligent person ) here to give you a start-out program.Key is to research and gain knowledge as much as you can. For me it is easier to meditate and all because i understand how it happens, meta-physics, psychology, alchemy and biology are good topics to search about, if you are interested. If you have dedicated, i suppose you do not have to do it again, as there is no need for dedicating twice. Try contacting Father Satan. If you are not developed enough to feel him astrally, try through pendulum or ouija board. Or simply ask him what you desire, I am sure he will give you answers, just be aware of them.
*Off-topic*
I had a friend, who was practicing Tai-chi (If you are not familiar with it, lets just say that meditating is part of it) for 4 years. She didn't make it in 4 YEARS. point is, people mostly do not even have idea what meditating is about, nor it's purpose. Even if they do, then know that it helps to raise energy and that is that. I find it sad that low number of people is interested in HOW it works and WHY. After i explained her, I gave her a program and few techniques, she learned how to go in trance in 3 days, and she started meditating with no problems. Some people forget about the basics, which are most important thing in all kinds of meditation. I myself did once, stressing myself and being to focused on getting into trance that i actually couldn't relax and go into trance. Talking about irony.
Anyway, i hope i helped.HAIL SATAN !!!
From: qplayer37 <qplayer37@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, May 7, 2013 4:26 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Getting Back At Spiritual Satanism
When I first dedicated, I was eager to learn and experience all this wondefull things, but when I starded meditating, I saw and experienced nothing, so i starded doubting it even worked. But Ive never cursed out his name or nothing, I havent lost faith, and its been about 5 years now like this. It feels like just yesterday this happened, Ive changed alot in those 5 years, im not a kid anymore, Im almost 19yo, I want to get back meditating, This time im eager again and i believe in order to fix my mistakes is from the past. I understand it takes years in some case to even achieve something. Question is how can i get back, and meditate and all?
I will go to
JOS.org page, but can someone here give me tips or pointers, things to do and not do?