Draconi666
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Please someone of higher members tell me something about this dream, I feel it is important to me to ask about it. I asked this anonymously but I have got answer I have to ask this with my account, so… here I am
Dream:
We was celebrating something in place where I have grown up, there was me, mother, godfather, 2 young his daughters and maybe my younger ex brother in law. Obviously something with my mum was not right it seemed she was mentally sick, like almost on the edge of reality and behaving very strange. Me and godfather was aware of this and I decided to take all these family members to forest.
When we gone to forest little bit deeper, I opened portal by my will like I was did this already not the first or second time. Three strange beings appeared in this portal, one of them which appeared closer was big clown, other two was like smaller ones, I opened this portal to ask for help so my mother would be healed. I couldn’t enter this portal because I knew I don’t belong here, and these beings was like very strict to me I felt cold attitude from them, and they behaved like they had consciousness of their own, everything there I was manipulating my godfather, kids, portal, except beings in that portal and mother who was walking around like very sick and mentally Ill…
Everybody was scared and afraid of what I was doing because it was looking strange and dangerous, so father with kids tried to escape, but I directed their attention by my will into the portal because I felt that this was very very serious, and everything has to be right, nothing can’t go wrong and I needed these people here and now.
Something appeared in my hand if not a few things, I asked family to repeat after me, and threw those things into portal for sacrifice, as I threw I shouted “Four!!!” Or “Three!!” And godfather with kids shouted with me, this was a number of items I threw into a portal. Atmosphere was very intense vivid like in tension and action.
Portal was sucking me in, and accidentally I stepped one leg into it. Big clown in portal showed with his finger to my leg with criticism and looked at his collegas like them that I failed. Godfather with kids tried to escape situation because it was crazy what was happening, but I again by manipulating them directed their attention to portal again, and we continued.
Something appeared in my hand again, this time it was one thing, emediately I threw it into portal and we all shouted “One!!!”. Portal started showing symbols of success, entities who was there was gone, I felt like I did everything right and that I succeeded, I finished closing portal by myself, and felt like a programmer of it. We turned around and gone home, I wanted to show godfather shortest way because he was running home, but he knew way already and just runaway very first very happily as everything was over. I felt my mother was healed because of sacrifice I did into that portal. That’s the dream.
So in the past when I had to leave my family and my mother because of enemy in that family and because of my path, I did my best to tell mother why I leave but I know it was not enough because she grown me and maybe she is loving me. To explain right was pretty impossible because of our relationship and that she was really very manipulated by the enemy. I knew that she may go crazy after I left, and I still feeling guilt, but I had no other way. And I asked Father Satan to tell her about me in his way,(because I myself just couldn’t do this) so she would be calm and know that with me everything will be alright and would be able to understand why I left.
Is this dream may mean that Satan helped me with this??? If not what this could have mean?
Dream:
We was celebrating something in place where I have grown up, there was me, mother, godfather, 2 young his daughters and maybe my younger ex brother in law. Obviously something with my mum was not right it seemed she was mentally sick, like almost on the edge of reality and behaving very strange. Me and godfather was aware of this and I decided to take all these family members to forest.
When we gone to forest little bit deeper, I opened portal by my will like I was did this already not the first or second time. Three strange beings appeared in this portal, one of them which appeared closer was big clown, other two was like smaller ones, I opened this portal to ask for help so my mother would be healed. I couldn’t enter this portal because I knew I don’t belong here, and these beings was like very strict to me I felt cold attitude from them, and they behaved like they had consciousness of their own, everything there I was manipulating my godfather, kids, portal, except beings in that portal and mother who was walking around like very sick and mentally Ill…
Everybody was scared and afraid of what I was doing because it was looking strange and dangerous, so father with kids tried to escape, but I directed their attention by my will into the portal because I felt that this was very very serious, and everything has to be right, nothing can’t go wrong and I needed these people here and now.
Something appeared in my hand if not a few things, I asked family to repeat after me, and threw those things into portal for sacrifice, as I threw I shouted “Four!!!” Or “Three!!” And godfather with kids shouted with me, this was a number of items I threw into a portal. Atmosphere was very intense vivid like in tension and action.
Portal was sucking me in, and accidentally I stepped one leg into it. Big clown in portal showed with his finger to my leg with criticism and looked at his collegas like them that I failed. Godfather with kids tried to escape situation because it was crazy what was happening, but I again by manipulating them directed their attention to portal again, and we continued.
Something appeared in my hand again, this time it was one thing, emediately I threw it into portal and we all shouted “One!!!”. Portal started showing symbols of success, entities who was there was gone, I felt like I did everything right and that I succeeded, I finished closing portal by myself, and felt like a programmer of it. We turned around and gone home, I wanted to show godfather shortest way because he was running home, but he knew way already and just runaway very first very happily as everything was over. I felt my mother was healed because of sacrifice I did into that portal. That’s the dream.
So in the past when I had to leave my family and my mother because of enemy in that family and because of my path, I did my best to tell mother why I leave but I know it was not enough because she grown me and maybe she is loving me. To explain right was pretty impossible because of our relationship and that she was really very manipulated by the enemy. I knew that she may go crazy after I left, and I still feeling guilt, but I had no other way. And I asked Father Satan to tell her about me in his way,(because I myself just couldn’t do this) so she would be calm and know that with me everything will be alright and would be able to understand why I left.
Is this dream may mean that Satan helped me with this??? If not what this could have mean?