Dream or...?

[gsrevial]

I had an odd series of dreams lately. They all involved 'Angels', I think. I remember them vividly. They began to talk fiercely of how I'm a nothing and that my new found faith was a lie. I felt hatred explode deep inside of me and my body was flooded with heat. I went berserk and literally ripped them apart and...it got even more graphic. I ate their remains. I woke up shortly after and felt sharp pain in my chest. The cut I had used to sign my contract with Father had reopened and was bleeding profusely.

Shortly after, I became ill and am just recently getting over the illness.

Can anyone tell me if this was a dream? Or did I really just go berserk and kill 'angels'?

It's incredibly frightening to think I'll do it again and I want to know why my wound opened up.

Thank you for any and all help offered.

Hail Satan.

 

[anandha shankar]

a new be[/IMG] who fights for odin hmmmmm dont listed to any thing just journal ur dreams wven though it is vivid or something else . when u take a look after some times it will give u the clear picture and answer . how many angels u killed hehehehehehe count it in ok it is must  and keep in touch ey


From: gsrevial <gsrevial@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, March 1, 2011 12:24:06 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Dream or...?

  I had an odd series of dreams lately. They all involved 'Angels', I think. I remember them vividly. They began to talk fiercely of how I'm a nothing and that my new found faith was a lie. I felt hatred explode deep inside of me and my body was flooded with heat. I went berserk and literally ripped them apart and...it got even more graphic. I ate their remains. I woke up shortly after and felt sharp pain in my chest. The cut I had used to sign my contract with Father had reopened and was bleeding profusely.

Shortly after, I became ill and am just recently getting over the illness.

Can anyone tell me if this was a dream? Or did I really just go berserk and kill 'angels'?

It's incredibly frightening to think I'll do it again and I want to know why my wound opened up.

Thank you for any and all help offered.

Hail Satan.