Friday 13th Ritual Experience

[hecktic_shadow]

Keep your energies up, clean your aura and chakras, and keep up your aura of protection. Do this twice or three times, several times if you have to. See the working through and stay strong.
All these negative feelings come directly from the enemy, they want you to give up on the ritual and to break down. But you are stronger than that, you are stronger than them! And you can do this.
-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[edwardtgao8]

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[en_haradren_amlug]

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSNewsletter/conversations/messages/428

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[edwardtgao8]

Thank you! 

--- In [email protected], <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSNewsletter/conversations/messages/428

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[edwardtgao8]

its my first ritual with a group! when I was doing a lot of individual working alone, I felt very bad, very alone and terribly tired, now it was my first warfare ritual where I didnt feel worn out like a sock, where I felt huge energy and peace!To those who are new, alone, dumped, not-needed, asked-to-fuck-off, not clair-anithing (so isolated from Demons and can relate only with another SS) and used to do individual workings like me - try group rituals together with a group! with them you do not feel so vampired off! you feel energy!Also thanks to everyone who waste his/her time on me to correct my mistakes and to answer my questions, I really appreciate it!

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

Thank you! 

--- In [email protected], <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSNewsletter/conversations/messages/428

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[Allison P]

Hey, we were all new once, Brother! No problem! ^ Thou hast my sword,
Father Satan, for ever and always!!!! Hail Satan, almighty King!

On 9/16/13, edwardtgao8@... <edwardtgao8@... wrote:


its my first ritual with a group! when I was doing a lot of individual
working alone, I felt very bad, very alone and terribly tired, now it was my
first warfare ritual where I didnt feel worn out like a sock, where I felt
huge energy and peace!

To those who are new, alone, dumped, not-needed, asked-to-fuck-off, not
clair-anithing (so isolated from Demons and can relate only with another SS)
and used to do individual workings like me - try group rituals together with
a group! with them you do not feel so vampired off! you feel energy!

Also thanks to everyone who waste his/her time on me to correct my mistakes
and to answer my questions, I really appreciate it!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

Thank you!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSN ... ssages/428



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted?
I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you
neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is,
and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in
shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a
day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also,
go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils
lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll
cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can
do your rituals/workings smoothly.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the
ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house
knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I
have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts
of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with
me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want
to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura
last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

edwardgao8, feeling worn out and drained after a Ritual or Magickal Working happens when you use too much of your own energy. You must RAISE energy to use. Draw in energy and use Words Of Power. Your own energy must be the drive and power, the desire. You must raise the energy that you send forth to do your bidding

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

its my first ritual with a group! when I was doing a lot of individual working alone, I felt very bad, very alone and terribly tired, now it was my first warfare ritual where I didnt feel worn out like a sock, where I felt huge energy and peace!To those who are new, alone, dumped, not-needed, asked-to-fuck-off, not clair-anithing (so isolated from Demons and can relate only with another SS) and used to do individual workings like me - try group rituals together with a group! with them you do not feel so vampired off! you feel energy!Also thanks to everyone who waste his/her time on me to correct my mistakes and to answer my questions, I really appreciate it!

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

Thank you! 

--- In [email protected], <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSNewsletter/conversations/messages/428

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[nicerattlesnake7]

 [/IMG]</var> nazerane angel I guess, but I am going to keep fighting with the ritual. Hail Satan!!!

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

edwardgao8, feeling worn out and drained after a Ritual or Magickal Working happens when you use too much of your own energy. You must RAISE energy to use. Draw in energy and use Words Of Power. Your own energy must be the drive and power, the desire. You must raise the energy that you send forth to do your bidding

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

its my first ritual with a group! when I was doing a lot of individual working alone, I felt very bad, very alone and terribly tired, now it was my first warfare ritual where I didnt feel worn out like a sock, where I felt huge energy and peace!To those who are new, alone, dumped, not-needed, asked-to-fuck-off, not clair-anithing (so isolated from Demons and can relate only with another SS) and used to do individual workings like me - try group rituals together with a group! with them you do not feel so vampired off! you feel energy!Also thanks to everyone who waste his/her time on me to correct my mistakes and to answer my questions, I really appreciate it!

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

Thank you! 

--- In [email protected], <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSNewsletter/conversations/messages/428

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.

 

[shantikami]

I've had a lot of dreams, lately, in which the gods come back to Earth. They appear as building-tall giants clad in gold very stylized space/star-suits which are actually star-ships, because they break down to reveal groups of gods. I love seeing them. Every day I participate in the ritual, the closer I feel to Satan, and the more I can feel our victory growing. It feels like my dreams are affirming the rightness of what we are doing.
with eternal love & devotion to Satanwith eternal respect & honor to the god/desses of Duatwith friendship to my fellow Spiritual Satanists

--- In [email protected], <nicerattlesnake7@... wrote:

 [/IMG]</var> nazerane angel I guess, but I am going to keep fighting with the ritual. Hail Satan!!!

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

edwardgao8, feeling worn out and drained after a Ritual or Magickal Working happens when you use too much of your own energy. You must RAISE energy to use. Draw in energy and use Words Of Power. Your own energy must be the drive and power, the desire. You must raise the energy that you send forth to do your bidding

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

its my first ritual with a group! when I was doing a lot of individual working alone, I felt very bad, very alone and terribly tired, now it was my first warfare ritual where I didnt feel worn out like a sock, where I felt huge energy and peace!To those who are new, alone, dumped, not-needed, asked-to-fuck-off, not clair-anithing (so isolated from Demons and can relate only with another SS) and used to do individual workings like me - try group rituals together with a group! with them you do not feel so vampired off! you feel energy!Also thanks to everyone who waste his/her time on me to correct my mistakes and to answer my questions, I really appreciate it!

--- In [email protected], <edwardtgao8@... wrote:

Thank you! 

--- In [email protected], <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

 http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoSNewsletter/conversations/messages/428

--- In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

Would you please clarify what is it working of deflection HP Maxine posted? I thought Surya and deflaction is the same - are there two things? you neednt give links - it takes too much your time - just clarify what it is, and when it was (a month) - and I will search it myself. 

--- In [email protected], <way_seeker666@... wrote:

@Mike Leskela You need to clean your Soul repeatedly especially when in shitty times that like. I am doing full rosaries of SURYA at least 3 times a day, also the deflection working  HPS Maxine posted. It helps a LOT. Also, go somewhere safe and burn that sigil. You don't keep destruction sigils lying around man. It is charged with negative destructive energy. It'll cause shit. And in future, think things through more thoroughly so you can do your rituals/workings smoothly.

--- In [email protected], <mleskela@... wrote:

I wish that were the case with me.I didnt feel nothing after the ritual.I still have the sigil because I cant burn anything in my house knowing the smoke detector going on.Im under alot of attacks today.I have people that I dont know picking fights with me and I have thoughts of Hating Satan,thinking he hates my guts..I have people fucking with me left and right today and Im not handling it very well.I really want to kick somebodys head in right now.I meditated and cleaned my aura last night and Im still feeling shitty.I hate everybody.