genuine worries, am i a gross jew

[temporary443]

Hello, i honestly have a weird situation and have had some big worries about being jewish, but it’s not just like a simple thought it’s actual things that make me believe that i am, for one, i have small and shaped ears and a relatively big nose due to the shape, and i have no idea who the real father to my mother is, im 90% sure it’s the same as my uncle because they have the same last name (although it’s Martinez and from what i know of my ancestry is all from Mexico or maybe some type of European since i am lighter skinned, and my grandmother doesn’t have same nose as them, i honestly can’t tell if the nose is just indigenous) and big nose and small ears, although my uncle looks just VERY off to the point where he would get picked on relentlessly in school and is a big outcast as an adult, but my mother is the opposite and was actually popular and well known and liked, they don’t look alike but they look related if that makes sense, they have small ears and a bigger nose although hers is a lot smaller but just a bit hooked shaped, neither do i really want to ask who’s the dad and is he jew because it’s kind of awkward lol. And my father, had a weird affixation with “Satan”, he’d constantly listen to things like Three 6 Mafia and kind of glorify that deluded version of him. but i kind of doubt he’s jewish it’s just my mothers side. two, when i was younger, i’d honestly sometimes physically harm weaker innocent beings to get a kick out of it, and for no good reason at all. (from around 7-13) i’m not sure if this had anything to do with my mars and saturn in 1st and they conjunct, but i haven’t had the desire to do that anymore or similar stuff now that i’m older, although i have only gotten the urge to and have gotten continuous revenge on a person (that has done me very wrong and put me through more than a lot), and who they have been involved with, but i’m way more past that now. Another thing is that when i did the yogic breathing exercise twice- one at morning and one at night for one day, the next day i felt a very bad intense burning or cramp or sharp pain like right in the end and in middle where rib cage is, like where the solar plexus is, and it lasted for about an hour and slowly faded, (i thought it was because i drank something sugary right after i woke up then it happened), then i continued with the breathing exercise again 2x one morning and night when i felt better, then the next day when i woke up the cramp or burning happened again but right after getting up and just walking a bit, and i had no other symptoms at all for both times, i have no idea if this for sure had to do with those breathing exercises but i haven’t had issues like that or anything similar for a long time. Although i did do those same breathing exercises for a while a long time ago and didn't feel the same pain at all. Another thing is that i just don’t feel like the gods are really with me, although i know i haven’t opened my mind enough and stayed consistent with meditations , although oddly this one time two years ago i had a dream, and it was showing liliths “sigil”, (but it’s the fake mainstream one, and before i even knew that was a fake one), and for the next day and few days, people were weirdly really drawn to me and nice or genuinely trying to get to know me and talk to me , although yes im aware it might’ve been just a bad entity. Like I want to be a better person, i want to feel like i’m with the true gods, i want to be supported and be able to support everyone, i would hate myself more than anything if i was a jew and i would be more than happy to eradicate myself if i was a nasty jewish disease lol, so i don’t know i just have these doubts and am confused. What does it also mean in general if my North Node is in Pisces in 9th house and 29 degrees? Or does it mean anything .. like is this my last lifetime or something or a “closing chapter”.., i also am born on a balsamic dark moon and have a sun and mercury 12th house which on different sources tell me the same things even if i’m not sure they're accurate, i have seen that same pattern of being told “strong signs of last life” with those three things together, is this true? Are also natal astrology placements for a jew the “same” as someone that is a gentile? Or manifest the same way? Since I know Satanic and gross Jew magic aren’t compatible and one is either born with one or another and can’t mix or something similar to that

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

No one can really answer the “am i a jew” question for you.

It’s something you have to do on your own. Are there any jews, half jews or any one with jewish ancestry in your family tree that you can trace yourself back to?

If you can’t answer that question, then just continue on the Zevist path. You’ll figure it out on your own eventually as the Gods become more prominent in your life.

The thing about jews is that they have a strong sense of entitlement and psychopathy and will wage war on nature to get their way. If you have respect for humans, animals, nature, truth and goodness then you aren’t a jew.

They kill Gentile kids in israel/palestine, laugh about it, and jews in the diaspora overwhelmingly defend this. Your self-aware jews like Norman Finkelstein are one in a million, he essentially admits global jewry is a psychopathic collective. Besides him and a very few others, they are absolutely evil. Even then, don’t trust the “good” ones like Finkelstein either.

Jews are fundamentally weird, narcissistic and sadistic, highly negative beings. You being worried about being one and hating the idea of being one is a clear sign you’re almost certainly not a jew.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

You aren't one.

It's a common psychic attack at begginers.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Nvm I spoke too soon, Finkelstein avoids accountability and tries to seperate himself and other diaspora jews from israel.

Perhaps his role is to be a plan B in case israel falls, which it will. The Diaspora and the Israeli jews are the same tribe.
Jews always avoid accountability. They have an entire holiday devoted to avoiding accountability (yom kippur). Never trust them. If you consistently try to take accountability for what you do, that’s another strong proof you aren’t a jew.

 

[LoyalSS]

Hello
You need to expand your consciousness and do more meditations because this is a common attack. This place is also not available for enemy visits very easily in terms of probability, it is sacred. members here with strong protective auras and we are karmically connected. Although we had some stupid infiltrators just last year who changed their profile pictures to "star of david" at the same time as if the timing was precise. I won't even mention who they were, they have already been blocked and probably punished severely.