Hail!
It seems that I'm able to remeber my dreams more often, thanks to the meditation. It is still not very often, but the situation's better than before. They also seem to be more... complex. Consisting of more details and somehow, I'm able to see more while there.
I haven't had a dream for some time now (by saying that I mean I couldn't remember anything) and tonight's one seemed a bit... twisted.
Ok, here goes: The dream started with me flying over some kind of city or a town. I had an awesome, shiny black wings and was using them. I was coming back (wherever and whatever it might have been) from my assigment (I had to find and/or kill someone, can't really remember exactly). The task was done and I felt like I still have time, so I don't have to return immediately. So I decided to by myself a good beer, sit somewhere outside and enjoy it. Thus I landed in front of a pair (a man and a woman), folded my wings and made myslef looking as a regular human. The pair, I think, said something (can't remember what it was they had done) but didn't seem to be afraid. Don't know why but I felt irritated in an instant and told them: "What? Haven't You seen a Deva before?" and walked away a bit. But then, I turned around, got their attention and wiped the memory of thet incident from their minds. Then I walked away in search of my beer.
Unfortunately, I was unable to enjoy one because the scenery changed.
Now I was in some kind of apartament. Bedroom, I guess. I was hlaf-deressed and putting the rest of the clothes on. There also was a naked woman lying on the bed. I assume we just had sex but no memory of that. Anyway, I approached her and and started to touch and kiss her whole body as a goodbye. Her face, neck, breasts, belly, vagina. Every time I touched her, there was an electric current made by me, running through her whole body, making her scream in pleasure and giving her an orgasm of her life. Even though I didn't have visible wings this time, I still felt the same way I was feeling when flying back after a mission. And I could see that spark, that electricity clearly, shooting out of my hands/lips and zapping her with unearthly pleasure. At that time I had a feeling that this is my purpose: not receiving but giving pleasure to others.
And then it all ended and I woke up.
Pretty twisted huh? Lately, if I am able to remember the dream, it is either about sex (in many different forms; damn, Kamasutra is weak in comparison to what I see in my dreams lol), being some kind of non-human being (like this time - a Deva) or telekinesis.
At least I have something to ponder xD
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War!
/Mike
It seems that I'm able to remeber my dreams more often, thanks to the meditation. It is still not very often, but the situation's better than before. They also seem to be more... complex. Consisting of more details and somehow, I'm able to see more while there.
I haven't had a dream for some time now (by saying that I mean I couldn't remember anything) and tonight's one seemed a bit... twisted.
Ok, here goes: The dream started with me flying over some kind of city or a town. I had an awesome, shiny black wings and was using them. I was coming back (wherever and whatever it might have been) from my assigment (I had to find and/or kill someone, can't really remember exactly). The task was done and I felt like I still have time, so I don't have to return immediately. So I decided to by myself a good beer, sit somewhere outside and enjoy it. Thus I landed in front of a pair (a man and a woman), folded my wings and made myslef looking as a regular human. The pair, I think, said something (can't remember what it was they had done) but didn't seem to be afraid. Don't know why but I felt irritated in an instant and told them: "What? Haven't You seen a Deva before?" and walked away a bit. But then, I turned around, got their attention and wiped the memory of thet incident from their minds. Then I walked away in search of my beer.
Unfortunately, I was unable to enjoy one because the scenery changed.
Now I was in some kind of apartament. Bedroom, I guess. I was hlaf-deressed and putting the rest of the clothes on. There also was a naked woman lying on the bed. I assume we just had sex but no memory of that. Anyway, I approached her and and started to touch and kiss her whole body as a goodbye. Her face, neck, breasts, belly, vagina. Every time I touched her, there was an electric current made by me, running through her whole body, making her scream in pleasure and giving her an orgasm of her life. Even though I didn't have visible wings this time, I still felt the same way I was feeling when flying back after a mission. And I could see that spark, that electricity clearly, shooting out of my hands/lips and zapping her with unearthly pleasure. At that time I had a feeling that this is my purpose: not receiving but giving pleasure to others.
And then it all ended and I woke up.
Pretty twisted huh? Lately, if I am able to remember the dream, it is either about sex (in many different forms; damn, Kamasutra is weak in comparison to what I see in my dreams lol), being some kind of non-human being (like this time - a Deva) or telekinesis.
At least I have something to ponder xD
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War!
/Mike
